我怎么了？/ what hapen to me?

昨天因为一件小事而把憋在肚子里的消极心情全都借机发泄出来。对，很多很多的事情都憋在心里，多到像沸腾的粥一样溢出来，在那一瞬间崩溃。



福建歌：“心事na beh讲出来，有谁人会知？”对，我没跟任何人说，似乎谁都不是我的倾诉对象。看来是平常一样的我，我心里是非常清楚我的心情像鳄鱼潭，湖面平静却里面有着危险，谁都不能靠近，心理上老早就出现问题。或许我应该找一些心理学的书籍来了解自己的状况，也或许我是时候找一找心理学医生聊聊天...



向往.....





Yesterday due to a small incident, i grabbed the opportunity to vent out all my negetive mood. Yea, a lot of things hold in my heart, like a boiling porridge overflow, collapsed in that instant.



A hokkien song :"no one know u if u never tell." Yea, i never tell to anybody mine, seems everybody not the right people to talk with. I look just exactly a normal but I'm pretty sure my feeling just like a crocodile lake, look peace on the lake, but danger inside; no one can go near to that lake, as what i thiking: Psychological sick. perhaps i should find some psychologi books to learn more about myself, or maybe i should talk to Psychologist...



looking forward.....