Thursday, December 28, 2006

怀念梅艳芳

我剪接的一个娱乐节目,今天里面全是梅艳芳的资料和片段。才发现,梅艳芳都离世了3年。3年前的12月30日,凌晨2点50分,就离开这个世界...





她的歌,我说不出多少首歌名,但是那些片段,我都发现,原来部分的歌我都听过。她的歌声独特,我却没有留意到小时部分听到的歌都是她唱的!可能很多年轻人听到她的经典歌,会觉得 'so lame!',年轻人喜欢旧时歌手很老土。但是她的精神是我们只得作为榜样的。她在得到癌症后,依然开了8场演唱会,将自己的一生奉
献给舞台...到了癌症末期,痛苦,还是坚持活到最后一口气...以下是她在演唱会里说的几句话....





“我曾經好失落,亦都好憔悴,我問我自己,我係未繼續要繼續甘樣過活。我D朋友如果知道既話,他地將係未會好心痛。就算離世左既幾位,我lam他地都唔想見到我會甘樣。所以,我話俾自己聽,我,要活在當下。”





“呢8場入邊,我其實我想證明一樣野,出邊係我未做呢個演唱會之前,好多風風雨雨,話梅艷芳有咩野有咩野有咩野,究竟做唔做到呢個演唱會,我今日證明左俾自己睇,只要有信心既話,無-難-事。”





“無論聽日係惦,我會做好今日,積極地面對我以後的人生。”





“呢場係一場好長既,可能係硬戰,但係我覺得每個人都需要有呢個信心,有呢個念頭,我地唔可以lap亂話俾人地聽,我地放棄,唔要呢個人生,因為呢個係上天賜給我地,既然我地決定左我地既人生既話,我地將唔會改變,我繼續會努力,兼奮鬥。”





很多人都拿《胭脂扣》里,饰演十二少(陈振邦)的张国荣对饰演红牌妓女如花的梅艳芳说的一句话:“如夢如幻月,若即若離花”来怀念离世的梅艳芳。几年以后,还会有多少人会记得梅艳芳唱过的歌,演过的戏,做过的事呢?由或者还会记得这个艺人呢?正如该节目主持人所说的,生命依然要繼續,怀念依然要存.........

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

我与剧坊的心路历程

forwarded from 心向太阳剧坊blog





2003年,国明与天洋招募《梦天堂》舞台剧工作人员,我与舍友浩浩荡荡加入了。 过程忙但却有意义,充实。由于不熟悉剧坊运作,期间我都很直接表露不满,还向制作人大喊大叫。但是这初体验,让我对舞台剧有多一些些的认识。至少让我知道舞台剧并不是我之前所认识,那所谓的‘深奥艺术品’。





《椅子。人》我并没有太多的参与感,因为看到很多陌生的面孔,可以说是在后期进剧场的时候我才参与。当时还蛮怀念从前与舍友们每晚一起走到宿舍楼下排戏的日子,刹那间此时此刻只能变成专属《梦天堂》的回忆...





我在《梦天堂》发生电源短路意外大难不死后,我依稀记得剧坊‘老将’秋风姐说过一些话,当时的我还以为我以后就负责灯光的,但是在《爱之路》一跳就跳到去助理制作人的岗位。很多时候都要跟着制作人去面对社会人士,政府部门,赞助商媒体等。所谓人情冷暖,个中滋味只有经历过才能体会...短短的几个月,可以确确实实地感受到舞台剧的路是多么的不易走呐!





我知道最近剧坊面临逼迁的问题,也很令我痛心,毕竟要找到好像Ue3那样‘平,靓,正’的落脚地真的不容易。由于我生活加上环境的不便,几乎没有参与剧坊的活动。我终于明白为什么剧坊的大部分的会员好像掉落在流水上的叶子一样...因为我也是其中一片吧!





虽然剧坊面临重重难关,但是我深信以后的心向太阳剧坊是发光发热的!我都这么深信着... 衷心盼望剧坊可以找到更多能抵抗流水的沉石... ~洁如~

忆学院生活~~1

前几天朋友才说,她刚进学院的时候,看到我做一份group assignment, 很用心,即使其他组员没有什么参与,我都坚持熬夜把assignment做出来,但是我对这件事真的没有印象...但是我记得我被那一个subject的讲师看好...



而且我组做的两次assignment都被称赞...那时我也以为自己会做出色的记者的...但是光辉的日子不长久,我承认我刚进学院的时候我有付出努力,但是三分钟热度,才过了一个学期,就开始懒下来了。我把学院的时候考试当普通日子。考前几小时才跟同学借note来看。拿着note赖在床上睡着了。



那时我看舍友都很bik cik我吧!哈哈哈!自己又不做notes,到最后一分钟才跟他们借来看,害到他们不能读多两下。进到考场,作弊的味道超重。而我就lan清高没有同流合污,只靠自己读了一点点的东西,加上一点点的小聪明+幸运来考试。一个学期考10科左右,对我来说,管他!failed掉一些不用retest 的科。可以毕到业就好了。



我这样的读书和考试态度,在spm前就开始了吧...还记得biology什么都没有读,考的前一晚还拿着biology书睡觉...大家在紧张到谁不着的时候,我竟然可以什么都没读过,还睡得下!所以spm成绩出炉,朋友问起,都不相信我竟然只拿了一个A而已!



话说回头,虽然学院有点烂,但是有些讲师还不错的...但是得过且过的态度让自己很多东西都不懂,不知道,来到社会工作只有混饭吃罗...



还在读着书的你们,千万不要步我的后尘呐!

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Mr. J & Miss I Wedding Day

Mr. Jacky ask Shan Yuan to shoot for his wedding. So i follow Shan Yuan and Jin Hui go to Jacky's hometown,Seremban 5 o'clock in the morning. This is the 1st time i follow almost the wedding schedule. We reach there about 7am and found out he still sleeping.... =.=''' ask us reach before 7am pula...



We saw a pretty car in the house. And SHan Yuan say that is Fair Lady. I dont much about cars, but i know it expensive and it seems dream car of many guy.



teddy bear + fair lady = bride's car


The whole morning i in blur blur status, and in the bride house, i miss the 玩新郎 part. Cause too many people inside, so i sit outside the house, just slightly know whats goin on inside. @.@



接新娘成功!



Guess where to have wedding dinner? Palace of Golden House! gosh....This is the 1st time i went to this high class place..Before the dinner start, i help to be lighting for a while. This wedding dinner a bit special, here no ‘签到表’, but use 即影即有相机 to snap every guess who attend the dinner and hang on the photo on a tree branch provided. Jacky's cousin nonstop walking around us and snap our photo. Especially mine!When i holding the light!Geramnya! Even this cousin's brother also use the 即影即有相机 to snap my stupid face! And hang on the tree! geramnya! Jin Hui not allow me to take the photo, and even put to higher branch! =.=



Me and Jacky Shan Yuan and Jin Hui



新人入席 (wedding march i think) and 第一道菜肴上菜 is the important part of the wedding dinner. That time i should help to take care of the lighting girl and the camera man, but me myself pokkai pula! =.=''' shamed of myself! Because of that, Shan Yuan cant shoot the whole part of the 第一道菜肴上菜. 真的是‘食野唔做野,做野就打烂野’,‘仆街王,越帮越忙’!



colleagues



Since i drink red wine, and since the red wine is healthy, so that night is my 2nd time to drink red wine. After 1 glass of red wine, i felt my ears and face hot. I ask chooi ping that sat beside me, she shocked when she saw my face! Really like 关公! gosh....It happen again! Then Alice and her boyfriend came, and ask all of us drink 1 glass in 1 shot. I have no time and chance to reject. after the 2nd glass of redwine, i felt a bit dizzy. Shit! Then they all found out my chest and back also red!



looks drunk d me


Caren and me



Jin Hui and me


搞笑的Jin Hui and me



醉醉地0既花姐加入陣容


Alice and Chooi Ping with looks 醉 d me



@.@ They all said me 'u drunk!' and i nonstop deny....'我無醉!我好清醒!' Even Jacky also told people around me '睇住她' =.=''' 我真系清醒嘎!点解無人信我?So the rest of the shooting, Jin Hui the one who hold the light, and, me? just eat and and eat...and nonstop say 我沒醉...無鬼用!



一對新人with us. watch carefully! my skin with other was different from others!



After the wedding dinner end, and guests were home, and i start stop dizzy and not that hot n red. I plan to get back my stupid photo that hang on the tree, but...IT GONE!!! A few days later when Jacky back from holiday, he told me that his cousin took the photo! ARGHHH! Fen Cheong! >.< 變態佬!!!



This is the 1st time i follow almost the wedding schedule. I found out wedding is really a damn tiring 'activity'! and bride and bridegroom have to smile all the day till night! And the preparation quite tiring too...! 所以,唔乜事都唔好立亂結婚或者離婚丫!

Friday, December 01, 2006

1st December -- World Aids Day

一年前的今天,我第一次被抢手机,我第一天在心向太阳剧坊上班...但是12月1号是更有的意义的日子--世界爱滋病日。





因为《爱之路》舞台剧,我了解到爱滋病。因为《爱之路》舞台剧,我接触到爱滋病带菌者。也因为《爱之路》舞台剧,我看到大马人对爱滋病知识的严重缺乏,对爱滋病的严重错误的观念,对爱滋病这三个字的排斥,还有对爱滋病带菌者和患者的歧视。





我感到很痛心。对社会人士的无知感到失望。往往就是这些无知害死人。就是这些无知让更多人感染爱滋病。在资讯网络发达的社会,年轻人也不了解爱滋病这个课题。可悲的是,去年共有280万人死于爱滋病。可能有人会想:全世界有酱多人,死酱多人不出奇呀!也就是说每分钟就有5.3个人死于爱滋病。是死于爱滋病!一个多么惊人的数字!但是又有多少人去关注这个数目?这个课题?





认识吉隆坡爱滋支援服务社现任主席,也是某收容中心的创办人。就如《爱之路》里的一句对白:‘爱滋路并不好走’。从他身上可以感受到这些年来的从事这个工作的艰辛。但是他犹如一支蜡烛,把希望,把祝福带给更多的人。他,是爱滋病带菌者。

so what?



爱滋病并不可怕,不了解才是真正的可怕。每個人都有一条人生道路,不管他走的是不幸的“愛滋路”或是幸福的愛之路,让我們一起用爱滋养每一個生命。





STOP AIDS. KEEP THE PROMISE.





related infro:

http://www.nanyang.com/index.php?ch=7&pg=10&ac=673709

http://www.unaids.org/en/



Support World AIDS Day



Support World AIDS Day

祝伟城同学早日康复

那天在中国伟城同学少有地msn我,说他车祸了,我还以为是小事,毕竟他还可以msn告诉我嘛!之后说要去医院,就这样放away了...还来不及问他详情的说...



同一天,同是到中国留学的莉洁同学就告诉我,伟成在医院要施手术,帮他祷告。详情她也不是很清楚。她也是听学姐说的。



晚上跟同学们和IF喝茶的时候,IF都很震惊。当然,没有人知道这件事。老豆家权就立刻打长途电话到伟城的宿舍...但是他不在...伟城同学的情况还是个谜.....



第二天才从莉洁同学了解到一些情况。是伟城同学脚车与车的车祸。伟城同学的左手骨折,当了手术方了铁片进去,一年还要取出来。很严重耶! 真佩服他车祸后还可以有闲情回宿舍msn我!



本来是星期六出院,但是却伟城同学嫌闷,今天就出院了。盼望他早日康复...踏脚车要小心....