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零食食满满

2011-11-05T00:38:00.007+08:00

这几个月都一直破自己的记录
就像上个星期，我就吃了3次的冰淇淋
对于不被允许吃冰的“督促”下长大的小孩是一个非常奢侈的愿望
当下没有异常兴奋，只是罕有地嘴馋 o.O

还有还有，
一个人吃完整筒pringles :p
我记得我很多时候出外旅游一定准备pringles在包包里
是从六年纪毕业旅行开始的习惯吧？
有时候陷入自私于不自私之间，难免会发闷气
为什么朋友吃这么片
我还没有享受到多少片的说 T.T
奇怪的是，我一直没有买回家自己一个人完吃的冲动
这一晚又是纯粹嘴馋+怀念
独自个儿嚼着一片片的pringles
薯片的味道变了
感觉也变了
还是有朋友一起分享比较好 =)

再发疯似地买了不同的零食
近期一直想往外跑
连买零食也走向国际化 o.O
瑞士黑巧克力、
菲律宾crackers、
台湾无蔗糖手工杏仁坚果饼干、
大马malta黑麦汁
中国eclipse薄荷糖

刚刚干掉一片的黑巧克力
嘴里还有浓浓的可可味道，味蕾干干甘甘地
眼角就一直盯着那一盒手工饼干
谁叫我把零嘴像摆地摊那样满地放
受不住引诱就itatakimasu了

纠住了
那一片饼干不像普通的饼干那样油油甜甜口味重
反而是淡淡地，细细地
融合满嘴的可可味
还有耳机传来的音乐
它们擦出的火花
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看来我今天又有新的体验了

一首歌，一片黑巧克力，一片手工饼干.....其实快乐和满足真的可以很简单 ;)

告别夜再见昼

2011-10-26T00:09:00.005+08:00

有时候喜欢做晚班
甚至甘愿呆在公司到清晨
有人问，不怕吗？
我说
可以大大声唱歌speaker开大大声
不会打扰到别人也不会被打扰
就连空到没有半辆车的马路都让我觉得心广神怡
这样的夜晚只让我游走在大悲大喜之中
越陷越深
就像毒品一样

在某一个凌晨突然想念起白天
就特地每隔十分钟下楼
为的是要看到这里的第一曙光
楼下的茶餐室开始准备营业
清道夫开工
马路飞奔的车辆
看着慢慢苏醒的世界
听着振奋的曲子
嗅着清凉的空气
还有那渐渐变蓝的天空
是我喜欢的蓝
始终
还是阳光才能安慰我

沉睡太久了
是时候醒来了

久违了独自！

2011-10-25T10:52:00.000+08:00

在体验学院生活的时候最疯狂就是独自去giant扫货

独自把好几大包的粮食扛回宿舍

这一天破了纪录
为了3dna
第一次独自踏进戏院
独自在shopping mall游荡
我这么一个群体动物一向都不甘寂寞
没人在身边宁可不吃不去不做
现在独自的时间多了
想想，其实一个人也不错啊
纵然人潮汹涌声音嘈杂
我却没有去观察四周的人，也没有去管他们说些什么
仿佛全世界只有自己
我只须entertain我自己
偶尔，偶尔跟自己约会也不错 =)

eccj 070809102011

2011-10-12T00:19:00.007+08:00

这几天让知道我行踪的朋友担心
paiseh la
结果又证明了我没有看错人
是的，世界真的没有想象中单纯和美好
所以我一直都很感恩我认识的朋友都不会是要伤害我的人
比起很多人
我是超幸福的
有时候也会怀疑到底他们有什么能耐hold住我这陀大便不放

一切都超乎我想象和预料
不需要什么贵重的礼物
就那么一个小动作就可以感觉到真诚
一边念一边拆那团白色的cable
我好喜欢这一块差一点让你吐血的小意外

与其说我陪你
还不如说你陪了我
跟我偷偷淋了雨
诱导我买了喜欢很久的东西
不介意我含着饭说天谈地
让我在这几天放下脑袋做我自己
谢谢你
i really mean it

大便如语录 - 椰菜花

2011-09-23T23:07:00.002+08:00

烫了两棵椰菜花来吃友人说，没有酱油，不好吃。
殊不知，椰菜花和甜辣椒是甜的，芹菜是咸的？
有时候，不新增调味料的才能吃出食物本身真正的味道。
人生，不也是如此吗？

打败仗？

2011-09-22T00:35:00.006+08:00

我一直都很自豪，我很少发烧，更几乎没有食物中毒
直到营养师跟我说，我是没有能力发烧，因为我根本没有足够的能量
我肠胃更是弱到吸收不到营养，这就是为什么我吃很多都没办法发胖
昨天晚上和今天早上来了个非常轻微的泄肚子
有点摸不着头脑之余全身软趴趴地，好像电池能量耗尽般
当下还有想吃两碗粉的冲动
下午就忍不住去买了一些巧克力产品，以为这样能让自己恢复体力
怎知.....发烧了
怎么突然有能力了？怎么突然对食物有少少反应了？
在为着体重不断下降的问题懊恼的时候，这算是应该值得庆祝吧？ o.O

极端丑不拉叽香菇头punk版2.0

2011-09-19T01:58:00.003+08:00

别人恨不得头发一夜长三寸，来个长发飘逸浪漫卷，而我却背道而驰一剪再剪，出来的效果褒贬不一。老实一句，我当下真的有需要时间去接受这个新发型。我的解释是，极端到了极点，就会反弹。有一位朋友却解说，当一个人在压力的状态下，就会对自己的那粒头做一些东西。压力？我都跟别人说I'm ok....事实确实如此？呵呵。

有一点可以确定的是，这一个决定，虽然造成少少的懊恼，但我没有后悔。我一直都很在意别人的眼光。但至少这一次，纵使在广场游荡，还是路过mamak，我没有理会路人的奇异眼光。怎样？没有见过蘑菇头？

期望这是一个预兆。一个建立坚定和自信的开始 =)

when it comes to....

2011-09-18T01:22:00.003+08:00

All the while I'm not aware when it comes to money issue. That's why I always have zero savings. I always tell people around me....I'm ok if I don't have saving..as long as I got enough money to spend. (although I know the benefit of saving la)

Recent days...especially when I back to staying alone, I just found out I have problem with money. Maybe I have more and more things in my wish list. Yea...and they ain't cheap.

I wish to go travel every month (my hometown that counts too)
I wish to buy some clothes (as i realize I have so little clothes in my cupboard especially pants!)
I wish to buy an audio tech headset (my left side ear phone started to siao liao =( )
I wish to buy a lomo toy camera (which I longing quite sometime already)
I wish to teeth races maybe? (not that strong feeling but sometimes it still pops out in my mind)
I wish to have a complete fasting plan (I tried juice by myself but failed)
I wish to own a car? (as long i can drive, doesn't matter if its old)
I wish to buy a new bag? (the latest hairstyle seems get me some trouble in dressing o.O )
I wish to..........

The magic of "next time ba" seems doesnt work well now. Guessing when people getting older, the attitude of materialism is stronger....Greedy's fault?

Better sleep now and dream ba!

自虐

2011-08-03T02:57:00.002+08:00

红色橙色黄色
独自吃着
可心情不像面前这碗汤般色彩缤纷

负面情绪堆积
就像垃圾一样把心坎塞得满满地
郁闷就像气球一直涨
却又还没到达可以爆破的点
蔓延到脑袋，连生活也不健康了
尽过一些颓废的日子放纵自己
是的确让气球变小了一些
但治标不治本
气球仍然还会持续涨
那种感觉就像憋在腹部的粪便
想出又出不来-便秘
对，就像便秘

今天因为自己过去的愚蠢，把自己和身边的人推向悬崖
是再一次推向悬崖
我很惭愧，对自己极度失望
心情真的跌到谷底
却又发泄不出来
难道真的要颓废到自己的底线？
我就是突破不到这一次的障碍.................

Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
I'm feeling like I'm headed for a Breakdown
I don't know why
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell

师兄

2011-07-29T01:07:00.004+08:00

算起来，已经4个月了
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还记得他离开的那一天，就像往常一样地上班
没有一把鼻涕一把泪，没有拥抱，也没有感性的话
一切都是那么地平静
而他也只是在踏出公司前，很往常地留下一些交待

仔细想想，他做的每一步都是经过考量，而且都是以我为出发点
现在来了新同事，更让我想起了他
怎样带新人？客户新人旧同事相处怎样拿捏？怎样兼顾自己手头上的任务和客户的要求？
如果处在这样的状况，换着是他，会怎么做？
他一路走来不容易啊！

我一直说，我很幸运，也很感恩，
每一件事情的发生，就像一颗颗铺排在水池旁的石头路
每铺满一小段，我又可以往前一步了
或许步伐很慢，但是这是引领我成长的路
每一步的景色也不一样
当下可能觉得是糟透了的烂景，但是回头一看，其实也不赖啊
现在我试着跟随他留下的脚印，去探索他曾经走过的这一段路
我没有他那样强，但是我会努力走完
我不孤单，因为他的脚印一直陪伴着我

他或许只是一位很短暂的过客，但是他是其中一位把我拉拔扯大的重要人物
谢谢你，师兄 :)

杂饭- 一种米养百种人

2011-02-25T21:51:00.005+08:00

端着自己的饭往空桌走去
今天罕有地自己一个用午餐
四处张望
呵呵
这是我的惯例嘛！
今天发现，一个店檐下
坐着印度人，华人，外国人，貌似高贵的上班族，也有劳工
hmm...
无论什么人，什么阶级
来到这里，都得自己端起那盘杂饭自己找桌子
吃着一样的菜式，用一样的餐具，坐一样的坐椅
在这里，大家都是平等
没有例外没有于别不同

大家吃下去的食物都一样
可是不同的体质
OUTPUT可不见得都一样
（或者像我这种没有output也有呵呵）

同一个讯息，可是进脑之后会变成怎样
也是因人而异吧！

一种米养百种人呐！

元宵节

2011-02-25T21:06:00.007+08:00

关上电脑，拖着重重的脚步下楼
推开玻璃门，抬头一看
大多数的车子往同一个方向行驶
都赶着回家吃饭吧？
辚辚车声，远处的建筑传来的声音更胜一筹
对，在这个年代不是每一个人都是日入而息的
今夜，陪伴他们的是无数的灯光
和元宵的月亮
此刻，我是感恩的 =)

摄于公司楼下

新年2011

2011-02-15T16:48:00.011+08:00

半夜三点经过guard house，外籍阿guard跟我说good morning

走进7－11买东西，临走前跟马来cashier说happy chinese new year

半途遇到外籍阿guard，说happy chinese new year

马来client身旁就读小学的孩子握拳鞠躬跟我说gong xi fa cai

你可以说我逃避现实，不理时事

为的就不想每天做愤青

在官爷们的尔虞我诈，明争暗斗之下

抛开不公，抛开立场，抛开肤色，抛开宗族

点个头，扬起笑脸，说声“新年快乐”

当下你会发现世界是美好的

新年快乐

希望我还来得及说

你来自北方我来自南方
你不是寄居我不是流浪
你身在异乡我心在家乡
只求你我都心宽

蒙恩的气氛

2010-12-25T00:51:00.003+08:00

某一层的某个单位传来清脆的报佳音
我停下来，以最慢的动作去开门
报佳音，最后几次听到都是在shppping mall
对我来说，我还是喜欢简单的报佳音，只有歌声，木吉他，和tambourine
开了laptop youtube，还是找不到那个感觉
8年了吧？呵呵
每一年都会在这个时期听到熟悉的声音，
偶尔我还会站在门口，或者藏在房间里面，怕被认识的朋友看到我
那种感觉好像是远方递来祝福
就算没有唱平安夜，心里还是会觉得很平安 =)

去年用啤酒度过，满肚子的酒还是填补不了内心的空虚
今年又再一次没有机会回去参加圣诞晚会，
整晚翻着youtube大唱以前常唱的诗歌
明年，明年我希望我可以再回去kcmc感受一下！

汤圆

2010-12-25T00:26:00.004+08:00

每一年的冬至，老妈都会煮一大锅，一半拜神，一半留给我们吃
很多时候老豆老母都忙工作，汤圆就留在大大的糖水锅子
就算舀到我面前，我还是随便敷衍吃一两粒，没有任何感受
“就白色红色几粒糯米浸在糖水而已嘛！”
就弟弟乐在其中

今年，我吃了两次汤圆
一个自己付的特别口味汤圆
一个诚意满满的免费汤圆
摊开面子书，一堆的冬至，汤圆的讯息

今年，突然想念起那个平凡的糯米浸糖水了

guok度

2010-11-05T13:56:00.007+08:00

电影《人间喜剧》话

“人间，总有喜剧的角度。
总有喜剧的国度。”

我得出0既结果系

“你处在咩国度，
就睇你企响咩角度。”

共享空间现代舞创作《黑白变》，摄于KLPAC

那一把沙（续）

2010-10-24T12:07:00.002+08:00

我在想，人的记忆是否象一个图书馆
书籍一排一排地，依据每个日期，事件，类别，整齐地列在架子上
那一些排在最前端最显眼是最畅销，最常被翻阅
或者是图书馆的主人最喜欢的书籍
而被放在角落的，也许是主人不喜欢的
甚至已经被遗忘了的

这一本书
毕竟它也记录了我人生的其中5年
我终不能把它丢在回收区吧？
我要把它从中等畅销的柜子
移到其中一个角落
那个角落很特别
有封印的功能
能让主人不能随手翻阅
也会象sorcerer's apprentice里面的那本书一样
不被其他人看见以防止被撒盐

so long了这一本书！ ;)

那一把沙

2010-10-23T11:12:00.007+08:00

这样被对待，当下真的很不能接受。话说也扰了我好几年。发现这里也写了很多篇关于这放不开的情结。已经有很多常常告诉自己，过去就过去吧！
年接年，波动开始少了，以为自己真的已经看开了，但是事情发生的时候，心情还是莫名地激动。

打了几通电话，心情还是不能平复。

《执着》处理不当就会变成捍卫自己《欲望》的借口，也伤害了别人，学习《放下》就是平衡自己，不让《执着》一面倒。

最近常对人说，上帝藉着大自然，亲朋戚友，四周围来启示我一些东西。这个status也是我在看到别人的执著领悟到的。写在面子书，部分的私心也是想讥讽别人。现在回想这个status，可能真的就是提醒自己的啊！

说穿了，就是我领了，没有悟啊！！

再一次提醒自己，放下那一把留不住的沙吧！看看四周围，还有朋友，同事，家人，熊猫在我身边呢！ ;)

就算真的這個世界　把我拋棄　而至少快樂傷心我自己決定
所以我說　就讓它去　我知道潮落之後一定有潮起　我不能忘記

角度-新的体会

2010-10-18T13:28:00.001+08:00

还记得去年出席一个coursemate的结婚晚宴，大家都很疯狂，完全当着晚宴是一个聚会，还没上第一道菜就开始‘饮胜’，几十个相机估计有上千张，完全是影相魔人的超级家庭，还被一位醉了的来一个敲头承诺，还有几个爆杯case.....其中一位伊甸成员听到隔壁座说“他们感情好好哦”.....

今年，出席中学同学的结婚晚宴
我没有去年的疯狂
只有看着她的小学同学在high
在他们一大班涌上台献歌给新娘子的时候
那一句“他们感情好好哦”到我嘴边，差一点就溜出来了
我在台下，静静地看着他们，扬起嘴角
献上我热烈的掌声
当下我发现

偶尔换一个角度也不错 =）

感慨

2010-10-14T18:04:00.003+08:00

乡有乡的味道，如果乡变成城市，那，回乡又少一个意义了
讨厌红绿灯，不喜欢麦当劳，不喜欢车水马龙，讨厌什么都涨价，更讨厌丘思东

我就是这么一个老思想，
一个不赞成发展的古董

p/s: 这个片子的主持人也很让人作呕

mountain bike和老骨头

2010-09-12T23:17:00.010+08:00

早上7点53分启程

要踩回家的时候
太阳公公已经在半空了
可见我的速度慢得很 T.T

沿途看着蓝天，刚起床的太阳公公，吸着新鲜的空气、听着鸟虫的鸣叫，很贴近的碧草绿树，偶尔还听到不知是沟渠还是小溪的流水声，还有马来甘榜烧树叶的味道，一切都很自然...平和....就只是后面多了一个赶小牛般的唠叨声 =.=

虽说这一次好像上了贼船，但是回程时想想，值得啊！

那一刻，我找回了
久违的体育精神（不到黄河心不死，俗称死撑）、
到达目的地的时候，那一份成就感、
想要突破每一次记录的om，
都回来了。
或许，
我就是遗失了这些，
才让我在近年不勇于尝试，向前冲吧？

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手艺的人越来越少；出书的人越来越多，读书的人越来越少；养二奶
的越来越多，养奶奶的越来越少...

Wong Kai Xuan 玩苹果手机的人越来越多，吃苹果的人越来越少
Ckyue Kityue 赚的钱越来越多，肯施舍的钱越来越少
Wee Sing See 上facebook留言的人愈來愈多，跟家人說話聊天的人愈來愈少
Bill Tan 有钱人的钱越来越多,没钱人的千越来越少.
Burger Lim 哈哈哈哈有point！
Ckyue Kityue 所以奸人越变越多，回头是岸的越来越少
Chong Wai Yeen 好一个强烈、幽默又真实的实况对比。赞！
Grace Hau 想出名的人很多，被捧红的人很少；用屁股大便的人越来越少，但满口大便的人却很多。。。
Lee Terynce 承认做错的人很多，愿意真正改过的却很少！
Grace Hau 讲实话的人越来越少，说谎话的人越来越多；讲实话人家不信的人很多，讲骗话到是很多人再相信！
Ckyue Kityue 吃保健品的人越来越多，寿命长的越来越少

生日快乐？生日快乐.....

2010-07-17T17:38:00.007+08:00

小时候，每一个人都会有自己的生日蛋糕，甚至妈妈，都至少有一个面包鸡加拜神的长红蜡烛

我听说以前什么师父说我收不起，所以我的童年都只是吃别人的蛋糕。我看，我以前也很渴望有自己的蛋糕吧？

叛逆时期，都是以朋友为重，当然少不了朋友们礼尚往来的生日礼物，我记得还被一班好玩的狗狗拉到隔壁班，围着我唱生日歌，也在这段中学生涯收到人生的第一粒蛋糕。

学院时期，依然有蛋糕，卡片，更有大大的毛狗狗和咸蛋超人，但是贪好像一个无底潭，渴望全部人都祝贺我，还小气到去跟忘记了我生日的人讨祝贺。真的有够丢脸呐想当年！

近年，老了，看开了，有多少人会好好记得人家的生日日期？我收到祝福就很满足了，甚至也不觉要怎样庆祝，就当着这一天是可以聚集亲朋戚友的一个机会，又或者呆在家感恩感恩自己的生命，也很好啊！

今年，在公司有一粒蛋糕反而觉得很不自在....在前一天还会无段段被大人发脾气，当时我在想：别人都说生日大完，可这一句真的不能用在我这种老鸟身上，真的大完，可以随便泊车，警察不送牛肉干？赶着一半的工可以丢下去放假？家里的孩子不会发脾气特别乖？生日快乐？真的要发自内心的快乐，就这你的这一天打个电话给母亲，多多感恩吧！＝）

丢

2010-07-07T10:03:00.003+08:00

一口气把堆积在旅行箱里的衣服都整理出来
别人给的别人买的十年都不穿一次的
越堆越多
每一次都觉得我会拿来穿
搬家辛苦的时候被鸟东西多都坚持收着
都在这一次狠下心包三大袋全都拿去捐了
太空橱空了很多
是时候买进新衣服换换装重新出发＝）

衣服潇洒舍弃了

那心绪，几时才可以这么潇洒？

如果..............0甘就唔好................啦！

2010-07-07T09:15:00.003+08:00

在面子书留下了这样的状态

填了

让讨厌我的人更不爽我
让我不爽的人知道我不爽他
更一巴掴醒我自己

事实上

我的直到没有后路的率直在不懂上几个十字路口弄丢了

有的只有懦弱

又下雨了

2010-07-02T20:37:00.004+08:00

工作着，苦闷着

在苹果、冷气、一堆机器的”轰炸“下
滴答滴答
想必是下着很大很大雨吧？
不然我也不会听到的
拨开那厚到可以让我与世隔绝的不透光窗帘
呵呵⋯⋯果真
打开长年关闭的窗户
头往外一伸
^.^ 恩⋯⋯下雨的味道

又再燃起我那淋雨的那把火

过客

2010-07-02T11:21:00.001+08:00

shh.......让我哀悼一下

我接受不到的唏嘘

2010-05-01T00:28:00.005+08:00

过了9个小时，我还是在唏嘘着~

曾经，是三人的小天堂
曾经，坐着同一个位子看着人来人走
曾经，三五女人浩浩荡荡搬
曾经，一个冷清清的地方被我们热闹起来

曾经的，到大家各分东西，我都能接受

唯独今天的唏嘘......
话说“终于”有人站出来作决定，话说对大家是解脱
但是我还是接受不到
毕竟是我曾经待了3年的地方
一个至今为止最久的地方

虽然不是很好，但是也不希望它落得如此下场，
听到消息的那一刻，眼腺有要制作眼泪的冲动

我没有想过这样的事件离我那么地近
切实地感受到那种无助
words cant express my feelings now

无论如何，曾经的战友们，要振作！

拉锯

2010-04-06T22:54:00.002+08:00

我心里拉锯着
还让大家陷入另一个拉锯

进退两难

很难受

bakcilization

2010-04-05T00:19:00.006+08:00

这是1月的事

落雨o左！o甘次仲唔系你？

淋雨淋雨淋雨淋雨淋雨淋雨淋雨淋雨淋雨淋雨淋雨愿望终于实现喇！ V^^

不懂被老妈子喊了多少次死傻婆

管她！我这把炙热的火是不会灭的！等着瞧吧！我会卷土从来的！

127年历史的歌

2010-04-02T23:44:00.005+08:00

这首歌，曾经为了奖章而死背，在之后的每一个星期六都会唱一遍，却不知大懂内容说些什么，对我来说很文言文。直到前几天有一个人在面子书share了一个外国的BB乐队演奏的link，唤醒我对这首歌的怀念。

我尝试藉着歌词来搜寻（我通常都这样找歌的）才发现我打不完整首歌。我以为这种状况只出现在国歌而已！用一些零碎的歌词找到之后看了一看，现在明白了- 是带领、赦免、爱、感恩！今天youtube这首歌，顿时鸡皮疙瘩，很安静。年青人在几个小时的活动之后，静下心，唱出这首歌，就象一天之后睡前的晚祷一样。可想而知Sir William Alexander在相当年创立的计划是多么周详和全面。

今天耶稣受难日，就不知怎么地整天在空虚着。滚动N次的msn list,查阅N次面子书，毫无目的，无目标地呼吸着。

yyq说，因该趁今天好好思考祂带来的信息。
fdw说，你很久没回教会了。

空虚，或许是杯里的水干枯了吧！

纵然放工后有东西要赶，但是还是停下手，谷歌看别人分享的，youtube听一听诗歌，用剩下的两个小时好好纪念。塞在床边的圣经是要再打开了。

*caps off*

虚空空虚

2010-03-28T20:00:00.003+08:00

凡是都是虚空

越空虚越狂欢
越狂欢越空虚
循环着

渴望得到贪婪
再得到再贪婪永无止境

唯有心灵上的富足让人满足

按这好文章分享

that's life!

2010-03-27T23:11:00.002+08:00

人就系

起身0既时候唔愿起身
训觉0既时候唔愿训觉

做人0既时候唔想做人
到死0既时候就话“我唔想死”

that's life!

quote from 林狗《是但up 我愿意》

人间有情

2010-03-25T08:59:00.003+08:00

今天如常上班。

已经很赶了，好死不死隔几楼就有人进来。心想：快点啦！我赶时间咧！
到某一楼的时候，又看到那一位行动不变的安娣。

沉寂不久

"how's ur day? ching ming is near right?......."

是另一层的安哥和老婆女儿跟安娣嘘寒问暖。不是那种你一句我一句就完了，是那种家乡邻居之间的那种情！突然觉得电梯好温暖！没想到在每家大门深锁的钢骨森林还有这种情节出现！

底层了

安娣站在门口，当然阻碍大家。她觉得不好意思，歪歪倒倒，急急让路。站在人群后面的我突然很想喊：安娣！不急不急！慢慢来！安哥一家还扶着安娣，还帮她拿东西。

在我还没有继续启动我赶时间的状态之前，我再一次描了他们一眼，扬起我的笑脸，恩！多美好的一个早晨！

my all time favourite k song =D

2010-03-24T20:18:00.001+08:00

人生於世上有幾個知己
多少友誼能長存
今日別離共你雙雙兩握手
友誼常在你我心裡

今天且有暫別　他朝也定能聚首
縱使不能會面　始終也是朋友

說有萬里山　隔阻兩地遙
不須見面　心中也知曉
友誼改不了

thanks chow!

2010-03-23T23:43:00.012+08:00

27 Mar 09, 09:54
Charles: post some happiness news la...
30 Mar 09, 17:16
ckyue: if u buy me buah tangan then i sure will post this happy thg d...:p

as i promised you in my chat box...

the Garfield photoframe!! ^^

even write out my name behind the gift!

it's not easy to make a list in a note book n think a nice gift for everyone. i cant imagine how heavy the "santa claus bag" when u carry it all the way from the other side of the earth. and bring it along most the time during cny..to pass the gift to everyone! really appreciate it! thanks with full of my sincere heart! =)

reminds me the clip i made 2 years ago.... and again dedicate u this lousy clip...but memorable 1...watch it at least 3 times today..how i wish i can have more pics in it >.<

and another 1 which a nice memorable 1...its my college asg...althou dun hav u guys inside...but the lyrics reminds me my school days...enjoy ;)

食之无味，弃之可惜

2010-03-22T19:32:00.005+08:00

味道会弥漫在空气中，
细细品啜，从嗅觉细胞到味蕾到大脑细胞，无不欢呼
多便宜的咖啡，都有那股诱人的味道，久久不散

口香糖，
满足我们的咀嚼的欲望和吹泡泡的乐趣
但是嚼久了，会失去味道
多贵的口香糖，多么不舍，也要吐出来

咖啡不是口香糖，没有咬嚼的刺激
口香糖也不是咖啡，
唯有在口香糖的寿命内，好好地感受，
再把它的味道记在心里

随波逐流？入乡随俗？生存之道？

2010-03-22T19:17:00.006+08:00

听朋友说，最近蛮常去夜店。我大概可以理解常年呆在一个没有嘛嘛档，没有什么娱乐的西方国家，是多无聊的事情。那，要结识朋友，要跟四周的人混得开，就是夜店和酒精。当然，还有香烟。

此刻我是按捺不住我的激动。无法言语。朋友不再是我脑海中从前的那个朋友。是大家都长大了。是我应该接受事实。

朋友，要多保重。千万不要让自己上瘾啊！

cny reunion 2010

2010-02-09T19:22:00.006+08:00

"when got gathering ar?"
"tired jo. dun wana organise jo. u organise la i can help up sikit"
"no la...u r monitor mah...u organise then i join"

WHAT THE HELL? I'M BORN TO BE MONITOR GAH? I HAVE TO BIK CIK AND HEADACHE EVERY YEAR, AND YOU PAY ME IS IT?

stimes ppl nt apreciate. some make complain afther the gathering. some hope ppl to do avthg n they jz sit n wait. some nt willing to help. some nt help + make trouble. some wan gathering bt ask ppl do sendiri dun 1 do.

asking ppl to confirm is like begging ppl go. begging them to give u a cent then u have to smile sincerely and say thank you. or like mama anggugu baby when fedding them.

"who got go sin? mr A go then i go"
"mr B go then i mah go lo"

THOUGHT I'M THE PIGEON? U GUYS DISCUSS UR OWN LA! WHY SHOULD I HAVE TO SPEND MY TIME N MY HANDPHONE MONEY TO TELL A THAT B GOT GO?

"this gathering hor..bla bla bla bla"
"you got so much idea, next round u the organiser ok?"
"no la...you be organiser la....i dont know how to do 1...u monitor mah.."

AND AGAIN...MONITOR =.=''' IS IT CONSIDER TAKE FOR GRANTED? SO BANYAK CAKAP THEN U HELP LA! DONT WANA HELP BUT JUST MAKE COMPLAIN. WHERE IS UR APRECIATION?

"dont count me 1st. i let u know again"

END UP NO REPLY. 1 PEOPLE 2 PEOPLE LIKE THAT, HOW TO BOOK TABLE? BOOK TOO MUCH SEAT WHO PAY? TOO LESS THAN COMPLAIN TAK CUKUP MAKAN..SEMPIT..BLA BLA BLA...IS IT I'M THE ONE SHOULD TAKE REASPONSIBILITY SINCE I'M THE ORGANISER? IS IT MEAN I'M 犯贱 COZ I YANG 食饱饭等屎嗬温野黎搞温人黎闹我？

"i will come. count me in"
on the day on the spot ringing so call attentee :
"opps. sorry. forgot to tell u i cant make it"

FFK. NEVER INFORM ANYONE UNTILL YOU GIVE THEM A CALL. MY REASPONSIBILITY ALSO?

for those who apreciate the gathering and had great time in past gatherings. thanks. and thanks cyuan for the past 2 years' gathering at kl. there WILL BE NO GATHERING FRM ME this year, or even coming years. so, wait a new pasionate 1 arise.

how to choose shoes size

2010-02-02T16:46:00.002+08:00

With respect to feel, your heel should fit snug with no slipping; the midfoot of the shoe under your arch and over the top of your foot should be snug but not tight; and you should have enough room in the toe box to wiggle your toes.

People are more than twice as likely to buy a shoe that is too small than too big. Clues that your shoes are too small or narrow include - foot cramping or "falling asleep" while running or just after running or the formation of blisters and calluses between or on your toes.

Your left and right feet may differ in length or width as much as a full size. Be sure to measure and try shoes on both feet, and always buy shoes to fit your larger foot.

最近发现NB真的很好穿，比三条线舒服耶！买了双NB life style，等三条线坏了，下个sport shoes 选择将会是它！不过也要等年多两年吧？gosh...我成了运动鞋败家＝。＝

there is no home like the one you've got

2010-01-12T14:12:00.006+08:00

發覺這世界永遠太少空間
因此花一天支配一切時間
發覺這世界永遠太嘥心機
因此花一天思索一切道理

消失太快　捉得到太少
因此花一天感覺一切是愛
茫茫人海　或有幾多漂泊與淹蓋
人人尋找愛　或有幾多爭鬥與比賽
越覺得剩低幾多未變的愛

慢慢地合作新詩
靜靜地同床午睡
再發現歲月換來幾次厭悶幾多親愛
有各樣劫災　和充滿意外
因此我要努力繼續能戀愛

慢慢地邁向聽朝
靜靜地懷念昨日
再決定今天只要相信愛
叫皺紋散開　喚青春歸來
因此我喜歡花一天感覺一切是愛

發覺這世界永遠太少深刻
因此花一天改變一切習慣
發覺這世界永遠太多蹺蹊
因此花一天擁有一切運氣

消失太快　捉得到太少
因此花一天感覺一切是愛
茫茫人海　或有幾多漂泊與淹蓋
人人尋找愛　或有幾多爭鬥與比賽
越覺得剩低幾多未變的愛

慢慢地合唱K歌
靜靜地同遊網上
再發現歲月換來幾次厭悶幾多親愛
有各樣劫災　和充滿意外
因此我要努力繼續能戀愛

慢慢地邁向聽朝
靜靜地懷念昨日
再決定今天只要相信愛
叫皺紋散開　喚青春歸來
因此我喜歡花一天感覺一切是愛

喜歡花一天跟你一切是愛

自从hari raya puasa之后就没有回乡了。一个出乎意料，让我有机会踏足乡土。这次单枪匹马攀山涉水回到家，心里不禁多了一份感动。以前回家很多时候都是打电话约同乡们出来聚一聚。呆在家的时间都是冲凉、随便吃两口饭、睡到太阳晒屁股。老爸很多时候都看不过眼，都会发火“你返0黎做咩0野？返0黎做咩0野？？” 可能年纪大了，开始恋家了，这一次回乡大多数的时间都呆在家。

久违的妈妈味啊! 踏入家门时已经是下午3点多，虽然只是一碟青菜和汤参饭我就已经很满足了。

第二天没有要命的“老妈子人肉闹钟”，七点多就自愿弹起来了。完全破了我这几年在家乡起床的记录。为的就是跟老妈子跑步。这也好多年没有做的东西了吧？吸着新鲜的空气，一路上慢慢地跑着，大家还在梦中吧？静静地，没有喧哗，只听到自己的呼吸和大路的车辆声。偶尔还有忠心的狗儿不友善的吠声，我只有回他们一个微笑和友善的招手。谁叫我心情好？呵呵...半途有一只狗儿加入队中，也是静静地跟着我们跑。真的很享受着一刻。让我也不自不觉地跑了比上一次更长的路。原来心情好时可以影响“战绩”的。 =)

老爸说去吃早餐，就二话不说驾到新街场。“我想去巴刹吃wo...” 老爸也不多说。到目的地的时候我才恍悟，原来他想还我心愿。我以往的一两年都吵着去怡保吃点心，这一次虽然没有到怡保，也不是很好吃的，但是心意我收到了。:')

老妈子一直说我瘦了很多，那一两碟的点心我就喊饱，还说现在带我去吃自助餐不抵了。呵呵...没有吵架，没有脸黑黑，没有齐人，但是是一顿很和平的早餐 =) 接下来的晚餐，老爸和老妈子忙着开档，第二天早餐也如是，这个早餐也就成了我这一趟的唯一家庭聚餐了。我会记着的...

活了这么多年，都是往外跑，就像这首歌一样，现在才感觉到家的温暖，虽然姐和大弟不打鸟我，小弟整天爬上我的头，老妈子唠唠叨叨，老爸的话越来越精简越来越少（我常在他背后说他更年期 :p）但是用心体会，这个家是联系着的，爱家的情怀现在才发芽，不算太迟吧？

一样的阳光

2010-01-12T14:03:00.001+08:00

每一个生物都领着一样的阳光，没有这个特别多那朵特别少。人类也如此。无论外表多好，成就多大，财富多厚，艳阳之下，影子也没有显得特别长。在创造主之下每个人都是平等的。

无论是住在美丽的高山
或是躺卧在阴暗的幽谷
当你抬起头你将会看见主以为你我而预备

云上太阳
它总不改变虽然小雨洒在脸上
云上太阳
它总不改变 ha~ 它不改变

一岁零两个月

2010-01-12T13:50:00.002+08:00

相隔3个月多，bijit bijit 已经会走路了。但是她实在太久没有见到我，很明显她认不得我 T.T 我就在她妈的店霸王硬上弓把她劫回家。

我让她玩我的CD和躺我的抱枕，但是看来她只是要物不要姨 =(

这一天再一次证明她是不爽我的！因为她跟我吵架。老妈子说我傻的，小弟说我生番薯，，可是…可是…是她跟我吵先的咯！话说我买了三本小瓜书，她就翻到一页里面show着书本的图画，

她就“car”

我“不是啦，是book”

她竟然呼喝我“CAR！”

我当然不畏强权“不是！！是BOOK！！

她……竟然出绝招--哭！=.=’’’

“好好好，是car不是book”

老妈子平复她的心情之后躺在床上，她看着我，一直碎碎念“car…car…car… ” =.=’’’

可喜的是，她是聪明瓜（是年代的关系吗？）她不会乱乱捡地上的东西来吃，不会乱翻东西，不会接近火和风扇等危险地带（只是喜欢走来走去爬上爬下），她不大出声，但是会听人话，说吃两三颗就好，给多一颗她都放回去袋子，拿绳子作状把袋子绑好，还给老妈子。那一刻我真的吓到了！还会分甘同味，蛮感动下 :’) 好一个瓜

还没感动完就来一个gik sim。在她妈我姐抱她上车回家的时候，我跟她拜拜，没想到她突然脸色一变，露出一整天最灿烂的笑容来拜拜 =.= 那副嘴脸让我觉得她好像很开心，终于逃离我的魔掌酱 T.T

唯一不解的是，看到和蔼可亲的大姑一家任何一位她都哭，碰她跟更不得了，眼泪飙更多，我提议表弟用他的书签来示好，哪里懂她接受了书签但是继续哭 =.= 大姑家庭成员可要加把劲儿了！

bijit bijit 新年见！

hoegarden addict

2010-01-06T17:15:00.008+08:00

最近找到一个我可以进到口的啤酒 - hoegarden。对于我来说，啤酒都是沟渠水（啤酒kaki原谅我，我真的觉得啤酒很难喝>.< ）现在都喝酒去。15天之内就喝了三次，还有一次喝到走不到直线 @.@

我真的成了酒鬼了！！

第一次看到什么叫做geng！原来酒是这样喝的！

晨之美

2010-01-06T17:12:00.004+08:00

一次的失误,造就我在某个早晨要7点上班。马路上车辆出乎意料地稀疏，不远处看到嘛嘛档的员工围在一起讲话，是开早晨例会吧？呵呵…耳机里传来我爱的音乐，凉风徐徐地打在我身上，深深地吸一口，嗯，比冷气房的死气好很多很多…一切都感觉美好，心情自然也愉快起来。突然好希望这短短5分钟的徒步不止5分钟……

乡气

2010-01-06T16:56:00.004+08:00

苍白的脸，没有气色的衰样，超严重的黑眼圈，都市人的象征。

是时候回家吸一吸乡气…….

kpr!我要回来了！

avatar

2010-01-06T14:06:00.005+08:00

“这个世界上一切的创造，都是美好的。每一件发生在我们身上的事，因为人的看法不同，才有好坏两面的想法。
单纯的小孩往往看到事情美好的一面，因此常常给予赞美，社会浸淫日久的成人，却往往看到负面多过美好的那一面，对事物诸多批评。
赶快向你的孩子学习吧！因为他们懂得欣赏事物美好的那一面”
（自星洲日报副刊 2/1/2010）

很多朋友在看了这部电影之后都觉得像要成为Na'vi人，很向往pandora的美丽的景色。我看了第二次，没有被美丽的画面吸引着，反而人类的败坏再一次深深地烙在我的心。“It is hard to fill a cup that is already full” - 人类是自私和贪心的，就像电影里头所说的，“they take whatever they want”，在破坏了地球之后又去另一个星球拿他们想要的东西。

人类已经丧失了欣赏、感恩的心。一切的资源理所当然地取，也理所当然地浪费。Na'vi人或许对人类来说很无知，竟然用箭来跟战斗机打战，但是他们就好像是代表其他非人类的生物，用最原始的方法跟人类对抗。他们或许很落后，但是他们用最真诚的心去感受世界。

这部电影对我来说不止是感官上的享受，也更让我更体会人类的无知。朋友们，你们feel到吗？

cari pasal

2010-01-06T13:46:00.005+08:00

人类创造有的没有的，为方便为好玩，害了地球，也害了自己。
人类想些有的没的，让自己远离喜乐，也走向不归路。

每个人都在cari pasal

俗称犯贱吧？

又有多少人真正爱自己？

unforgivable

2010-01-04T13:13:00.004+08:00

2nd of january is my 1st day working in year 2010. I found myself a jerk! such a small n easy task but i make it a mess! I really cant create an excuse for myself and just let it go but I feel I'm saying something irresponsible...I'm not sure they notice it but I really angry myself this time. 1st working day in year 2010 really sucks!

who say happy 2010? its not happy at all!! >.<

我知道

2009-12-31T15:25:00.004+08:00

事隔多年，还是我心中的痛，很难释怀
一些事怎样也回不了过去，也不能重头来过，更不能当着没有发生过
每个人已经往自己的方向去，已经渐行渐远
而那里是大家的聚集地，一个我去不到的地方
唯有祝福他们，祝福大家

而我，求祢安抚我这个有着纠结的心
“喜乐的心乃是良药” 我会铭记于心

piss off!

2009-12-31T14:54:00.004+08:00

无可否认我是不会停的收音机，有不爽也是一直重复又重复地抱怨一下就好。但是没有多少人知道在我真的很生气的时候一定要远离我，你做任何事情只能让我更火滚。就请让我自己用我自己的方式平复心情。

its an unbreakable fact that i'm an annoying sparrow. even i feel not good i just repeat the thing again and again only. but if i'm really lost my mind, please stay away from me, let me calm down with my own way, because whatever you do is just adding oil on fire only.

雨天随记

2009-12-26T15:32:00.006+08:00

26/12/09 雨

已经半小时了吧！
树在摇摆，少量的车在移动。街道跟天气一样冷冷地。

以前放学的时候很鬼死喜欢淋雨，雨中还要去找水龙头注满水瓶来淋同学。上了巴士还把全部窗口打开，让雨水打在身上，甚至意犹未尽继续把水瓶的水倒在同学身上。那时不懂什么是冷风，善良的校巴司机任由我们糟蹋他的巴士....恩....不懂现在的他怎样了?还有开巴士吗?

上早课，开始搭公共巴士，下雨天把雨伞藏在书包里，管他什么课本什么练习簿，潇洒地在雨中漫步，回家就把书本鞋子往炉子上丢，第二天就干了。虽然一直被老妈子唠叨说什么生病啦淋湿啦，说也奇怪，印象中没有试过因为淋雨而感冒。

今年新年曾经回味一下淋雨的滋味，但是在换了一套衣服之后雨就停了。不止时间不等人，连雨也不等人！

雨越下越大，都溅在落地窗上。而我只有站在窗的另一边，穿着寒衣，把冷冻的手藏在口袋，看着外景忆当年。很想冲下楼去淋到饱，但是太多顾虑了。怕鞋子衣服湿，怕收手机坏掉，怕酸雨......

如果能再年轻一次那有多好！

我与婆婆的一通电话

2009-12-23T23:03:00.004+08:00

昨天想说打给婆婆，看她的根痛有好转没有
通了，没有人讲话
再打，
电话另一端竟然一把男人声音
“Lxx Jxxx! Lxx 痕丫！”
吓得我快快盖上电话

良久，一个奇怪号码的来电显示
甚怕是那个男人打来报复
不过我还是接了

是婆婆！
她说她接了我的电话但是我这边没有声音
我跟她说我遇到的男人
她安慰我
“没关系，是他罪过，不是你
可能他以为你玩电话，很火
你有一个亲戚也是一开口就 ‘dxx你阿妈个hxx’”
我当场傻眼，后一阵失笑
我婆婆竟然对着我爆粗！！！

她跟我说她刚看完宫心计第一集
但是却说不出是粤语版还是华语版
还去问坐在隔壁的二姑
情况好象比年头还严重
是真的是老人痴呆症的警报吗？
蛮担心的说
她还笑着自嘲说迟一点连我是她孙也不记得
这一下我真的笑不出

希望她的根早日康复
希望她不会忘记我是谁
希望她能像以前一样到处旅游再回来串我

婆婆，明年新年等你回来

父子情

2009-12-23T20:21:00.004+08:00

他，是自闭儿
他，是孩子的爸

一天的晚上孩子站在客厅一直望着门外
任家人怎么催也不肯睡觉
爸爸回来了
安心了
肯上楼睡觉了

新年家里来了很多亲戚
姑姑们忙着做意大利面午餐
爸爸看到孩子吃不惯
二话不说就骑摩多去买孩子喜欢的面

孩子从小都不讲话，也不正视人
父子俩的爱
一切尽在不言中
行动已经证明了一切

他，是我表弟
他，是我舅舅

冬至

2009-12-22T21:47:00.001+08:00

年来都不觉得冬至是什么大日子

打了个电话回家，发现两老随便搓几粒汤圆来吃

再看看FB朋友们的留言

才发现我很多很多年没有回家过冬.....

我，想家了

in this matter

2009-10-27T21:43:00.001+08:00

in this matter i prefer western style than chinese style! >.<

dimmer the lights

2009-07-04T00:29:00.002+08:00

ever get the feeling it's gloomier? you could be right. A team of scientists sponsored by the United Nations Environment Programme (UNEP) have concluded that cities from Beijing to new Delhi are getting darker.

The cause of the "dimmer effect" are man-made Atmospheric brown Clouds (ABCs) taht can aggravate the impact of green-house-include climate change. ABCs, the result of burning fossil fuels and biomas, lead to the formaton of black carbon and soot particles that absorb sunlight and heat the air.

According to the UNEP team, around 13 megacities have so far been indentified as ABC hotspots. Guang Zhou, China, has recorded a reduction of sunlight of more than 20 percent since 1970s. "In China, the observed dimming trend from the 1950s to the 1990s was about 3-4 percent per decade, with the larger trends after the 1970s," a report issued by the team states.

Home

2009-07-04T00:01:00.002+08:00

Look how beautiful the Earth is, look at what we're destroying

its nice documentary.....u can bt it....or youtube it...it has no copyright....

more info can check here respect the director!!!

Dick and Rick Hoyt

2009-03-30T17:12:00.002+08:00

A true story;

One day, a son asks his dad "Daddy, would you like to run a marathon with me?". The father says "yes".

And they run their first marathon together.

Another time, the son asks his dad again "Daddy, would you like to run a marathon with me?". The father says "yes son".

One day, the son asks his father " Daddy, would you run the Ironman with me?"
The Ironman is the most difficult triathlon ever (4 kms swimming, 180 kms bikin, 42 km running)
And the dad says "yes".

The story looks simple until you watch the following clip. Just amazing,how much can love be...

related clips....

如果我死了

2009-03-26T12:04:00.001+08:00

我不知道没有洗礼的基督徒能不能行基督徒的仪式
如果能，我希望大家尊重我的决定...

来参加我的葬礼的亲朋戚友不要哭哭啼啼，反正以后还有见面的机会...
我比较希望我的葬礼是开开心心，一个大家叙旧的机会...
毕竟现在要让大家聚在一起的机会不是很多..

想出席的，欢迎；
不想出席的，不用勉强；
没办法出席的，没关系。

那些欠我东西的，就不用还了；
那些我欠他/她东西的，就当他们黑仔吧...我永远也还不到了...
坚持要我还的，就跟我家人要吧！他们也不好意思他们的家人欠人一辈子吧...

至于葬礼...我想了很久，怎样才环保，但是没有一个满意的答案...
能环保就尽量吧！

遗产..老爸老妈子花这么多钱才把我很艰难养大
如果他们的‘投资’失败的话
就看看我银行保险一切资产有多少全数给他们就算几百块也好
不好意思啦没能好好回报你们 orz

对了
有想过捐器官这回事现在还没有报名
如果但那时都还有没报名
希望大家成全我告诉医院可以拿的都拿去
反正都带不走的留着也浪费

一个一年半多之前写的post...今天终于挖出来完成它...

如果我真的死了
请看到这篇文章的朋友传达出去
也传给我家人

谢谢

24岁的老人家

2009-03-26T10:42:00.005+08:00

之前提到背脊之痛
患痛得地方就是三年前神经线发炎的地方
痛得最严重的时候做背脊盘骨左脚都痛
走路比ah beh还慢
跌打多次还不能100%康复
去了clinic再去专科
专科竟然说是职业病 o.O
乖乖听医生建议做伸展吃了药也自告奋勇快步健走一小时
渐渐有起色的时候就轮到胃部闹脾气

胃在3月初有了一次有生以来没有过的剧烈抽痛之后
它应该觉得闹脾气很好玩有了第二第三第四次
越来越频密这次是连续3天
还好由中场休息让我peace一下
但是这样的情况我不得不暂时放弃吃背脊的药
背脊没有药也发脾气
今天左边疼痛二重奏又卷土重来

我因为背脊要戒口现在因为胃不舒服又要戒更多的食物
昨晚只是区区的猪肉河粉黑木耳胃部跟我翻脸
今天要吃流质食物看能不能妥协

曾经可以半夜3 4点才睡觉
现在12点就开始要死了但是眼圈却出现怎么都救不回
是以前放的肆现在终于爆发？

常笑人家肥现在自己的体重有上升的趋势
常常喊饿肚子神气了饿不得
input比之前多但是output却没有增加
体重的上升是健康的还是囤积的output?
朋友说“无甘多屎嗬就无食甘多”

有人说生病要抱着乐观积极的心态
我觉得痛到不行了怎么有这么好的EQ保持乐观？
我真的要为那些写blog写书激励大家的病人致敬
盼望上帝也此我这份能耐 =)

今年健康没有好过 24岁人健康就甘多问题
连我屋企70几岁嘛嘛都自豪甘讲“我健康过你”
一直被病魔折磨系一件劲痛苦0既事
我唔系讲笑
奉劝后生仔0既你地一定要多做运动多注意饮食唔好以为后生咩都得
我唔想有人步我后尘

如果此刻你问我最想要什么最重要是什么
我会毫不犹豫回答 -- 健康

背脊之痛

2009-03-04T14:42:00.002+08:00

我想跟以前一样...

-像省龙猛虎一样怦怦跳跳
-可以摆不同的睡姿，爱怎样谁就怎样睡
-睡死，一觉到天亮
-随心所欲地吃我想要吃的
-不怕下楼梯不怕路不平不怕bumper
-健步如飞
-有八支脚这边走那边走
-烂有型搬重物
-趴着坐赖着坐但叫坐歪一边坐随性坐
-不用擦counter pain
-不用特别花钱这方面
-不用常常听到我哀怨喊痛

在还没有根治之前，这一切都只是-我想-
奉劝各位，有事没事都去做做运动，不要被电脑俘虏屁股粘着椅子，二十几岁人八十岁身体...
不要步我后尘呐！

自私杀死人

2009-03-02T18:34:00.003+08:00

如果在半路看到一个人受伤
你会选择停下来救他吗？
在这样的治安不好的社会你说会
那是可以理解
但是如果你在餐室看到一个人受伤
那你还会不会选择救他？
一位同乡被打劫兼捅伤
去了附近的店求救
在等救伤车的时候因为大家见死不救而失去了生命
说这次又是治安不好惹的祸
我觉得人类的自私才是这个事件的主角
难道你怕他死在你的车里？
难道你怕他是装伤来打劫你？
难道你怕他的血弄脏你的车？
难道送他去医院会吃你很多时间？
难道他不是一条人命？
不是割到你的肉你不知痛
如果伤者是你认识的你又会这么对待他吗？
如果被这样对待的伤者是你的亲朋戚友你会怎样？
如果伤者是你你又会怎样？
无论你生理上多么健康
我还是觉得你生病
你是心理上病了！

愿死者安息

new house

2009-01-20T14:31:00.004+08:00

my hometown house shift! slightly put some photos here first...hehe

due to my home business...so some decoration also quite 'representative'

hottest 1 - lo mai ci

kuih talam

lat fan maybe?

because of the steam pipe, we have such thing at balcony...I suggest this can grill or fry thing. good idea right? but dont know why they all =.='''

new house also can have hill view... hehe

I wonder why ar..those house got space like that one? like give thief a way to curi whole row house? my dad said is to let pets chit chat and communicate. so 1 side is for cats and another is for dog...nah...I think he bluff only

so you guys are welcome to pay a visit during chinese new year...see you there!

thanks yiwen!

2009-01-20T11:36:00.003+08:00

my head Yiwen give me a box of mandarin orange.... thanks!!!

got printed paper somemore....look what she wrote...so sweet! ^^

me, mine and Grace's

found a cute 1 with cute leavies...so playful draw a smile face on it :p

hope everyone as happy as this mandarin orange this year! =)

路...一直都在

2009-01-12T21:34:00.004+08:00

穿過人潮雙眼燈火欄柵　沒有想過回頭

一段又一段走不完的旅程　甚麼時候能走完

噢　我的　夢代表甚麼　又是甚麼讓我們不安

That's just life　尋找夢裡的未來
That's just life　少點現實的無奈
不論風吹的時候不再傍徨的時候
永遠向前　路一直都在

穿過一塊裡面一片黑暗　沒有想過回頭　
一段又一段走不完的旅程　甚麼時候能習慣

噢　我的　夢代表甚麼　又是甚麼讓我們期盼

That's just life　尋找夢裡的未來
That's just life　少點現實的無奈
不論風吹的時候　不在傍徨的時候
永遠向前　路一直都在

看不清的路又算甚麼　看不清的夢又算甚麼
就算走到盡頭又能算甚麼　能算甚麼

That's just life　尋找夢裡的未來
That's just life　少點現實的無奈
不論風吹的時候　不再傍徨的時候
永遠向前　路一直都在

That's just life　徘徊到不再徘徊
That's just life　從來都不怕重來
沒有選擇的時候　無論選擇的時候
永遠向前　路一直都在

新年了

一些朋友在部落格只字没提

一些落足心思
一些姗姗来迟

一些蜻蜓点水

而我

应该是后两者吧

新年

都受之前的负面报道影响

都受经济影响

怎么大家都提不起个劲儿来

在这里送上这首歌给大家

是我在公司唱K section时老板唱的一首歌

是他特意安排唱给大家听的？还是顺遂巧合

anyway

歌词蛮有意思的说

新的一年

但是路一直都在

希望大家都看得清自己的路

happy new year

The Land of Cockaigne《想像的樂土-豐饒土地》

2008-12-16T14:10:00.002+08:00

master piece of Pieter Bruegel the Elder（布勒哲爾)

Do you like living in this paradise of worry-free eating?
你喜歡住在這片食無憂的樂土嗎？

詮釋:
畫的中央，有三個大胖子臥在樹下，前面右方的，臥在一件皮草大衣上，身旁有一本書，他是一位學者。左面的那位，臥在一支打禾器上，是一位農夫。另一位在樹下的男士，舒適地睡在一個軟枕上，身旁有武器，是一名武士。

在畫的左後方，有一位穿戴著頭盔和手套的人，他正張開口，好像等待著甚麼似的。畫的右後方，似乎有一個人鑽進一個洞內。

這群人都是身處一片樂土，稱為流奶與蜜之地。這裏充滿著美食，樹上已經鋪設好放滿了酒肉的餐桌。樹旁的碟上放著一隻烤好的鴨，而鴨旁有一隻豬，牠身上的肉已醃製成火腿，並插著一把取肉的刀。畫的前方也有一隻打開了的蛋，還長了腿在四處走。豬的前方看似有一棵仙人掌，細看下，原來是用麥餅拼成；左上角的屋頂也鋪滿了餡餅，屋旁的圍欄亦是用一條條的香腸築成。

部落格

2008-12-11T19:23:00.002+08:00

部落格
可以宣泄
可以记录
可以让人知道自己的近况
可以表达
可以吹水

原来

也可以用来制造故事来骗目标人物

我做阿姨了！

2008-12-05T18:32:00.002+08:00

我姐姐突然屎忽hen要我爸爸带她去金宝中央医院。对，没有错，是屎忽hen，因为她本来是计划好了去哪一间的，哪知一去就回不了头，半推半就下上了ambulance进了怡保中央医院。不过头一胎，是难免有点紧张的。

就这样在医院过着监牢的生活。连一楼的窗口也有铁花，以防病人逃走。

囚犯

囚犯的房号

我们探望囚犯的时候她刚好吃完晚餐。听说他可以吃完自己的meal然后吃埋隔壁床的，然后再吃10粒大鱼丸

这就是传说中的骂人不眨眼的狱警。一到时候就大赶探访者。但是我去的那一次却没有机会见识她的功力，我们猜测她应该是因为有雪糕吃，心情好，额外开恩可以逗留多几分钟 XD

偷偷拍吃着雪糕的她

探访过程发生了一段小插曲：

姐姐：她很厉害吃的！老妈：等下人家以为你是从哪里饿着回来

我：没有啦...buffet当然狂吃海鲜的啦！

老妈：你胆固醇高你就知道
我：不会啦！我什么都低的...血糖地胆固醇低脂肪低血压低....
弟：是咯！连想东西都低低地

囚犯护送我们离开

第二天兴致勃勃地煮两味，却被弹到一文不值，还被老妈子禁止带去给姐姐，他自己却带她自己的汤...心冷了一下....这天姐姐被推进催生房，姑姑和老妈去见红牌医生曹继民，本想去见见这位接我出来这个世界的大恩人再跟他合照，哪里懂他们逼我陪姐夫，T.T 姐夫却在不久后也进去催生房，心冷了两下...无聊之极就打电话去kacau在忙工作的金慧...

原来现在医院已经用那种电子东西来显示产房里面的最近状况，谁生了谁在哪间再做什么等等...我太山巴了！ >.<

这一天什么都等不到...心冷了三下...

次日，生了！姐夫还一副烂神秘不说是女的还是男的。一行七人，老爸老妈大姑二姑姐夫的妈妈我和我弟兴高采烈地坐上货车。到也南附近的时候车镜被石子敲碎了！老爸！你孙送你大礼呐！:p

好艺术！还好碎片没有跌下来

匆匆地换了大姑丈的Land Rover，由于位子有限，所以.........

坐凳子，做舅仔！

坐凳子，做姨仔！

他们怎样爽也不够我们宽敞 =D

互拍

紧张到走错building不过最后还是到达。姐夫还是故作玄机不说是男是女。二姑唯有gap他尿尿的地方。哈！是女的！

其实过后才发现脚有绑着资料说明性别。haha!

我们发现到他的手指甲长长白白的。老人家们都说很少见。老爸就说她在肚子里面做水晶指甲。不错嘛！得了她妈的遗传...有前途！

她的睡姿上半身有像...

下半身有像.... XD

不过我觉得她不爽我...看我拍她的时候她的眼神竟然.......！如果是真的话那以后就狗咬狗骨了！ >.<

我弟的手机拍的..不行啦！拍到人家酱肥....

时下年轻人的拍照pose : 侧脸，嘟嘴，大眼睛

这个post来得有点迟...不过...戴家玲..满月快乐！ =)

突想小启发

2008-11-28T16:33:00.002+08:00

最近走过我公司楼下的一间kopitiam里面的人都会像蜡我们进去吃。

都营业...有2年多了，客源还是不怎么理想

最近还有什么order main course free drinks的promotions

必要的宣传和promotion是ok的

但是在做这些外在的宣传的同时

可有检讨食物素质本身的问题？

--除了外在，内在也是很重要--

近年都有机会接触到婴孩

家长为了不要婴孩哭闹也为了省麻烦

很多时候就干脆方他们在摇篮哄他们睡

他们一哭就摇

久了他们就很习惯要人摇

就算家长多不方便，就算不是想要睡觉，他都会哭

他知道家长一定会去摇他

--习惯成自然也许是对别人的过分要求--

我有一个朋友去日本神户公干

一场来到神户当然要吃世界闻名的顶级牛肉

但是因为上司是印度教徒就禁止我朋友去吃

我是觉得每个人都有自己的宗教信仰

我又不是在你面前吃你神圣的动物

你不吃可以不随行但不是禁止吧？

--不好以自我为中心，别人也有选择的权利--

以前学院放长假的时候总喜欢把衣物往旅行箱塞

还要把大大的书包也塞满

什么床单啊...被啊...洗发精啊...沐浴乳啊...这件衣服可能要穿到，那件衣服可能会穿

连睡觉t shirt也要拿回家

回家两三个星期就好像要移民要去住个一年半载酱

然后还要赶巴士挤巴士

回到家还要拖旅行箱上山

现在想起来觉得很滑稽也很不可思议

床单可以在宿舍附近的洗衣店解决就好啦

衣服带两三件回去替换就好啦

睡觉 tshirt 洗发精沐浴乳家都有啊不同牌子也可以用的啊

干嘛要背着拖着这么多这么重的东西呢？

--全部的东西往身上杠只会越走越辛苦，适时学会放下--

有时候我逛街看到一些东西我会看多两眼就离开

就算没有钱买回家，看多两眼都已经会觉得满足

我是觉的不一定要拥有才会开心嘛！

就好像我喜欢VW Beetle，Mini,但是我不会去买它

一来我没有钱二来社会不好怕被打劫三来我不想花太多钱在负资产

以我的能力我只要一部能代步的就好

--量力而为--

那一天我朋友看到我妈在做糕点

就问了一些问题

其中一部分问了类似“那些粉一定要炒熟的吗？不炒可不可以？都看不出有没有炒”

我老妈就说“各有个做法咯”

我很赞成他的态度

偷步或偷工减料只是能解决短暂的

看远的话会影响客源到最严重-倒闭

为了一时的方便和省时去偷布，却换来很多的时间；

为了现时可以省成本去偷工减料，却换来没有钱（倒闭了嘛）

反过来想想：如果用心和诚心去做糕点

看到别人吃的开心，对糕点赞赏有加信誉大增

自己得到那一份成就感不是偷步和偷工减料能感受到的

--以真诚待人--

前一阵子大家疯狂玩facebook的蛊惑仔
大家都热衷晋级
久了 pangkat越来越高
赚的钱越来越多
什么游艇什么酒店都买下来了
虽然不是最最高pangkat
但是已经觉得没有目的了
也开始提不起对这个game的兴致
--人生何尝不是这样？想要得到财势权势
一生为了钱为了势力劳劳碌碌
一旦得到之后人生好像没有意义
虽然说没有钱万万不能
但是我觉得不是全部东西都可以用钱买到的--

很多时候这些小小的事情会有大大的领悟

大大的道理很常在我们生活的周围

那...你领悟到了吗？

對抗全球暖化，從吃做起

2008-11-18T10:31:00.001+08:00

acm fair 2008

2008-11-07T19:01:00.003+08:00

that day I lepak'ed' a digital broadband fair as known as acm fair for company affairs. When I go back to office to take some stuff my colleague shocked and kick me home. I just realise I'm not wearing right attire. haiya...normally if not work I sure wear short pants 1..paiseh ler use to the action liao :p 1st time attend such fair i feel so gan jiong I'll be miss it so the whole journey to KLCC just rush rush rush. Who ask me woke up that late..I just bought a rotiboy as my breakfast+lunch ..hmm...not as tasty as last time..quility drop liao...price increase somemore.. >.<

The location same with pc fair but looks like more standard...It looks like not ah pig ah dog can masuk 1. each people have to fill up the admission form..there's a long queue to go before my turn..and they all wear suit but whithout caot. wah...sei ngem sei ar..the lagi =.= thing when i get my visitor tag with my full name and company's name my designation all that. aiks...

The 1st booth I saw... SONY! nice big cam and all other tv production equipment... There were 2 leng lui wear nicely sitting in front a nice stage setting and shoot by few nice big cam..under each cam there's LCD wide screen to show their quality. I wonder how can leng luis can stand on that playing the congkok again and again under so many eyes and cams for 3 days?

I saw many unknown products and also the 1st time I saw optical fibre..We just slightly studied it in Science during secincadry school but now the 1st time I saw it!

It digital BROADBAND fair of course it's logical when you see all the broadband company around. But they ok a bit la at least not like pc fair 'rap' or shout beside you trying to get sales. Tmnet 'shift' a house here to show how HI TECH their broadband which u can use no matter in the kitchen, living room, or even in the car. =.= nah...nice promotion but once you apply the package you will just have bowls of tears and words of shit.

Recently quite hot the environmental protection issues and Maxis Digi also work on it. my left side oh..Maxis with white board trees..ok...

I turned my head 30 degrees clockwise and Digi...

LOL. Looks like Digi do their part better wer...

Tree on center of the booth...which hang a lot of tips on how to save environment...

Egg tray as tree trunk and their environmental activities as leaves..

By the way, I'm Digi supporter XD

Since the conection me and my partner using is quite memper'bikcik'an I tried to survey the broadband services available and there I have a short chat with Timenet... Which I found out my english speaking is getting more and more worse... nonstop I..I..I... eh..eh... I cant even pronouce those words correctly lo! I know the guy tahan his laugh and trying so hard to listen what I'm trying to say... "my conection ar..not so good... I need to upload...few... few.. few....(trying hardly to speak out the word) hungres (yea..no doubt...I pronouce hundreds as hungres) file size thing..upload half the way...failed..upload failed...upload failed (and shoke my head as well to show how lousy the conection)" What a shame my speaking!!! >.<

This fair not what I imagine and expect.. >.< But I did met a long time no see senior + previous comrade...AT least I get something from the fair la...LOL

nice Deepavali decoreation at KLCC..

I thought I wana have a meal and rest at KFC but manatau it closed for renovation! =.= Destined to leave earlier la... When I reach LRT station and crossing the predestrian brigde for bus..I saw my bus coming..I ran to the ground floor and saw the bus bye bye to me...T.T hakzai day again? but after a while Ikano shutter bus came...hehe..at least 执番个尾彩 XD

voices of Sabahan (quote from wjiann)

2008-11-07T19:01:00.001+08:00

Although im not Sabahan, but when i read this post i have the same feeling as them. What they mentioned really right in the mail. I dont know did i translate correctly for below, forgive me for broken english but just hope that every reader can understand. (added self comment below in italic)

随着916事件变天行动的逼近，让我有股冲动想要为我hometown - 沙巴说几句话。
> Following the rumor of changing ruling coalition on 0916, i intended to voice something regarding my hometown - Sabah.

我不会写作，我只是想用简单的词句表达出来，这些都是不争的事实。
> Im not good in writing, but i just want to tell in a simple way, all of these are facts.

很多西马人都会认为沙巴人很“大沙巴主义”；沙巴人亦对西马人很有偏见。我承认我是，也相信很多沙巴汉都一样。
> Most of West Msian will this of Sabahan is kind of Sabahism. Sabahan has prejudice towards West Msian as well. I admit i am, and believed that many Sabahan think the same.

虽然沙巴沦为全马来西亚最贫穷的州属不是西马人民的错（那是联邦政府的错），但是西马对人东马的不了解一样让我汗颜。
>Although Sabah is the poorest state in Malaysia, but this is not the fault of West Msian (that is Federal Government's fault), but the ignorance of West Msia towards Sabahan let me feel deeply ashamed.

(yup, it is, depends on what my friends asked me when i was in Sabah, they really know nothing.)

因为他们从来没有经历过东马人的生活是怎样水深火热法。
> It is because they never lived the way how Sabahan live in abyss of suffering.

这就是同一个国家，却有两种不同的待遇。
> Same country, but two different ways!!

我来到西马后就被西马人问我沙巴人是否住在树上，我妹妹还一度被怀疑是土族而不是华人。
> After i came to West Msia, they asked me whether Sabahan lived on the tree, and my sister was once being doubted was a native but not chinese.

(yup i heard the same question before. and i really dunno how to differentiate pure chinese.)

我们不是生番，不打猎，不吃老虎，也没有和orang utan睡在同一张床。
> We are not "sakai", we din do hunting for food, we din eat tiger meat, and we din sleep with orang utan on the same bed.

西马人都不了解我到底是住在沙巴或者沙捞越。通常他们都会习惯性地叫 “SabahSarawak'，我也懒得解释。
> West Msian wont able to know where i live, whether Sabah or Sarawak. Chronically, they called "SabahSarawak" and i really lazy to explain or correct them. Whatever!!

(i doubt why msian dunno differentiate sabah & sarawak. my colleagues always merge them togeder. exactly the same: sabahsarawak. dont u all know they are different state? )

Anyway我是绝对不会问你是否是“kedahkelantan” 或者 “melakasembilan' 或者 'penangperlis'...
> Anyway, i wont treat them the same way by asking are you "kedahkelantan" or "melakasembilan" or "penangperlis"?

我很努力想要介绍沙巴给西马的朋友认识，沙巴有住宅区，有market,有disco，有码头，有Giant。
> Im with great effort to intro Sabah to my friend, Sabah has residential area, we have market, we have disco, we have port, we have GIANT (supermarket).

(in fact, capital of sabah has all these, but different style with KL definitely. )

可是又很矛盾的，因为虽然我是住在有瓦有墙的屋子里，但是这里没有水没有电，也没有一条稍微好一点的路。
> Contradictorily, although i live in a proper house, but i have no water and electricity supply, or even a better road.

there is no highway in Sabah, only going up and down the hills. From KK to Sandakan, the distance about 300km but it tooks 6 hours driving. Imagine a 2 hours drive in KL turn up to be 6 hours. I drove before and its damn suffer!!! one of my friend vomited with my driving. haha

我来到西马后曾经被housemate责骂我“为什么你小便后都不冲水？你这样很不卫生ehhhh”
> When i was in West Msia, my housemate asked me why i din flush after pee. You are not hygienic.

我听了这句话愣了一下下，我只是撒了一泡尿，就要冲水？？
> I was stunned by this question. I just pee, i need to flush?

后来我才恍然大悟，原来西马每天24小时，每小时60分钟，每分钟60秒都有水源不停供应。
> Later on, i only realized that West Msia has water supply for all the time.

哼！真不好意思，我不小心把沙巴所养成的坏习惯给带来了，我家没有水！妈妈不给冲水！
> Oops, really paiseh. I brought my bad habit here, my home din have water supply and thus mother disallow us to flush.

一个星期只来两天的水，分别在星期一和星期四，这就是我hometown Sandakan所实行的policy!
> We have water supply for two days, tuesday and thursday respectively. This is the policy applied in Sandakan.

I have no idea whether this is true anot over sandakan, but i din faced this before over KK sabah.)

尤其是我家在高山，只能分得两天的自来水供应。在较低的市区或许会有三天到四天的水源供应。
> Especially my house is on uphill, we just get supply for two days, if at a lower level of housing area, they perhaps can get 3 to 4 days water supply.

我家的厕所应该是最臭的吧，马桶里的尿几乎要泡成甘蔗水了才舍得flush一下。不然储蓄的水用完了，你就没有水冲凉。
> I think the toilet in my house is the most smelly, we only flush when the colour of the water in toilet bowl changed to like sugarcane (chinese style of herbal water). If not we wont have sufficient water for bathing.

你要冲凉还是flush你那泡尿？自己选。那些有养成一天冲2次凉+天天洗头的朋友们，真是抱歉了。我们只能在星期一和星期四才能洗头。
> Lets choose, you want to bath or flush? For those who bath twice a day and wash their head everyday, its really sorry. We just can wash our head on monday and thursday.

讲到电源供应，我hometown平均一个月有72小时是停电的，最高纪录试过连续一个星期每天停电8个小时。
> Regarding electricity supply, my hometown averaging has 72 hours of black out. The highest record was without electricity for 8 hours a day consecutively for a week.

不停电就不是我hometown,这是每个沙巴汉都会说的。
> If there was no electricity black out, thats not my hometown, this is what every Sabahan will tell.

吉隆坡停电半个小时就会上报纸，沙巴停电好几个小时导致交通灯失灵，交通瘫痪却无人问津！
> If KL black out for half an hour, it will be published on the papers, but Sabah black out for hours untill the traffic light cant function, causing massive traffic jam, nobody cares.

我记得我第一次带西马朋友来沙巴的第一天，家里就停电了，刚好是晚上，大伙儿会到屋外去晒月亮，看星星。
> I recalled the first time i brought my West Msia friend to my house, my house had a black out. Coincidentally, it was night time. All of us went out and basked ourselves under the moonlight, watch stars.

如果我说，在我家，你一伸手就可以摸到月亮，月亮亮得可以把你照出影子，还可以让你辨别各个星座，你一定要相信。
> If i said, in my house, i can touch the moon by raising my hand, moonlight is bright enough to have a shadow of u, and you can differentiate each horoscope, you must believe it.

（因为我hometown的空气实在是太好了）
> because the air at my hometown is damn good!!

Anyway，关于停电停水的事，我在沙巴生活了二十多年，什么都习惯了，反而因为长期的压逼而麻木了，变得不会反抗。
> Anyway, regarding electricity supply issue, i lived here for more thn 20 years, i am used to it. Because of this, i wont kick about this.

沙巴人就是那么单纯，逆来顺受。
> Sabahan is so simple, sit under the situation.

所以政府老是欺负沙巴，拿走沙巴资源去发展吉隆坡，卖了沙巴的木桐去西马起高楼，抽干沙巴的油田为西马做南北大道，
> Thats why government keep bullying Sabah, took Sabah resources to develop KL, sold all the tree logs from Sabah, took the profit to build skyscrapers in West Msia, exploited Sabah's oild field to construct PLUS!!

(without sabah and sarawak, the government profits would be quite low.)

用沙巴的orang utan换了中国的熊猫却把熊猫放在西马。
> Using Sabah's orang utan as an exchange for the panda from China, but they only placed panda over West Msia.

(i din c a panda over thr...haha)

这样有本事捐钱救助四川却没办法做条好一点的马路给沙巴，45年来都是一样。
> So effective and capable to give donation for Sichuan earthquake, but they are not capable to construct a better road for Sabah. It is the same for 45 years.

沙巴的第一条fly over也是近年来才完成的，开心死沙巴汉。
> Even for Sabah's first flyover, it was just newly built recently. Sabahan is very happy with it.

(according to my finance teacher, she said that the reason why this can be a success cause LIM KIT SIANG voiced out in parliament. this project was once stopped and without any progress.)

国家抛弃沙巴，让沙巴自生自灭，每次都说要解决非法移民的问题，结果不了了之。
> The country abandoned Sabah, letting us emerge of itself or perish of itself. They said repetitively to rectify the issue of illegal immigrants, but it ends up with nothing definite.

沙巴的非法移民还比本地人要多，全部来自Filipine,去年提到Filipine要拿回沙巴，
> Sabah having much more illegal immigrants than local, mostly from Philippines. Last year there was once a issue that Philippines to gain back possession of Sabah.

如果是通过投票决定，凭着寄居在沙巴庞大的Filipine人数，沙巴肯定完蛋，就这样轻易拱手让人了。
>If the decision was based on voting, due to a large number of Philippines in Sabah, Sabah definitely game over, submissively passed to others.

沙巴没水没电不说，就连就业机会也少之又少，结果年轻人都外流，全部跑来西马找吃。
> Table the discussion of utilities supply, Sabah has less employment as well. Consequently, Sabah suffered from brain drain. All of them heading towards West Msia.

你知道吗？一瓶yogurt在西马卖RM3.70，在沙巴却卖RM5.70,所有杂志书刊一律比西马贵。
> Do you know that a bottle of Yogurt sell at RM3.70 in West Msia, but RM5.70 in Sabah. Every magazine comes much expensive than West Msia.

(thats why i say the cost of living here comparable to KL.)

因为货品从西马运过来都要贵算运送费，赚到的钱又要被抽去发展吉隆坡，加上本地人又要拼命找吃，所以物价越调越高。
> The reason is all goods are imported from West Msia, Sabahan has to bear the transportation cost. The profits obtained was sent back to develop KL. In addition, local people have to fight for food, thats why goods prices in general is escalating.

(dunno where is the source, i heard that normally goods in sabah is 25% higher than KL.)

可是这里还有人拿月薪RM200的人，还惨过在西马洗厕所。
> But we still have small batch of people that getting RM200 monthly salary, this even worse than those cleaner in West Msia.

每次回去沙巴，除了中学生以外都很少见到年轻人。沙巴什么都没有，年轻人留在沙巴也帮不了沙巴。
> Every time i back to Sabah, besides secondary school students, rarely can see youngsters. Nothing left in Sabah, those younger ones cant help as well if they stay.

去年有几位同乡朋友坚持毕业后要留在沙巴，当时我还说他们笨，有KL这么好的地方，为什么要留在沙巴。
> Last year, i had few hometown-mates insisted to stay back in Sabah after graduated. I scolded them for being so stupid. There is a nice place like KL, why you need to stay?

朋友说“没有人愿意留在沙巴，沙巴永远站不起来”，他点醒了我，但很无奈的，沙巴真的没有工作给我，我不得不留在西马工作。
> My friend:"Nobody willing to stay in Sabah, Sabah will never never shine." He waken me up, however, i really cant find a job in Sabah, i was forced to work in West Msia.

上个月，我的堂弟辞职回沙巴了，我好奇地问，沙巴人工那么低，你这样回去就很不划算了。
> Last month, my cousin resigned from his company back to Sabah. Out of curiosity i asked him:" Sabah is quite a low pay, it is not profitable for you going back."

堂弟说：“西马始终不是家，我怎样都会回来这里，沙巴一定会有公司需要我”
> Cousin:" West Msia is not my home, anyway i need to come back to Sabah, there must be some company in Sabah that needs me.

我听了很惭愧，因为我本是打算在此落地生根的。但现在我真的醒悟了，就算我人在西马，一样要为沙巴打气。
> I was ashamed listening to this, i planned to spend the rest of my life here, but now, i awoke. Even i am in West Msia, i still need pump for Sabah.

沙巴这么美丽的一片净土，好好发展的话肯定是全马数一数二的！可是却这样被糟蹋！
> Sabah is such a peaceful land, if being developed, it will be the top in Msia, but Msia lay waste to it.

这就是为什么除了沙巴汉以外的人，凡是进入沙巴的都必须做登记，Kastam会给你一张纸条，示意你在30天以内一定要离开沙巴。
> This is why, except for Sabahan, any Msian have to register themselves at custom. They will pass you an embarkation notice that you have to leave Sabah after 30 days.

(i feel this is a stupid policy coz all of us are )msian, your mykad is not unbeatable geng?

沙巴不保护自己，情形会变得更惨不忍睹。
> If Sabah din protect itself, situation will be worse.

从以前到现在，沙巴对西马人来说，是那么的神秘而遥远。
> From all the time, Sabah is somewhere mysterious and far for Msian.

没有人肯到沙巴来，仿佛这里都是野蛮人生存的不文明世界，NS被派来沙巴的都哭得要生要死，好像要把他们打入地域的样子。
> Nobody willing to visit Sabah, it seems like Sabah is somewhere not civilized, barbarians everywhere. Those candidates for national service that being located in Sabah, they cried terribly, as if they were going to hell.

沙巴是天堂还是地狱，你来看过才知道，至今只有西方的旅人才愿意来这曾经比吉隆坡还要繁荣的土地，探索它的回忆。
> Sabah is heaven or hell, you will only know if you experienced it. Till now, only foreigners willing to pay a visit to Sabah, a place once boomed better than KL, searching for those historical moments.

(Undeniable, Sabah is scenery and its beautiful.I hate Sabah not coz of the geographical matters, but some other personal issues. Hence, my preference is bias.)

西马有三大民族，但沙巴有32个民族，西马的朋友应该都不懂。
> West Msia has 3 main ethnics, but Sabah has 32. I bet West Msian wont know it.

i was asked this question in a subject Seni Peribumi Borneo during presentation. I answered 10+ and i was shot like hell!! Not enough research done.=(

东马是全马来西亚民族最和谐的地方，西马朋友应该也不懂。
> East Msia is the most harmonious place in Msia, West Msian again wont know bout this.

(its true, i din c those racist among them here.)

在沙巴，回教徒甚至可以到卖叉烧的店来做棒餐，棒餐就棒餐，绝不会叫你摸叉烧。
> In Sabah, Malays that embrace christ (christian) can serve in shop that sells pork. They just serve but wont ask them to touch or eat.

回教徒也可以到华人海鲜店吃海鲜，卖海鲜就卖海鲜，绝不会突然跑出一块猪腩肉。
> Muslims can go to chinese seafood restaurant for work, and definitely wont pops out with a pork.

大家互相信任，也不需要避忌。但在西马应该没办法看见这种画面吧。
> They trusted each other, and no need to keep away from anything. I think you cant see this scene over West Msia.

近年来Giant跑来沙巴了，巫统想要把西马的超市打入沙巴，再趁机控制沙巴的经济，很可惜受到沙巴汉的排斥。
> In recent years, Giant penetrate the market in Sabah, UMNO wants those supermarket in West Msia to have a share in the market. Through this, they can dominate Sabah's economy and gain profit from there, but unfortunately it was fought off by Sabahan.

沙巴有自己的报纸，有自己的超市，不需要假好心进来沙巴盗取沙巴的油脂再换取西马的利益！
> Sabah has their own papers, has their own supermarket, dun ever come in to gain profit for West Msia at our expenses.

国家抛弃沙巴，连9月16号沙砂加入马来亚成为马里西亚这么重大的日子都没有庆祝过！
> Country abandoned Sabah, they never celebrate such an important event: Malaysia day (16th September), the day where East Msia officially joined Peninsular and named as Msia.

....吃饱没事做的时候就炫耀说雄威的神山是马来西亚的骄傲...
> When at leisure, they will show off that Mount KK is Malaysia's proud.

神山是沙巴汉的骄傲，世界上最大的花朵莱佛西亚花也是沙巴汉的骄傲，濒临绝种的人猿亦是沙巴汉的骄傲，
> Mount KK is Sabah's proud. The world largest flower- Rafflesia is Sabah's proud, Orang Utan that soon extinct is Sabah's proud.

唯独是没有为马来西亚感到骄傲。
> And we only din proud of Malaysia.

我身为沙巴汉，衷心祈求916过可以让沙巴的同胞们过回一些好日子。
> As a Sabahan, pray heartily that after 16th September, our fellowmen can live better.

希望往后的916能够列为全国性的公共假期！联邦政府，请公平对待沙巴！
> Hope that 16th September can listed as public holiday for whole Malaysia. Federal Government, please be fair to Sabah.

加油吧沙巴！我要见证你的发展！
> Gambate Sabah, I want to witness your development and success in future!!!!

(as what i saw, sabah is developed rapidly since this year. my coursemate did research for her FYP and found out in Msia budget plan, greater expense allocation for sabah development compared to previous years. Its a dramatic increase. as a short term 'sabahan' i hope that it really can be the top in Malaysia.)

灵感

2008-11-07T18:59:00.000+08:00

灵感
我捉摸不定
时而像泉水蜂拥而出
时而像干沙
任凭怎么榨也没半滴水
但它来时你一定要把握时间把它记录下
不然苏州过后无艇搭
到时你怎么想怎么酝酿也找不回它
它就是那么深不可测
那么一霎那

你不觉得这样的感觉
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canon goes green

2008-11-01T19:47:00.005+08:00

last last Sunday I joined a movement, canon goes green as a volunteer to plant trees. It almost killed me cause we need to be there at 7.30am man!

Here's the place we 'check in' and get freebies.

The mail said we have to wear some greeny attire so I purposely bought a green tee. But after we get there.... =.= stupid la! They provide the event's tee which is green too =.=

We went to those toilet to change our clothes. SOMEONE accidentally opened a guy's door and he was peeing.. opps! lak seh her! XD But that guy also not ngam what...that's not his house la..must lock the door mah...haiya

They provided us some refreshment..got sandwich la..sausage la... nasi goreng la...milo la..coffee la.. etc la...

so here's the stage

Here's the map which show each the group planting location. Each group plant the different species.I'm in group 1, Cengal. Neither of my friends same group with me T.T

We left our finnger print on the board...those leaves on the tree are finger prints...creative idea right? 38 Grace left 2... =.=

Hyper active June so gan jiong to have photo session. so here we go...

Hyperactive June, uncle wong, shit me, 38 Grace and not to forget the photographer secret Leeyin.

We took picture with 'organiser' and my freebies too! ^^

While waiting...boring... they started to doing =.= thinggy... like took the bag as backbag

There till a lot 38 photos so i skip and here comes the main course

In the group I met a malay girl, Aisha. I found difficult to comunicate with her...My english and malay speaking become worse jo..aiks...Since she came alone too so we keep company... shared planting equipment..and have some talk.

Here's my 1st pokok. Actually they already digged holes and we just slightly make them bigger and nicer and put the trees inside and burry. easy task. I refused to apply anti-inserts liquid but after the 1st pokok i give up. The crew come to our group and I cepat cepat go to his side and let him spray my hands.

My 3rd or 4th pokok... bending... Hope it still alive till now la...

Beside group 1 there's a 'lake' and group 2 planted trees beside it too

I planted 6 pokok like that then dah habis pokok to plant already. But I found out something. There are many spoiled plants. They chopped the trees to have place to let us plant tress. So when we are planting trees, we are spoiling the environment as well. funny huh?

Here's the proof

Another one

After the planting process we back to the stage. Since not every group finish yet so we go lepak and kepoh. Here's those VIP's trees. Trees look nicer lo... The right side is Aida sad I din manage to get contact from her.

When lepak we met greenies and 38 Grace so longing to take picture with them..so here we go again...

Can't see me ler...38 Grace said that's fate. But I think is uncle wong not song me lo..If not he can took from another angel 1 mah...haiya.. >.<>.< I noted here to remember this..mountain will meet the water 1 day geh! hmph!!

the percussion...really 乱打 LOL

There still got some exibition..selling 环保袋 ...free colouring books for kids...cycling... drawing tattoo...free photo session by canon camera and canon printer of course...and they have free gift to give out at Q and A games sessions..and celebrity performance...Too hot and tiring la...so we left before the event ends...There ends our morning...

insomnia

2008-10-31T18:18:00.003+08:00

Yesterday night I open my eyes big big until 3am plus.
man! 1st time eyes big big for 1 hour plus!
It's abnormal for me la as I can fall asleep just right after lights off one.
Now it broke my insomnia records!
Coffee's fault? But I drank in 6pm wor...
hmm..At least I thought of some idea for coming AIDS Awareness campaign...
but today at office it just like... having empty brain and Z.Z eyes

stupid streamyx

2008-10-30T20:32:00.001+08:00

I hate stremyx!

I hate monopolization！

我怀念的

2008-10-23T19:57:00.002+08:00

小时候跟姐姐很喜欢在房间用被单搭帐篷
关灯就等于黑夜
还要扮成下雨怕被淋到
长大后我喜欢去camping
现在这刻想起来才惊觉小时候的动作是一个hints
想念那个在森林烧着材的味道

小时候都很喜欢在下雨天撑着伞跟踢水
虽然撑着伞但是到家的时候却半身湿
再大一点的时候
放学都喜欢把水壶装满水
在雨下跟朋友互淋
现在想起来在雨下淋着雨还要到往人家的身上倒水是很无聊
但是很好玩
在校巴上还开着窗让雨水冷风打在自己身上
还好校巴uncle都很好人任由我们‘糟蹋’他的糊口工具
回家臭骂被推去冲凉房
偶尔下雨还假装自己没带伞
管它的什么书本校鞋校裙下场怎样
尽管湿淋淋回家
想念在雨中漫步任由雨滴在身上冰冷的感觉

小时候都喜欢在桶里装满水塞自己进去
塞不下了就把衣服塞着排水处排水不通顺冲凉房淹水就能当‘游泳池’
喜欢去瀑布完
长大一些就怕下水怕被朋友拖下水却享受在河边看着朋友嬉戏
偶尔来个烧烤会
想念水流声和瀑布的冲劲

现在要露营一想到安全还要安排时间和有没有同伴就退缩
现在一看到下雨一想到淋湿后的衣服鞋子和担忧上风会不会找上门就却步
现在要去河边要担心安全烧烤会准备麻烦就只能远远地听着水流声

长大了
顾虑多了
何时才能痛痛快快潇潇洒洒地去露营去淋雨去河边？

老妈子与炸弹

2008-10-18T14:46:00.001+08:00

我老妈子身上有3个不知何时会爆炸的炸弹
说的比较乐观一点，我妈怀了3个“孩子”
前几天她进院

进院前
我：我仲未知几时返。
老妈子：你返黎做乜野？
我：行行企企，煮下饭呱..
老妈子：煮饭？哈哈！又无识买菜！几粒钟都唔知食得未丫！
我：行路去tesco咯...我呢度都系去tesco买既啦！
老妈子：哈哈哈哈！（摆到明是嘲笑的笑声）算啦！你唔洗返黎啦！无人会理你啦
我：......

第一天
我：惦丫？
小弟：无事咯..出左黎。
我：甘快出院？
小弟：系出左手术室。
我：甘拒而家做紧乜？
小弟：等食咯。好无聊。
我：甘你地响canteen?
小弟：无丫...响全马最大既tesco行紧
我：.......

印象中那些人进医院然后一定有人陪过夜，然后病人一定是嘴唇干干白白很虚脱的样子。但是他们还很relax去逛tesco...是我看港剧太多还是他们太relax?

第二天
我：惦丫？
老豆：有咩野wo?听日就出得院咯...
我：甘快？得唔得嘎？
老豆：拒跳舞都仲得丫！
我：甘休息几久？
老豆：两三个礼拜咯...
我：甘犀利？
老豆：无么野嘎啦！你唔洗返黎啦！
我：开隆定系pin? （玩得古惑仔多）
老豆：pin （估唔到拒同我一齐古惑仔）
我：打横打直？
老豆：梗系打横啦！边有人打直既？未好似拉链甘爆咯！

一个两个都叫我不用回去 T.T

第三天
我：有无去睇你阿妈丫？
肥婆：无wo...不过有听到拒把声，中气十足咯...唔系人黎既！做完手术仲甘精神！
我：甘犀利？惦解唔安排同你阿妈隔离床？可以倾下计嘛！
肥婆：都唔同！
我：都系妇科者！
肥婆：唔同医院丫！
我：哈哈！曹启民阿嘛！拒好老啦wo...
肥婆：咩老丫？记性不知几好！
我：老到手颤
肥婆：你就手颤！手脚快过你咯！好似你甘“摸”咩！
我：>.<

惦都要踩我两野

第四天
老妈子：沉日出院，夜晚我自己煮添！（声音真的是中气十足，更平常一样）
我：听讲你跳舞都得wo！
老妈子：哈哈！系丫系丫！可以去跑步。（还会讲笑话wo...）
我：有本事去爬山啦！(6)
老妈子：哈哈！
我：我朋友都要休息3个月啊！你两三个礼拜得唔得嘎...
老妈子：我保养得好嘛！仲精神过你丫！好似你咩！食无定时又夜训blah blah blah（完全不放过踩我的机会）...个三旧野有鸡屎果甘大粒丫！
我：甘系未好似水袋甘水水透明嘎？
老妈子：边会透明既？有血梗系红色啦！
我：你系水瘤无系血瘤wo blah blah blah
老妈子：好蠢嘎你！睇多D书啦！heiya (越讲越劳气）
我：>.< 好啦..我自己去上网google

看来真的很健康。哈哈！thank God! 也谢谢弟兄姐妹的祷告！谢谢大家的关心！昨天受到祷告小组的信息，我竟然没有想到yyq会quote我的‘中气十足’进去咯...炸到一下...yyq你真的很可爱下！XD

执著

2008-10-16T22:56:00.002+08:00

因为你的执著
我们现在到时到候就战战兢兢
本应relax的时刻现在好像闻风丧胆船头惊鬼船尾惊贼
数次为这样的小事发酱大脾气
毕竟人多当然有更多的意见嘛
搞到现在大家惊你三分随缘挂口边

hor bit leh?

the story haven end

2008-10-16T21:53:00.003+08:00

me : will you come to check when they are done?
him : It's more important that you are satisfied with their work than me...afterall you have to live with with it.
me : yea, but you also have to make sure their job is complete baru pay right? so i suggest you check with me make sure the job is done b4 they leave.
him : If you are satisfied that they have rectified all problem, then I would think that they have completed their work. How am I to know what your problem is...I wasn't listening but I have send you the electrician today, to take care of it. Don't tell me the problem later after the electrician has left.

Electrician found the problem. They suspect termites attack the main switch box which the electric connection down 1 by 1. Now they temporary fix some which still can use, but left 2nd room, 3rd room and entrance light not function. Since Mr house owner said we satisfy then ok mah...then i will ask electrician totaly change the connection...all use external casing or tube...will be safer and 1 strike settle the problem. Its big project..Its high spences. but who cares? he is willing to pay what... (6)

For the termites problem, I made complain to management and they said if thats whole building kena they will take responsibile. I still waiting their call for check up. Hope they can find the truth (I swear the termitte not just attack the unit I'm staying)

我：以家拆晒全部plug 有排整。拒地话今日整唔晒。
老母：甘既系今晚无得用电？好热嘎！等阵D蚊抬你走你就知！
我：=.=''

same day but another call
我：以家拒地怀疑间屋有白蚁蛀梗电箱个度，之前我都见过有其他屋既人pek个被白蚁蛀晒既柜出黎
老母：甘多白蚁，等阵抬你走你就知！
我：=.=''''''

support sikit

2008-10-16T20:02:00.001+08:00

My friend's master piece. Rate if u like it... ;)

is you force me to do that one

2008-10-11T15:14:00.003+08:00

3rd Oct (sms)
me : We just back from hometown. Now tyhe lamp fuis jump and cant function. Which means we whole house no lamp as they in a same fuis. Now we just can use plug but no lamp.So How now? Ihave been told you your man electric box got problem and now it affect more fuis.
NO REPLY

4th Oct (face to face)
me : How now?
him : When you sms me? It just 1 night time. I called the electrican but he have no reply yet.

5th Oct (face to face)
me : how now?
him : He called me back and not sure when he can make it. Maybe Monday or Tuesday la I ask him. I also hope to settle this problem faster.
me : Me either. But Monday? I have to take leave. now Sunday how I take leave for tommorrow?
him : Then I ask him tuesday la. But you must take leave? You can just slip from your office and open the door.
me : I need to jaga them to do their work.

6th Oct (face to face)
me : how now?
him : He say Friday should be ok. But If earlier than Friday then not sure. He will give me a call and tonight i will contact you.
6th Oct night (SMS)
Me : how is it?
NO REPLY

Since he not take this problem as himself's, then we decided not gan jiong the rental too. We not contact with him until Thursday.

9th Oct (sms)
me : How is it? Is it confirm tommorrow?
him : MOnday morning.
me : confirm?
him : y
me : I have to take leave, and I have to apply to condo's management.
NO REPLY

10th Oct (sms) - there come the long arguement
him : Your rental is post due.
me : After Monday the electric is done we will pay you rental.
him : We not operating on that term.
me : If accaording to contaract there mention if infom house owner 15 days already but the problem not fix then tenant can go ask other ppl to fix n deduct frm rental. but u said afriad other ppl expensive. we respect u. bt u nt bring the problem as urself's n drag 2 months plus n the electric box got problem i told u tat too until nw affect other fuis.now we hav no lights. hw if got fire coz frm candle? hw if d electric box harm our safety? wil u take responsibility on our life? i told u they din unplug the old wayar bt u rather blieve them oso nt come n take a look at the evidence d earlier time. u promise to giv me cal on monday night bt u neither reply my msg tat night. u promise friday electrican bt postpone wen i double confirm v u. if u aspect ppl do as wat ppl promise then at the same time u shud do wat u promise too. so wat shud i do? do as wat contract toldwe 5 ppl fix n deduct rental? o u keep ur promise then we jz keep ours?

him : There was a few time the electrican was there and you was prepared and ask him to repair the problem. In addition you have ask your own electrican to come and repair and the cost deducted from the previus rental. I have rented out this unit for almost 5 year and I have yet to encounter ANY problem like this before.

me : the 1st time u came v ur electrican u told them 2 rooms got problem bt he jz fix 1.i purposely took annual leave to stay at hm to jaga them n ask them abt d fuis n is it everythg doe they say ok.i dun know they din done well until my fren came n notice tat.as this 2 point, u may clearly knw hws ur electrican atitude.its nt i din ask them done.we oso hope everythg is ok n we can stay in good condition. d 3rd room we just ask d guy check n fix the plug n he nvr check the electric box as we afraid d expences is high as u said.so we stil leave the electri box problem to u. we rent few houses b4 bt we nvr encounter any problem like tis b4. we can even pass u previous house owner contact as witness.after 5 years its not new everythg may hav problem.b4 we move in electric got problem bt u tot is plug tats y u ask me to buy plug.it already got problem b4 we shift in.stil rmb?u can check bek d plug bill as there got date on it. wen we trying to change plug b4 we shift in we saw white ants we told u bt u nt believe us. u can ask ur electrican's worker they can b witness as they saw white ants too. for ur information, if white ants come v us then our perabot shud be kena by nw,n of course all ur wooden doors.bt i been let u c d pic the ants came frm plug inside. electrican worker saw tat too wen they open plug.hw we knw is it white ant and d previous undone electric work causing d problem we facing nw? we swear we nvr use high power thg not even ur air corn.i can bring u previous months electric bills as evidences.

him : the electrician has been come ever since just before you mive in and you miss one appointment previously. Do you know that I have the pay the electrican a lot of money for every whther they got the opportunity to fix the problem. in the beggining I thought why not give and take. As for the termite...this is not a wooden floor and is located very high from ground level and with very limited/minimum wooden fixture. I am not sure how you get the termite problem but I told that you can easy resolve the problem by spraying them with simple insecticide. Do you expect me to provide you with mosquito coil next if you are bitten by mosquito? If we cannot resolve this I shall cancel the electrican coming on Monday.

11th Oct (sms)
me : u insist to use ur electrican n at the begining u said is free of charge. now they din did their job well n charge u so high. the whole building wayar is conected right? so how we know is it the white ant come from other lower floor? or neighboorhood? we did spray n as u said those white ant died. but we not sure is it all died or stil hav some hidden deeper wall as we cant look tru the wall. but we did follow wat u said. as wat my 1st msg ytd mentioned, i hav do follow the contract? or u keep ur promise we just keep mine?

him: End the day, you do what you have too and I will do what I have to.
him : Nothing is free in this world...I'm only using this electrician because there is a lot con man electrician out there.

me : yes nthg is free in tis world.bt u jz giving us d pinggan kosong,hw we giv u d money without any food in front of us?if i pay u n u jz leave us v pinggan kosong only?if i pay u rental n u drag us again? nw the 7th day we live v candles, will u jamin our safety?we oso nt feeling nice everytime we suffer v electric problem since we move in.i oso hav to spend anual leave. o already change my leave frm fri to mon.if drag again hw many leave i can apply?if i so often take leave bos wil nt happy.mon u come v electrican sit v me jaga them.to make sure i nt lie to u, n u can check ur man work is done.they done, i giv u rental RIGHT ON The Spot.u good i good.

him : We won't compromised on collection of rental in this matter. As agree last week we have arrange for the electrician to come on Monday but if you are not happy with the deal by witholding the rental then we will cancel the appointment and end the tenancy.

same day (face to face)
blah blah blah...talking the same thg again..blah blah blah...
me : if we now pay u the rental, but Monday electric problem not fix then you say what should i do?
him : then i give u free 1 month rental.

we can't stand too still else our relationship will be worse.since he bet on his 1 month rental,if he really care that then even his electrcian not make it he also will find another 1 to replace on that day. I made a decision, trust him the last time..Monday...If he not do his part then we shift.

nah! you see!

2008-10-03T19:13:00.003+08:00

nah! you see!Last time ask you settle the electricity problem, you banyak cakap cakap but action nothing, so irresponsible! Now problem getting worse, whole house lamp cant function, you have to pay more to fix and we have to suffer from darkness dont know how many nights! Who knows the problem may get worst?

you susah i susah, hor bit leh?

surprise!

2008-10-03T19:12:00.002+08:00

I know Seki came back to Malaysia liao but I never thought of a meet with him so far as he is very very busy. Last few night ago when I walking home I saw a guy hugging a dog walking through me. Eh? Looks like Seki leh! I nonstop staring at him but he seems no reaspon. Hmm..maybe another guy look similar with him gua... While thinking to take out my handphone to make a confirm, I heard a guy calling "kit yue!" I turn around, Seki! Haha! really Seki!

He said I have change a lot untill he cant recognise me. Am I?

If I left office as I promise, I won't have met him.
If I not nonstop starring at him, he won't notice me.
If ....

Plan so hard to make a gathering, want meet cant meet.
Never plan to have a meet but appear in front of me.

Life is full of surprise!

探访佩珊 - 28/09/08

2008-10-03T18:46:00.005+08:00

终于实现了去探望佩珊的计划
很多人未能出席也有很多人临时爽约
呵呵可能我选错日子了吧
妈妈和孩子都很健康
妈妈说10月尾左右就开工了
我怎么看都觉得小瓜儿很小只可能才一个半月吧
初时听到她ngik一下还赞声音不大嘛也很乖巧
哪里懂可以媲美一下我洪亮的声音
妈妈跟小瓜说“叫uncle aunty啦”
butt butt 还一副不认老的反应
妈妈说还有goh goh jeh jeh咩已经是uncle aunty了
哈！我们都老了！
妈妈说小瓜儿怕陌生人
我倒觉得是butt butt庞大的脸孔吓着了她
butt butt说应该给她听天王天后的歌以后就有天王天后的厉害的歌声了
还说给她学钢琴才有气质
=.=''' 汗
由于小瓜儿哭不停我们就下楼专攻妈妈的小狗
又可能butt butt太样衰
小狗在我们脚边打转却死都不去butt butt身边
话说小狗也蛮像北狮多多毛动作又像

crying

also crying

i curi this photo from pooisan's sister :p look cute!

我的失误让尊贵的dato未能参与探访 very Sorry ar dato
转站去附近的station one 吹水
原来久违的大旧是千多名应征者的‘死剩种’
好听一点精英中的精英
大家都对他的薪水观叹为止
每个人都问我其他人的近况
说我的google search
到最后还尝试考倒我
汗多一次
也许下次我应该向每人征收rm3.60
哈哈

大家被我推去留下照片作为这一天的证据。出席者大旧、butt butt、肥丰、dato还有我男朋友。基于很多人未能出席，也许会再来一次吧！也许吧！

无题

2008-10-03T18:44:00.002+08:00

心一阵抽痛
面子
只准我的眼泪在眼眶里打转

家家有本难念的经呐！

please God bless my family

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嘴巴说不在乎
心里还是有一丝的伤愁
我又何必猜疑呢？
早已经在N前的分岔路分道扬镳了
我又何必那么在乎呢？
太多相处的日子太多一起经历的风风雨雨
都是回忆累事！

够了
牢骚发完了
还有更多其他的朋友
let it be吧！

------------------

为什么是我？
为什么都是我做主动？
我大可找我要有心人就好
为什么我要收这么大的委屈
花我的金钱我的精神去做这些事情
却换来别人的冷淡和gi gi gat gat?
你出到来开开心心我心力交瘁
何苦？犯贱？
我一个人能力有限当然有不足
大家肯珍惜大家开心我也开心
在那边complain complain complain
酱厉害你来做啦！
叫你做又推三推四
你不得空难到我就很得空啦？
难道这就是我的使命我的义务？
我有酬劳的吗？
真是超级无敌lan tan
是不是要我临出门前给你个reminder call 然后你的交通帮你安排妥当然后出到来你吃的喝的都帮你付钱？
主动一点好不好
大家都大了
不是小学生

共勉之

也许我该走coursemate gathering的路线通知了一次要出就出不要出没回复就罢。大家自动自发干脆利落不用为lan tan费神伤神

laziness and selfishness

2008-09-26T21:24:00.002+08:00

everyday certain time 100% heard those car horn. Not just one but plenty. Really annoying n bikcik. please la..if you wana park behind people's car PLEASE put ur contact number in ur car la..And make sure ur phone is on and beside you! if you think you are too lengzai or too lenglui scared people got your number will kao you then you just park indoor la!sikit money can have car park and save from acid rain and sun. one stone two bird what...but just because of ur laziness and selfishness, the one you blocking have to bikcik and we nearby have to suffer from this noise. selfish you! lazy you! jelaka!!

50 ways to help the planet

2008-09-16T17:59:00.000+08:00

谁最让你关注？

2008-09-13T17:34:00.004+08:00

世界何其乱何其多人事物
谁最让你关注？
体形最大的风扇？
常用的梳子？
默默耕耘的水壶？
引人注目的包包？
还是...？
那要看是从谁的眼睛出发吧！

Tesco Kampar那一天开张我也有去逛
停车场都是车里面人来人往
之前在兴建的时候大家都很期待
来了间hyper market的确造福人群
永顺大吉怎么办？
杂货铺呢？菜市场呢？
他们生意肯定受很大影响
tesco就此垄断金宝市场？
那...
谁最让你关注？

满招损谦受益

2008-09-13T16:24:00.004+08:00

为了准备烧烤会
我跟玉蜀黍展开了拉锯战
拼了老命才干掉一条
后面还有好几条在等着
我左看右索
有了
我拿起了小水果刀
就往玉蜀黍的心插下去
果然不出我所料
玉蜀黍更容易五马分尸
一条
两条
哈哈哈！
心中长仰三声笑
为我聪明的智慧得意洋洋
在想着待会怎样跟大众炫耀我的才智时
玉蜀黍不甘示弱一个翻身
小水果刀一滑
就插中我左手的食指
痛得我很想大喊三声痛
两滴血就这样牺牲了

这个故事教训我们做人不可骄傲也不可得意。会就好，mai得意 (改自福建话 kiang jiu ho, mai geh kiang)

一夜成名

2008-09-10T19:30:00.002+08:00

前些日子人事部又飞来一封email，说这个月又迟出粮。
但是到那一天竟然银行户口还是空空地
有一位素未谋面的同事当晚就回了人事部要求作出解释
同一个晚上同事的上司就回同事
强调他已经cross the line并说明下次要先通过他
更不应该cc给全部人
这样cc来cc去,我们全部人都看在眼里
也就这样同事一夜成名
全公司都讨论这件事
当然有人支持有人觉得他不对
我就觉得他很像以前的我，血气方刚
不过也有点不对啦上司好像没有面子了酱
敢敢来
不过也应该有赖于DAP，据我所知他蛮支持DAP下
或多或少受敢怒敢言不怕恶势力的影响吧

勇士，你系得0既！ /(^.^)

是对是错你觉得呢？

冷酷无情

2008-08-24T15:08:00.003+08:00

看了心寒...这是什么世界？有朋友说...怕被寻仇，不会当场出面帮忙。但是这么多男人在场，如果大家都出手帮忙那几个小妹子能报得了多少仇？做监牢/进感化院都来不及啦！

就算出手不帮忙，也该致电去警察局吧？

就算就算怎样都好，也不应该起哄看热闹吧？助长那三个贱人更大胆，更让受害者更受伤！还看热闹还起哄！没怜悯之心吗？铁石心脏吗？如果受害者是你的亲人你会是什么感受？现在的人是什么人？都应经“进化”成没有感情的畜牲吗？

围观者的无情和讥讽，受害者承受的伤害是一生都无法磨灭的痛。盼望它能重新振作过完余生

ckyue的领悟

2008-08-22T19:44:00.003+08:00

高薪水福利好同事好上司好有前途
很难
很难在一间公司包含着这五个因素
那...
你想要哪一样？

It's hard to find a company which include high pay good benefit nice colleague nice head this 5 issue. so...which 1 u choose?

olympic 2008 - ni he wo

2008-08-09T17:37:00.003+08:00

feel so touching when it reach this part... although i cant really listen what they singing except 'we are family'but their voice n music really impresing! everyone on the spot is silent and just listen to their perfomance..yea..we are family...why we have to battle?

when i glance on newspaper, says Sarah brigtman and liu huan will perform the theme song, i wonder why not both performer not from China?why not Song Zu Ying? now i understand...

cool rhino

2008-08-06T19:24:00.003+08:00

今日做左临时搬运工人，我地6个姐妹2个兄弟搬225箱cool rhino...1箱有16支，225箱有...3600支。哇！公司门口堆左3600支cool rhino! hmm...如果我饮晒全部我会唔会cool死？ :p

同事一路搬一路叫无力，我就觉得我仲得得地咯，一个人搬20箱都仲得添丫！(^@^)V 灵光一闪，突然就諗到大丈夫话：唔赌唔知时运高，唔滚唔知身体好；甘我就话：唔搬唔知魄力好！哈哈！

耳鸣的日子

2008-08-05T19:02:00.002+08:00

七月
就单单七月九耳鸣了好几次
这是史无前例的
突袭而来的耳鸣让我觉得挥身不自在
一天来了
第二天去
还好
又来
又去
奇怪
第四次再来
就不再是速离
第一天第二天第三天第四天
彻夜难眠
左右耳听觉不平衡
脾气莫名探望我
耳鸣真的不好受
我无法想象我朋友比我痛苦很多很多倍的状况
突然觉得我生活在杂音之中
车笛行驶的交通工具冷气机风扇电脑建筑人
一些习以为常的声音都变得很大声很烦躁
那一刻我很象很想回家听听大自然的声音

下定了决心去看专科
我已经许久没有踏足医院
心里无比的紧张和害怕
看着医生和护士亲切的笑容
心冷静了许多
这就是医生和护士应有的态度和嘴脸

就是你
就是你这个死人耳屎
住在棉花帮触不到的无敌深崖
遮了半个洞
就是你
让护士惊讶
就是你
让医生有机会跟我开玩笑“要不要拿回去作纪念”
就是你
让我担惊受怕了好几天
就是你
让我没了193块
就是你
TMD死人屎

不过也好，是小问题，不然就真的不止193了。Thanks God!

浮华世家/华丽一族

2008-08-05T11:39:00.000+08:00

因为友人喜欢木村拓哉，就替她下了这套连戏剧。大约知道是一部严肃的戏，就搁了许久终于在我非常无聊的情况下解决了它。是一部非常严肃沉重的连戏剧。有点《雷雨》的感觉，故事感觉慢慢铺排到最后推到最高点。怎么说呢，在前面几集花了很多的耐心去坚持看完（毕竟不是我口味的嘛），到中间的时候心情开始跟着剧情走，会咬牙切齿，会暗骂剧中小人，会替男主角紧张...虽然大概猜得到男主角的结局，但是到剧情到那部分的时候还是不禁掉下几颗眼泪。剧中的那个家庭每一个都是很无辜，一个错误的判断成就家庭的更黑暗和无辜。

黑暗之后总会有阳光，但是每一次得期望落空。自私、势力、猜疑、不信任相似一个遮挡阳光的黑暗。一个为梦想的男主角，一个打着帮助企业信念的银行家，剧中正义的都敌不过黑暗，社会似乎黑暗当道，如果现实变成这样恐怖的地步我无法想象世界会变成怎么样。

附上最后一集让我掉眼泪的信

『人是渺小的
为了让自己看起来强大
努力长高就会受伤
自己又让那伤口不断扩大
愚蠢而又弱小的生命

但也许是因为如此
人类才有梦想
实现梦想与困难相伴随
时常令人痛苦
但我依然相信
能够冲破未来的
只有人类把热情倾注于梦想的力量

可是，忘却信念之时
所有荣光也将随之消逝』

movie and drama sharing

2008-07-25T16:15:00.003+08:00

firstly Rest In peace for Heath Ledger. what a waste such a good actor pass away like that...and again its Hans Zimmer! shock when i saw his name in ending credit.
too many dialogue i cant catch up in many scene. i will watch the 2nd time for sure.(but wait my dad's DVD la :p). in reality, i believe people will have a big quarrel till 12am for the bomb, there may not just so peace for paper vote, there may fighting, there may people praying, there may people crying, there may people... so do the other boat, i believe there will people may wana punch the guy who throw the controller.
in the world full of selfishness, u sacrify yourself...will you?
why so serious?
indeed, its a serious movie that lead us to deep thought.

technology gives us to better convinient life but there still need a balance point between privacy and thrist to know. will smith...a great actor. as usaul, still joke from him in the movie.

so less can have a movie is comedy with some meaningful christ info. i never watch bruce almighty completly before but this 1 really touch me when the "God" say :"If someone pray for patience, you think GOD gives him patience? or does give them an opportunity to be patience? If they pray for courages, GOD gives him courage or give him the opportunity to be courages, If someone pray for family to be closer, you think GOD absent warms fuzzy feeling or give them the opportunity to love each others?" God always give us hope. Is just we don’t know it or understand it.

the idea is quite creative but the whole masterpiece is not good. i dont like those shaking shots. maybe director thought it will be better or trying to give info through those shaking shots but for me its so uncomfortable. superhero is lonely. yea.people think u r abnormal...there is no one can share things to...quite sad when he sitting on the roof but quite touching when people praise and claps for him.

like the song when he drunk and flying on the sky with his alchohol at the begining part. and the song after he left the hospital n flew away. after some searching the 1st song i mentioned is "Move B**ch (Get Out The Way)" by Ludacris featuring Mystical (but it sensored the word b**ch in the movie) and the 2nd is "the moon and the superhero" by John Powell. trust me. its totaly different genre.

向中国漫画家廖冰兄致敬 (1915-2006)

2008-07-22T20:22:00.006+08:00

廖冰兄1915年生于广州，原名东生(取生在广东之意)。年幼丧父，阿妈为了养活兄妹俩，只得改嫁一个广西人。后因生活所迫，把6岁的妹妹廖冰抵押给别人，兄妹分离，他痛苦不已，为了表达对妹妹的感情，廖东生在发表作品时署名“廖冰兄”——廖冰的哥哥，从18岁以后一直沿用这个名字。阿妈改嫁后，他跟贫苦的外婆在贫穷的小巷里生活。

不足20岁的廖冰兄，就以一个“狂妄”才子的身份跻身趋于成熟的中国漫画界，承接了早期漫画人创立的中国漫画事业。

廖冰兄晚年多以书法、绘画和小品为扶贫助学筹款集资，有一段时期喜画重彩风景画（曾发表于1995年《美术》杂志），多以广东水乡为题材，融中国画、西洋画、儿童画、版画、水彩、水粉画于一身，形成独特的艺术风格。

《禁鸣》（原名：枭暴）1945年秋，全民抗日胜利结束，国民党反动派即图谋发动内战，独吞胜利果实，使中国依然置于其独裁的黑暗统治下。而中国共产党与人民则力求实现和平、民主，使中国走向光明。为了揭示这场关系国家命运的斗争的意义，冰兄以得逞于黑夜的鸱鸺钳制呼唤光明的雄鸡构成此画，题为《枭暴》。然此画于1947年初在香港被盗。

"文革"期间，林彪、四人帮把光明的中国人民推落法西斯统治的黑暗深渊，张志新痛斥其恶行，惨遭割喉枪杀，1979年冰兄重绘此画，悼念这位为保卫光明而献身的猛士，画题改为《禁鸣》，但是又于1981年在法国展出时被窃。此画再于1991年重绘，现已捐赠给广州艺术博物院

此画记录了两番性质相同的历史――光明与黑暗的搏斗；画的本身亦遭两番同样的恶运――被窃。（ckyue按：我们big horse人何尝不是活在这样的状况？）

蝇的株连（1994年）

　　说明：此画记录了极左路线制造的历次政治运动――用重磅炸弹对付一只苍蝇，炸弹之下是无数无辜的良民，画面令人瞩目惊心。

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