那晚接到消息，说何家扬去世，错愕，想不到又有人离开...还打电话给诗作确认。虽然小学毕业后都没有交流，但毕竟都是认识的。最后一次见面是新年的聚会吧！虽然就站在不远处，但是可以感觉大家已经不像小学那样可以玩闹在一块...就只能几句：‘最近怎样啊？在那里做工啊？’的嘘寒问暖。（不过好过当天完全没有交流的吧）还跟kean wei感慨没有跟他拍到两人合照..
还没从诗那里得到确认，就收到另一消息，有人搞错了，那不是他，是他哥，说是脑细胞受感染不治。虚惊一场。有人就说‘不是家扬就好’。但是这句话似乎...他哥也不是人吗？也是年轻有为啊！
-到底是哪一条粉肠没有确认就第一个开始到处传？
-在msn里让更多人虚惊一场，不好意思
-还好来得及刹车，还没sms ‘宣扬’出去，不然...更lak seh
-为什么没有人没想到打去他的电话确认？（还是没有人敢？）
-原来我是没有他的联络电话的
愿他的哥安息...
Receive a news that night, says that hoo kah yang pass away. shocked. called to ah see to get confirm in no doubt. i know we never talk after primary school, but still consider we know each other right? the last time we met should be chinese new year gathering, although we just standing not far from each other, but i know we cant back to the old days...play n fool around as old days..just those few simple 'Hi, how are you, where u work' (but should be better than those never talk right). me n kean wei still feel unfortunately cause never take photo with him.
before i get double comfirm from ah see, i get another news : thats not him, thats his elder brother, brain cell infected by bacteria causes death. got people said 'luckily not hoo kah yang'. but this words seems to be a bit...his brother not human also? also Premature death ar!
-who's that idiot spread the wrong information?
-sorry to scared other people in msn
-feel reassuring i haven spread the news out through sms..else..
-why no one phone he himself for double confirm? (or no one dare?)
-i found out i dont have his contact number
hope his brother rest in peace...
Saturday, August 04, 2007
Saturday, July 21, 2007
this is what we call malaysia
copy from http://mysingaporenews.blogspot.com/2006/11/myth-91.html
List of racial discriminations in Malaysia, practiced by government as well as government agencies. This list is an open secret. Best verified by government itself because it got the statistics.
This list is not in the order of importance, that means the first one on the list is not the most important and the last one on the list does not mean least important.
This list is a common knowledge to a lot of Malaysians, especially those non-malays (Chinese, Ibans, Kadazans, Orang Asli, Tamils, etc) who were being racially discriminated.
Figures in this list are estimates only and please take it as a guide only. Government of Malaysia has the most correct figures. Is government of Malaysia too ashamed to publish their racist acts by publishing racial statistics?
This list cover a period of about 49 years since independence (1957).
List of racial discriminations (Malaysia):
(1) Out of all the 5 major banks, only one bank is multi-racial, the rest are controlled by malays
(2) 99% of Petronas directors are malays
(3) 3% of Petronas employees are Chinese
(4) 99% of 2000 Petronas gasoline stations are owned by malays
(5) 100% all contractors working under Petronas projects must be bumis status
(6) 0% of non-malay staffs is legally required in malay companies. But there must be 30% malay staffs in Chinese companies
(7) 5% of all new intake for government army, nurses, polices, is non-malays
(8) 2% is the present Chinese staff in Royal Malaysian Air Force (RMAF), drop from 40% in 1960
(9) 2% is the percentage of non-malay government servants in Putrajaya. But malays make up 98%
(10) 7% is the percentage of Chinese government servants in the whole government (in 2004), drop from 30% in 1960
(11) 95% of government contracts are given to malays
(12) 100% all business licensees are controlled by malay government e.g. Approved permits, Taxi permits, etc
(13) 80% of the Chinese rice millers in Kedah had to be sold to malay controlled Bernas in 1980s. Otherwise, life is make difficult for Chinese rice millers
(14) 100 big companies set up, owned and managed by Chinese Malaysians were taken over by government, and later managed by malays since 1970s e.g. MISC, UMBC, UTC, etc
(15) At least 10 Chinese owned bus companies (throughout Malaysia, throughout 40 years) had to be sold to MARA or other malay transport companies due to rejection by malay authority to Chinese application for bus routes and rejection for their application for new buses
(16) 2 Chinese taxi drivers were barred from driving in Johor Larkin bus station. There are about 30 taxi drivers and 3 are Chinese in October 2004. Spoiling taxi club properties was the reason given
(17) 0 non-malays are allowed to get shop lots in the new Muar bus station (November 2004)
(18) 8000 billion ringgit is the total amount the government channeled to malay pockets through ASB, ASN, MARA, privatisation of government agencies, Tabung Haji etc, through NEP over 34 years period
(19) 48 Chinese primary schools closed down since 1968 - 2000
(20) 144 Indian primary schools closed down since 1968 - 2000
(21) 2637 malay primary schools built since 1968 - 2000
(22) 2.5% is government budget for Chinese primary schools. Indian schools got only 1%, malay schools got 96.5%
(23) While a Chinese parent with RM1000 salary (monthly) cannot get school-text-book-loan, a malay parent with RM2000 salary is eligible
(24) 10 all public universities vice chancellors are malays
(25) 5% - the government universities lecturers of non-malay origins had been reduced from about 70% in 1965 to only 5% in 2004
(26) Only 5% is given to non-malays for government scholarships over 40 years
(27) 0 Chinese or Indians were sent to Japan and Korea under "Look East Policy"
(28) 128 STPM Chinese top students could not get into the course that they aspired e.g. Medicine (in 2004)
(29) 10% place for non-bumi students for MARA science schools beginning from year 2003, but only 7% are filled. Before that it was 100% malays
(30) 50 cases whereby Chinese and Indian Malaysians, are beaten up in the National Service program in 2003
(31) 25% is Malaysian Chinese population in 2004, drop from 45% in 1957
(32) 7% is the present Malaysian Indians population (2004), a drop from 12% in 1957
(33) 2 million Chinese Malaysians had emigrated to overseas since 40 years ago
(34) 0.5 million Indian Malaysians had emigrated to overseas
(35) 3 million Indonesians had migrated into Malaysia and became Malaysian citizens with bumis status
(36) 600000 are the Chinese and Indian Malaysians with red IC and were rejected repeatedly when applying for citizenship for 40 years. Perhaps 60% of them had already passed away due to old age. This shows racism of how easily Indonesians got their citizenships compare with the Chinese and Indians
(37) 5% - 15% discount for a malay to buy a house, regardless whether the malay is poor or rich
(38) 2% is what Chinese new villages get compare with 98% of what malay villages got for rural development budget
(39) 50 road names (at least) had been changed from Chinese names to other names
(40) 1 Dewan Gan Boon Leong (in Malacca) was altered to other name (e.g. Dewan Serbaguna or sort) when it was being officially used for a few days. Government try to shun Chinese names. This racism happened in around year 2000 or sort
(41) 0 churches/temples were built for each housing estate. But every housing estate got at least one mosque/surau built
(42) 3000 mosques/surau were built in all housing estates throughout Malaysia since 1970. No churches, no temples are required to be built in housing estates
(43) 1 Catholic church in Shah Alam took 20 years to apply to be constructed. But told by malay authority that it must look like a factory and not look like a church. Still not yet approved in 2004
(44) 1 publishing of Bible in Iban language banned (in 2002)
(45) 0 of the government TV stations (RTM1, RTM2, TV3) are directors of non-malay origins
(46) 30 government produced TV dramas and films always showed that the bad guys had Chinese face, and the good guys had malay face. You can check it out since 1970s. Recent years, this tendency becomes less
(47) 10 times, at least, malays (especially Umno) had threatened to massacre the Chinese Malaysians using May 13 since 1969
(48) 20 constituencies won by DAP would not get funds from the government to develop. Or these Chinese majority constituencies would be the last to be developed
(49) 100 constituencies (parliaments and states) had been racistly re-delineated so Chinese voters were diluted that Chinese candidates, particularly DAP candidates lost in election since 1970s
(50) Only 3 out of 12 human rights items are ratified by Malaysia government since 1960
(51) 0 - elimination of all forms of racial discrimination (UN Human Rights) is not ratified by Malaysia government since 1960s
(52) 20 reported cases whereby malay ambulance attendances treated Chinese patients inhumanely, and malay government hospital staffs purposely delay attending to Chinese patients in 2003. Unreported cases may be 200
(53) 50 cases each year whereby Chinese, especially Chinese youths being beaten up by malay youths in public places. We may check at police reports provided the police took the report, otherwise there will be no record
(54) 20 cases every year whereby Chinese drivers who accidentally knocked down malays were seriously assaulted or killed by malays
(55) 12% is what ASB/ASN got per annum while banks fixed deposit is only about 3.5% per annum
There are hundreds more racial discriminations in Malaysia to add to this list of "colossal" racism. It is hope that the victims of racism will write in to expose racism.
Malaysia government should publish statistics showing how much malays had benefited from the "special rights" of malays and at the same time tell the statistics of how much other minority races are being discriminated.
Hence, the responsibility lies in the Malaysia government itself to publish unadulterated statistics of racial discrimination.
If the Malaysia government hides the statistics above, then there must be some evil doings, immoral doings, shameful doings and sinful doings, like the Nazi, going on onto the non-malays of Malaysia.
Civilized nation, unlike evil Nazi, must publish statistics to show its treatment on its minority races. This is what Malaysia must publish……….
We are asking for the publication of the statistics showing how "implementation of special rights of malays" had inflicted colossal racial discrimination onto non-malays.
List of racial discriminations in Malaysia, practiced by government as well as government agencies. This list is an open secret. Best verified by government itself because it got the statistics.
This list is not in the order of importance, that means the first one on the list is not the most important and the last one on the list does not mean least important.
This list is a common knowledge to a lot of Malaysians, especially those non-malays (Chinese, Ibans, Kadazans, Orang Asli, Tamils, etc) who were being racially discriminated.
Figures in this list are estimates only and please take it as a guide only. Government of Malaysia has the most correct figures. Is government of Malaysia too ashamed to publish their racist acts by publishing racial statistics?
This list cover a period of about 49 years since independence (1957).
List of racial discriminations (Malaysia):
(1) Out of all the 5 major banks, only one bank is multi-racial, the rest are controlled by malays
(2) 99% of Petronas directors are malays
(3) 3% of Petronas employees are Chinese
(4) 99% of 2000 Petronas gasoline stations are owned by malays
(5) 100% all contractors working under Petronas projects must be bumis status
(6) 0% of non-malay staffs is legally required in malay companies. But there must be 30% malay staffs in Chinese companies
(7) 5% of all new intake for government army, nurses, polices, is non-malays
(8) 2% is the present Chinese staff in Royal Malaysian Air Force (RMAF), drop from 40% in 1960
(9) 2% is the percentage of non-malay government servants in Putrajaya. But malays make up 98%
(10) 7% is the percentage of Chinese government servants in the whole government (in 2004), drop from 30% in 1960
(11) 95% of government contracts are given to malays
(12) 100% all business licensees are controlled by malay government e.g. Approved permits, Taxi permits, etc
(13) 80% of the Chinese rice millers in Kedah had to be sold to malay controlled Bernas in 1980s. Otherwise, life is make difficult for Chinese rice millers
(14) 100 big companies set up, owned and managed by Chinese Malaysians were taken over by government, and later managed by malays since 1970s e.g. MISC, UMBC, UTC, etc
(15) At least 10 Chinese owned bus companies (throughout Malaysia, throughout 40 years) had to be sold to MARA or other malay transport companies due to rejection by malay authority to Chinese application for bus routes and rejection for their application for new buses
(16) 2 Chinese taxi drivers were barred from driving in Johor Larkin bus station. There are about 30 taxi drivers and 3 are Chinese in October 2004. Spoiling taxi club properties was the reason given
(17) 0 non-malays are allowed to get shop lots in the new Muar bus station (November 2004)
(18) 8000 billion ringgit is the total amount the government channeled to malay pockets through ASB, ASN, MARA, privatisation of government agencies, Tabung Haji etc, through NEP over 34 years period
(19) 48 Chinese primary schools closed down since 1968 - 2000
(20) 144 Indian primary schools closed down since 1968 - 2000
(21) 2637 malay primary schools built since 1968 - 2000
(22) 2.5% is government budget for Chinese primary schools. Indian schools got only 1%, malay schools got 96.5%
(23) While a Chinese parent with RM1000 salary (monthly) cannot get school-text-book-loan, a malay parent with RM2000 salary is eligible
(24) 10 all public universities vice chancellors are malays
(25) 5% - the government universities lecturers of non-malay origins had been reduced from about 70% in 1965 to only 5% in 2004
(26) Only 5% is given to non-malays for government scholarships over 40 years
(27) 0 Chinese or Indians were sent to Japan and Korea under "Look East Policy"
(28) 128 STPM Chinese top students could not get into the course that they aspired e.g. Medicine (in 2004)
(29) 10% place for non-bumi students for MARA science schools beginning from year 2003, but only 7% are filled. Before that it was 100% malays
(30) 50 cases whereby Chinese and Indian Malaysians, are beaten up in the National Service program in 2003
(31) 25% is Malaysian Chinese population in 2004, drop from 45% in 1957
(32) 7% is the present Malaysian Indians population (2004), a drop from 12% in 1957
(33) 2 million Chinese Malaysians had emigrated to overseas since 40 years ago
(34) 0.5 million Indian Malaysians had emigrated to overseas
(35) 3 million Indonesians had migrated into Malaysia and became Malaysian citizens with bumis status
(36) 600000 are the Chinese and Indian Malaysians with red IC and were rejected repeatedly when applying for citizenship for 40 years. Perhaps 60% of them had already passed away due to old age. This shows racism of how easily Indonesians got their citizenships compare with the Chinese and Indians
(37) 5% - 15% discount for a malay to buy a house, regardless whether the malay is poor or rich
(38) 2% is what Chinese new villages get compare with 98% of what malay villages got for rural development budget
(39) 50 road names (at least) had been changed from Chinese names to other names
(40) 1 Dewan Gan Boon Leong (in Malacca) was altered to other name (e.g. Dewan Serbaguna or sort) when it was being officially used for a few days. Government try to shun Chinese names. This racism happened in around year 2000 or sort
(41) 0 churches/temples were built for each housing estate. But every housing estate got at least one mosque/surau built
(42) 3000 mosques/surau were built in all housing estates throughout Malaysia since 1970. No churches, no temples are required to be built in housing estates
(43) 1 Catholic church in Shah Alam took 20 years to apply to be constructed. But told by malay authority that it must look like a factory and not look like a church. Still not yet approved in 2004
(44) 1 publishing of Bible in Iban language banned (in 2002)
(45) 0 of the government TV stations (RTM1, RTM2, TV3) are directors of non-malay origins
(46) 30 government produced TV dramas and films always showed that the bad guys had Chinese face, and the good guys had malay face. You can check it out since 1970s. Recent years, this tendency becomes less
(47) 10 times, at least, malays (especially Umno) had threatened to massacre the Chinese Malaysians using May 13 since 1969
(48) 20 constituencies won by DAP would not get funds from the government to develop. Or these Chinese majority constituencies would be the last to be developed
(49) 100 constituencies (parliaments and states) had been racistly re-delineated so Chinese voters were diluted that Chinese candidates, particularly DAP candidates lost in election since 1970s
(50) Only 3 out of 12 human rights items are ratified by Malaysia government since 1960
(51) 0 - elimination of all forms of racial discrimination (UN Human Rights) is not ratified by Malaysia government since 1960s
(52) 20 reported cases whereby malay ambulance attendances treated Chinese patients inhumanely, and malay government hospital staffs purposely delay attending to Chinese patients in 2003. Unreported cases may be 200
(53) 50 cases each year whereby Chinese, especially Chinese youths being beaten up by malay youths in public places. We may check at police reports provided the police took the report, otherwise there will be no record
(54) 20 cases every year whereby Chinese drivers who accidentally knocked down malays were seriously assaulted or killed by malays
(55) 12% is what ASB/ASN got per annum while banks fixed deposit is only about 3.5% per annum
There are hundreds more racial discriminations in Malaysia to add to this list of "colossal" racism. It is hope that the victims of racism will write in to expose racism.
Malaysia government should publish statistics showing how much malays had benefited from the "special rights" of malays and at the same time tell the statistics of how much other minority races are being discriminated.
Hence, the responsibility lies in the Malaysia government itself to publish unadulterated statistics of racial discrimination.
If the Malaysia government hides the statistics above, then there must be some evil doings, immoral doings, shameful doings and sinful doings, like the Nazi, going on onto the non-malays of Malaysia.
Civilized nation, unlike evil Nazi, must publish statistics to show its treatment on its minority races. This is what Malaysia must publish……….
We are asking for the publication of the statistics showing how "implementation of special rights of malays" had inflicted colossal racial discrimination onto non-malays.
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
negaraku
the 麻坡的话语 and kawanku creator, namewee(黄明志) 新作品：
new version of negaraku - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7cTqsSoV1SQ namewee himself upload this clip but remove by youtube. his friend/fan upload again this clip.
a news about the 文化部副部长 reaspon on this clip :
http://img17.imagevenue.com/img.php?image=62989_negaraku__NEWS_123_737lo.jpg
namewee creat another clip when he found found he will get caught soon:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qUW59bXEb0g
this is what i leave comment on his blog:
www.namewee.blogspot.com
蔡明亮的黑眼圈几度过不到大马电检局，其中一个原因是拍到一些大马不好的一面，有损大马的形象（今年是大马旅游年嘛！）难道游客来到，自己亲眼看见就不会损到大马的形象吗？
蒙古女郎案发生了这么久，查了这么久，审了这么久，是人都知道案子里面还有秘密的吧！大马这样包庇罪人，难道死者家人不会回去自己国家讲？这样就不会损大马形象？
警局挂满anti rasuah的海报，警察身上挂着anti rasuah的tag却还在伸手要钱，跟有执照的劫匪有什么分别？大马在世界贪污排行榜有名次的，今年还向冠军宝座前进，那全世界的人看到这排行榜，就不会损害大马形象？
parlimen开会比巴刹还吵还乱（youtube可以找到很多clip来看），还什么月漏论都跑出来，当场那位做最高的至喊‘cukup cukup‘ 来叫他们不要吵，让这些这么有纪律的先生小姐开这样有纪律的会议来管理国家，这样的clip外国人看了就不会有损大马形象？
想回一回这位先生/小姐：
《"Anonymous said...
洗好屁屁等坐牢吧你!!
你有想过这样煽动民族情绪有什么用吗?
加深双方的仇视
增加让动乱爆发的机会...
你认为这样对国家进步有好处吗?
你该做的不是用的烂嘴巴唱什么KUKU歌
而是用你的双手改变国家的明天!!
你这些污言秽语的歌有什么值得骄傲的?
只会更显得华人只是贫嘴的弱势民族!!
July 17, 2007 9:30 PM"》
如果国家好，就不会有煽动的机会，也不会有暴乱的机会。所谓的双手改变国家的明天是怎样？难道乖乖做好自己本分国家才会进步？voice out 事实，国家就会退步？所以国家不接受批评？
把垃圾全扫进地毯下，看不到就代表干净？
new version of negaraku - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7cTqsSoV1SQ namewee himself upload this clip but remove by youtube. his friend/fan upload again this clip.
a news about the 文化部副部长 reaspon on this clip :
http://img17.imagevenue.com/img.php?image=62989_negaraku__NEWS_123_737lo.jpg
namewee creat another clip when he found found he will get caught soon:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qUW59bXEb0g
this is what i leave comment on his blog:
www.namewee.blogspot.com
蔡明亮的黑眼圈几度过不到大马电检局，其中一个原因是拍到一些大马不好的一面，有损大马的形象（今年是大马旅游年嘛！）难道游客来到，自己亲眼看见就不会损到大马的形象吗？
蒙古女郎案发生了这么久，查了这么久，审了这么久，是人都知道案子里面还有秘密的吧！大马这样包庇罪人，难道死者家人不会回去自己国家讲？这样就不会损大马形象？
警局挂满anti rasuah的海报，警察身上挂着anti rasuah的tag却还在伸手要钱，跟有执照的劫匪有什么分别？大马在世界贪污排行榜有名次的，今年还向冠军宝座前进，那全世界的人看到这排行榜，就不会损害大马形象？
parlimen开会比巴刹还吵还乱（youtube可以找到很多clip来看），还什么月漏论都跑出来，当场那位做最高的至喊‘cukup cukup‘ 来叫他们不要吵，让这些这么有纪律的先生小姐开这样有纪律的会议来管理国家，这样的clip外国人看了就不会有损大马形象？
想回一回这位先生/小姐：
《"Anonymous said...
洗好屁屁等坐牢吧你!!
你有想过这样煽动民族情绪有什么用吗?
加深双方的仇视
增加让动乱爆发的机会...
你认为这样对国家进步有好处吗?
你该做的不是用的烂嘴巴唱什么KUKU歌
而是用你的双手改变国家的明天!!
你这些污言秽语的歌有什么值得骄傲的?
只会更显得华人只是贫嘴的弱势民族!!
July 17, 2007 9:30 PM"》
如果国家好，就不会有煽动的机会，也不会有暴乱的机会。所谓的双手改变国家的明天是怎样？难道乖乖做好自己本分国家才会进步？voice out 事实，国家就会退步？所以国家不接受批评？
把垃圾全扫进地毯下，看不到就代表干净？
Thursday, June 28, 2007
无助 / helpless
已经离开了很久很久....我连祷告都不会了......
i left quite a long time....till i dont know how to pray....
i left quite a long time....till i dont know how to pray....
我怎么了？/ what hapen to me?
昨天因为一件小事而把憋在肚子里的消极心情全都借机发泄出来。对，很多很多的事情都憋在心里，多到像沸腾的粥一样溢出来，在那一瞬间崩溃。
福建歌：“心事na beh讲出来，有谁人会知？”对，我没跟任何人说，似乎谁都不是我的倾诉对象。看来是平常一样的我，我心里是非常清楚我的心情像鳄鱼潭，湖面平静却里面有着危险，谁都不能靠近，心理上老早就出现问题。或许我应该找一些心理学的书籍来了解自己的状况，也或许我是时候找一找心理学医生聊聊天...
向往.....
Yesterday due to a small incident, i grabbed the opportunity to vent out all my negetive mood. Yea, a lot of things hold in my heart, like a boiling porridge overflow, collapsed in that instant.
A hokkien song :"no one know u if u never tell." Yea, i never tell to anybody mine, seems everybody not the right people to talk with. I look just exactly a normal but I'm pretty sure my feeling just like a crocodile lake, look peace on the lake, but danger inside; no one can go near to that lake, as what i thiking: Psychological sick. perhaps i should find some psychologi books to learn more about myself, or maybe i should talk to Psychologist...
looking forward.....
福建歌：“心事na beh讲出来，有谁人会知？”对，我没跟任何人说，似乎谁都不是我的倾诉对象。看来是平常一样的我，我心里是非常清楚我的心情像鳄鱼潭，湖面平静却里面有着危险，谁都不能靠近，心理上老早就出现问题。或许我应该找一些心理学的书籍来了解自己的状况，也或许我是时候找一找心理学医生聊聊天...
向往.....
Yesterday due to a small incident, i grabbed the opportunity to vent out all my negetive mood. Yea, a lot of things hold in my heart, like a boiling porridge overflow, collapsed in that instant.
A hokkien song :"no one know u if u never tell." Yea, i never tell to anybody mine, seems everybody not the right people to talk with. I look just exactly a normal but I'm pretty sure my feeling just like a crocodile lake, look peace on the lake, but danger inside; no one can go near to that lake, as what i thiking: Psychological sick. perhaps i should find some psychologi books to learn more about myself, or maybe i should talk to Psychologist...
looking forward.....
Friday, June 22, 2007
waste/浪费
Maybe famine 30 is a hint to remind my attitude now...
recently i found out i will left something on my dishers. The past, no matter how full am i, no matter how distasteful am i, i will think of those poor communities and just told myself how nice condition i am in now, i cant waste, i must try anyway to finish them. But now, throw or just left them there whenever feel full, distastefull or appetite. I will start complain on everything just not to finish them. What happen to me now? Is it condition i'm having become better? Or i forget what is thanks giving?
可能饥饿30是提醒我这个不良习惯的....
最近发现自己开始会吃剩食物...以前，就算吃到肚子多胀，就算多食物难吃，我都会想到那些一天都可能没吃到一餐的人们，告诉自己我是多么地幸福，我不可以浪费食物，无论如何都要把吃完...可是现在，饱了，不要吃，丢；不好吃，丢；没胃口，吃不下，丢，我到底怎么了？是环境越来越好了？还是不记得什么是感恩了？
recently i found out i will left something on my dishers. The past, no matter how full am i, no matter how distasteful am i, i will think of those poor communities and just told myself how nice condition i am in now, i cant waste, i must try anyway to finish them. But now, throw or just left them there whenever feel full, distastefull or appetite. I will start complain on everything just not to finish them. What happen to me now? Is it condition i'm having become better? Or i forget what is thanks giving?
可能饥饿30是提醒我这个不良习惯的....
最近发现自己开始会吃剩食物...以前，就算吃到肚子多胀，就算多食物难吃，我都会想到那些一天都可能没吃到一餐的人们，告诉自己我是多么地幸福，我不可以浪费食物，无论如何都要把吃完...可是现在，饱了，不要吃，丢；不好吃，丢；没胃口，吃不下，丢，我到底怎么了？是环境越来越好了？还是不记得什么是感恩了？
忆曾经无聊的日子
想写下，是怕自己渐渐衰退的记忆力记不起来....
突然听到光良和曹格的《少年》，就想说上网download，阴差阳错（其实是那时我不懂歌名，跑去打‘年少’）下找到年少的歌，一些画面涌现在我脑海....
记得那是semester break，在家超无聊的我，开着电脑，玩着window的minesweeper，听着当时是年少的新专辑，就这样重复地玩，重复地听了一个下午，老妈子吹她的成名曲之一‘催吃曲’催我去吃饭。跟我住过的人都知道，我是那种不能接受不停地重复听同一堆歌的人，但是那一个下午我却这么做了！
我不记得那个专辑的名字，也不知道怎样得到那整个专辑的歌，更加不懂我怎样从吉隆坡弄进我家金宝的电脑(那时我没有pendrive)，只记得那时我重复听好多好多遍...还记得开学之后逼朋友教我用福建话唱《大风吹》的chorus部分，再不停地用我的烂歌喉+超烂不准的福建华唱，非要扰人上课做功课吃饭睡觉冲凉生活到人家bik cik叫我住嘴...我还是在唱...就只那么两句chorus...呵呵呵...those were the days...
现在都尝试在找回那些歌曲，一些部分都还能哼着唱...现在回想起来我也觉得奇怪：为什么我不会对这个专辑重复听而感到厌烦？是太无聊了？还是真的耐听？不过可以一提的是：马来西亚的歌并不是都lame和难听的。大马歌艺圈加油！
突然听到光良和曹格的《少年》，就想说上网download，阴差阳错（其实是那时我不懂歌名，跑去打‘年少’）下找到年少的歌，一些画面涌现在我脑海....
记得那是semester break，在家超无聊的我，开着电脑，玩着window的minesweeper，听着当时是年少的新专辑，就这样重复地玩，重复地听了一个下午，老妈子吹她的成名曲之一‘催吃曲’催我去吃饭。跟我住过的人都知道，我是那种不能接受不停地重复听同一堆歌的人，但是那一个下午我却这么做了！
我不记得那个专辑的名字，也不知道怎样得到那整个专辑的歌，更加不懂我怎样从吉隆坡弄进我家金宝的电脑(那时我没有pendrive)，只记得那时我重复听好多好多遍...还记得开学之后逼朋友教我用福建话唱《大风吹》的chorus部分，再不停地用我的烂歌喉+超烂不准的福建华唱，非要扰人上课做功课吃饭睡觉冲凉生活到人家bik cik叫我住嘴...我还是在唱...就只那么两句chorus...呵呵呵...those were the days...
现在都尝试在找回那些歌曲，一些部分都还能哼着唱...现在回想起来我也觉得奇怪：为什么我不会对这个专辑重复听而感到厌烦？是太无聊了？还是真的耐听？不过可以一提的是：马来西亚的歌并不是都lame和难听的。大马歌艺圈加油！
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
egg crack day
People may know, this year my egg crack day is same with father's day. As same as previous year, we dont celebrate father's day. I didn't back to kampar and part of the reason cause work and $$ too.
People asked me : How i celebrate this day? Maybe as what i said : I'm old joh. Now birthday for me is a day that thanks mum who give birth to me, thanks giving that I alive till now, cake n celebration and gift is no more important to me. maybe some blessing from 'shuk bak hing dei, sam gu lok poh, gak ling lun seh, chan peng cik yau' is enough for me. At least they remember my day. Right?
Wake up, attend church service, (so long never attend sunday service joh, 1st time go that church somemore, LOL) have a better lunch at one utama with my bf, work, go home n take 2 hours nap, wake up, eat sardin sandwich that made by my bf (i'm too lazy to cook), and watch movie using my pc. oh ya, and reply testi in friendster, reply hp msg, msn....thanks for the blessing dude!
Maybe u guys not believe / hard to believe, but this really how i pass my day this year...Hahaha!
People asked me : How i celebrate this day? Maybe as what i said : I'm old joh. Now birthday for me is a day that thanks mum who give birth to me, thanks giving that I alive till now, cake n celebration and gift is no more important to me. maybe some blessing from 'shuk bak hing dei, sam gu lok poh, gak ling lun seh, chan peng cik yau' is enough for me. At least they remember my day. Right?
Wake up, attend church service, (so long never attend sunday service joh, 1st time go that church somemore, LOL) have a better lunch at one utama with my bf, work, go home n take 2 hours nap, wake up, eat sardin sandwich that made by my bf (i'm too lazy to cook), and watch movie using my pc. oh ya, and reply testi in friendster, reply hp msg, msn....thanks for the blessing dude!
Maybe u guys not believe / hard to believe, but this really how i pass my day this year...Hahaha!
spyware!arghh!!!
stupid spyware!!! i'm having problem with it! adaware..nope...AVG..nope...who else can help me??
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
征服
偶然发现爬山可以拾到征服感、毅力、坚持...也很久很久没有运动了...那一天回家乡终于如愿以偿了！就找了个‘想当年’可以一口气到山顶的龙山道。cheh...sap sap水啦！还很神气地笑我男朋友一定爬到一半要我等他。
龙山道路牌已见，但往日的路不知所综，有的就是黄泥路和一排新的屋子。去问了附近的人家，才发现还有另一条的入口。屈指一算，我都四五年没来了！难怪那个uncle用奇怪的表情回答我...
上气不接下气、脸色发白、脚酸软、有点晕，都是我每一次运动的状态，想必这次也一样，继续我的步伐，过了我称之为‘过渡期’后就不是问题了。那时第一站都还没到。心想：可不是这么快就累了吧！继续往上爬，真的不行了！已经到极限了！第一站还没到就真的下山了。还严重到下山的时候脚软...
全程都只花了半个小时就回到车上来。那一丁点的什么征服感、什么毅力什么坚持都拾不到，反而更严重被挫败，心情更一度跌入谷底。所谓的‘想当年’真的变成想当年了！现在都那一句话：老了！
龙山道路牌已见，但往日的路不知所综，有的就是黄泥路和一排新的屋子。去问了附近的人家，才发现还有另一条的入口。屈指一算，我都四五年没来了！难怪那个uncle用奇怪的表情回答我...
上气不接下气、脸色发白、脚酸软、有点晕，都是我每一次运动的状态，想必这次也一样，继续我的步伐，过了我称之为‘过渡期’后就不是问题了。那时第一站都还没到。心想：可不是这么快就累了吧！继续往上爬，真的不行了！已经到极限了！第一站还没到就真的下山了。还严重到下山的时候脚软...
全程都只花了半个小时就回到车上来。那一丁点的什么征服感、什么毅力什么坚持都拾不到，反而更严重被挫败，心情更一度跌入谷底。所谓的‘想当年’真的变成想当年了！现在都那一句话：老了！
mother's day
this year 1st time celebrate mother's day...we went to ipoh 2 in 1 (BBQ and steamboat) restaurant to have our dinner...3 out of 6 never been such restaurant before..during the meal, got laughter (so long never have that), got people not sactisfy the eating place i choose, got people split his drink (every meal sure have at least 1 case...traditional lai d ;p), got people nonstop talk and eat less, got people nonstop cook the food and eat less, but got people nonstop eat...
alike? not alike?
somebody found out they fat joh...i'm the 1 of the so call 'them'! no body shape d bucket! T.T Go and return home with left(mum) and right(my sis) 'altec lansing' speaker...and of course a woofer(my bro) in the car! @.@ noisy family
alike? not alike?
somebody found out they fat joh...i'm the 1 of the so call 'them'! no body shape d bucket! T.T Go and return home with left(mum) and right(my sis) 'altec lansing' speaker...and of course a woofer(my bro) in the car! @.@ noisy family
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
要坚强啊！
今天收到消息,说威强的父亲车祸去世。我一直都向他拿不到手机号码，就在这里传达信息给他 ：
我听到你父亲的消息，不止我，想必你也感到震惊。我不认识你父亲，也没见过他，不过还是希望你父亲rest in peace...往后的日子，你家的重担将落在身为长子的你身上，你要坚强啊！无论发生什么事，无论生活多艰巨，要记得，还有你的家人、你的伴侣、还有MDBC、朋友们在你身边支持者你，鼓励着你，而我也会在远处，精神上支持你的！
我听到你父亲的消息，不止我，想必你也感到震惊。我不认识你父亲，也没见过他，不过还是希望你父亲rest in peace...往后的日子，你家的重担将落在身为长子的你身上，你要坚强啊！无论发生什么事，无论生活多艰巨，要记得，还有你的家人、你的伴侣、还有MDBC、朋友们在你身边支持者你，鼓励着你，而我也会在远处，精神上支持你的！
love is.... MV
This is the MV i made when i'm in college. thats the one n only MV i made so far. without great assist of jinhui n shanyuan, i can imagine how worse this MV would be. thanks dude!
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Thursday, May 10, 2007
i smell something
i smell something
the feeling stronger than before
oh..gosh
i hate that feeling
i rather i know nothing
or wish it never happen
things happen just like 2 balls throw on my left n right side
when i trying to avoid the balls
but look worst
hits on me harder
and i couldnt even escape
escape means give up
no....no!dont want!
greedy me
feel helpless
i know thing will become worse than now
maybe i'm goin to a dark cage
just hope that god will change my direction
or prepare another brighter path in front of me...
or...should i escape?
the feeling stronger than before
oh..gosh
i hate that feeling
i rather i know nothing
or wish it never happen
things happen just like 2 balls throw on my left n right side
when i trying to avoid the balls
but look worst
hits on me harder
and i couldnt even escape
escape means give up
no....no!dont want!
greedy me
feel helpless
i know thing will become worse than now
maybe i'm goin to a dark cage
just hope that god will change my direction
or prepare another brighter path in front of me...
or...should i escape?
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
严重的失误
第一次犯了这么严重的失误，一时不能原谅自己...
那天傍晚，第一次地从低楼爬楼梯到25楼，在为这事沾沾自喜+自觉‘宝刀’已经老的时候，不知道是不是只想着回家，还是太‘得意忘形’，竟然把整串锁匙插在大木门外就进屋子了！
5个小时后，我朋友回来，下了他们一跳！那时已经是半夜12点了。如果他们没有回来，如果刚好有不法之徒经过看到，后果真的不堪设想了....真的是所谓的‘甘大只gak la随街跳、引贼入屋’罗！聪明一点的歹徒也有可能拿我的锁匙去打一串一模一样，再插回去，再找个好时机把屋子一扫而空也说不定...
经朋友一说，自己再幻想一下后果的严重性；为了我的安全，也为了室友和家私电脑们的安全，我当场拿了我的窗口锁头‘顶住档’，第二天再买一个新的。
不多不少抱着越贵越好的心态+店员的介绍，我买了一个RM45的锁头，回到公司被同事笑我买贵了...看了看锁头，真的不值得？？
“这笔钱是拿来破财挡灾啦....”在想着因为自己的失误浪费了钱的同时，也这么安慰着自己...
那天傍晚，第一次地从低楼爬楼梯到25楼，在为这事沾沾自喜+自觉‘宝刀’已经老的时候，不知道是不是只想着回家，还是太‘得意忘形’，竟然把整串锁匙插在大木门外就进屋子了！
5个小时后，我朋友回来，下了他们一跳！那时已经是半夜12点了。如果他们没有回来，如果刚好有不法之徒经过看到，后果真的不堪设想了....真的是所谓的‘甘大只gak la随街跳、引贼入屋’罗！聪明一点的歹徒也有可能拿我的锁匙去打一串一模一样，再插回去，再找个好时机把屋子一扫而空也说不定...
经朋友一说，自己再幻想一下后果的严重性；为了我的安全，也为了室友和家私电脑们的安全，我当场拿了我的窗口锁头‘顶住档’，第二天再买一个新的。
不多不少抱着越贵越好的心态+店员的介绍，我买了一个RM45的锁头，回到公司被同事笑我买贵了...看了看锁头，真的不值得？？
“这笔钱是拿来破财挡灾啦....”在想着因为自己的失误浪费了钱的同时，也这么安慰着自己...
Sunday, April 29, 2007
late post about CNY - 2nd day of CNY
今年没有在外婆家度过，就因为姐姐一句话：想吃火锅。拜完年，就匆匆回家准备火锅的食物。初二，通常大姑二姑都会过来一起吃餐饭。近这几年就不大齐人了..可能婆婆在新加坡的关系吧！大姑一家去澳洲度过新年，今年就只我们和二姑一家了。
提议的是姐姐，但是跑掉的也是姐姐。她竟然在今天跑去槟城玩！>.<
印象中，应该是第一次在家开火锅餐吧！却都没有火锅的feel的！桌子太小，炉就在另外一边；妈妈觉得为了省时间，就快收快叫地把食物丢进炉里，熟了，捞上来放在桌子上，再不停地重复这一系列的动作。我们就只是负责坐在桌子前把熟了的食物吃完就行了。全程就是不停地吃就行了。爸爸很快就离座，才发现他不喜欢吃火锅。硬硬把一大碗满满的食物端去客厅，丢在他面前，管他恨着说不要，都像聋子似地跑回去厨房继续大战。
借爸爸的手机（雍比我好的手机T.T）随便拍了几张烂到不行的照片：
像一场快速又平静的战争
（左起）小弟，表哥伯鸣和姑丈
自以为很靓仔+超级自恋狂的大弟-难得摆一个超丑的pose
夜晚来临，当然是我的活跃时间。又一次去了Dato的家。赌的赌，闲聊的闲聊，无聊的无聊。
赌神'mou'街
我和英豪（被人当msn display pic一段时间，原因是我的样子很搞笑 =.= ）
我和叉烧包
我和一年才见一次的嘉俊（>.< 我和他都异口同声觉得下次见面再拍过一张）
顺某人的要求摆的样子
塞不进我的头？还是photographer的问题？
把我们当布景的ah yew和Dato
不只是嘉俊故意还是无意的全家福
提议的是姐姐，但是跑掉的也是姐姐。她竟然在今天跑去槟城玩！>.<
印象中，应该是第一次在家开火锅餐吧！却都没有火锅的feel的！桌子太小，炉就在另外一边；妈妈觉得为了省时间，就快收快叫地把食物丢进炉里，熟了，捞上来放在桌子上，再不停地重复这一系列的动作。我们就只是负责坐在桌子前把熟了的食物吃完就行了。全程就是不停地吃就行了。爸爸很快就离座，才发现他不喜欢吃火锅。硬硬把一大碗满满的食物端去客厅，丢在他面前，管他恨着说不要，都像聋子似地跑回去厨房继续大战。
借爸爸的手机（雍比我好的手机T.T）随便拍了几张烂到不行的照片：
像一场快速又平静的战争
（左起）小弟，表哥伯鸣和姑丈
自以为很靓仔+超级自恋狂的大弟-难得摆一个超丑的pose
夜晚来临，当然是我的活跃时间。又一次去了Dato的家。赌的赌，闲聊的闲聊，无聊的无聊。
赌神'mou'街
我和英豪（被人当msn display pic一段时间，原因是我的样子很搞笑 =.= ）
我和叉烧包
我和一年才见一次的嘉俊（>.< 我和他都异口同声觉得下次见面再拍过一张）
顺某人的要求摆的样子
塞不进我的头？还是photographer的问题？
把我们当布景的ah yew和Dato
不只是嘉俊故意还是无意的全家福
aunty RIP
昨晚收到ah see的MSG，说佩珊的母亲去世了。打电话回去问收风快的妈妈，才知道aunty已经在一个星期前入住Pantai医院了...两三天前出院回家，最后还是捱不住....我也不清楚什么病，但是在去年新年就听说过aunty的脚已经出了状况，行动不便。今年新年没能去到佩珊家拜年，没想到那就是我的最后机会探望她老人家... :< 如果是受病折磨，希望她得到解脱...
打算在过一两天过后才联络佩珊...希望她振作起来，takziah...
难道今年是不祥之年？？
打算在过一两天过后才联络佩珊...希望她振作起来，takziah...
难道今年是不祥之年？？
Friday, April 27, 2007
大便的比喻
一个误会
就像一块小鼻屎
塞在你的鼻子
当你没有清理
就会越存越多
最后
塞着鼻子
透不过气来
一个误会
就像一堆牙屎
不勤刷牙
最后
牙烂
被逼拔掉
一个误会
就像一堆耳屎
不把它挖走
就会让你什么也听不进去
一个误会
就像眼屎
不把它抹掉
就看不到眼前所发生的事
一个误会
就像大肠里的大便
不大出来
久了
就越来越多
越来越臭
到时毒素满身跑
脾气也变得格外暴躁
一个误会被置之不理
可以越滚越大
足以让你看不清听不清事实
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
RIP 文扬
那天在逛pc fair的时候接到一通电话，说文扬出事了..
“据说上上星期六他是在"沙登"附近發生車禍,邵事司機報案說是他闖紅燈,他轉了3間醫院,在醫院昏迷了一天,沒有動手術,原因是沒有醫生.庆幸第2天他醒了過來,第3,第4天會打電話聊天,第五天忽然間腦部細菌感染,
進入ICU,病情急轉直下,星期日早上醫生宣布他腦死.”（载自金慧的部落格）
他的心脏都还在跳动。他家人都不肯签字，和拔掉那些仪器。是吧！心脏跳动，说不定有奇迹会醒来呢！他的家人都在等着那个奇迹吧...况且，要签下字，要让自己的亲生儿子死，是痛苦的抉择。
最后还是在星期一的那一天，抉择作了，正式去世了。上个月一个学弟，这个月一个同学....下个月只奢望大家都活得好好的...
不记得四年前的哪一天...初到学院的我...不知道如何认识了他...在那一晚大家聚在mamak...那几句“你81年的？做么酱迟才读书的？之前做什么来wor?哪里人？怡保？我金宝的耶！.....”......都在记忆里......
“据说上上星期六他是在"沙登"附近發生車禍,邵事司機報案說是他闖紅燈,他轉了3間醫院,在醫院昏迷了一天,沒有動手術,原因是沒有醫生.庆幸第2天他醒了過來,第3,第4天會打電話聊天,第五天忽然間腦部細菌感染,
進入ICU,病情急轉直下,星期日早上醫生宣布他腦死.”（载自金慧的部落格）
他的心脏都还在跳动。他家人都不肯签字，和拔掉那些仪器。是吧！心脏跳动，说不定有奇迹会醒来呢！他的家人都在等着那个奇迹吧...况且，要签下字，要让自己的亲生儿子死，是痛苦的抉择。
最后还是在星期一的那一天，抉择作了，正式去世了。上个月一个学弟，这个月一个同学....下个月只奢望大家都活得好好的...
不记得四年前的哪一天...初到学院的我...不知道如何认识了他...在那一晚大家聚在mamak...那几句“你81年的？做么酱迟才读书的？之前做什么来wor?哪里人？怡保？我金宝的耶！.....”......都在记忆里......
Saturday, April 14, 2007
打击
一直以来都希望可以做些事
机会来了
却出现很多阻碍
好，没关系
还有你们的支持
一切都可以解决
最后，
却因为偏见
我的愿望受了重重的一击！
也许，
心情可以影响很多东西
也可以影响很深
但是心情加偏见
更可以影响一个结局
我知道他们（或他？）对我存有很大的偏见
这是一个全世界都知道的事实
但我却无可奈何
也让你们束手无策
那天有个就没联络的老朋友
谈起以前的事
也勾起我一些遗忘了的回忆
原来
我们大家都共同有很多很多的回忆
纵然我已经很明确地知道答案
我还是不禁地问自己
这些时光会再出现吗？
让自己变得更怀念过去
更舍不得过去
无形中施压于一些人
可能他们也都已经怕了我吧
颤抖地哭了
激动得很
感到不甘心
很受委屈
却深沉一想
我也必须付出一半的责任
出外逛一逛，玩一玩
心情也都平复了
之前的一切都不怎么在意了
算吧！
又不是第一次了
撇不掉的关系
以后的日子
肯定还会遇上
除非我放弃
机会来了
却出现很多阻碍
好，没关系
还有你们的支持
一切都可以解决
最后，
却因为偏见
我的愿望受了重重的一击！
也许，
心情可以影响很多东西
也可以影响很深
但是心情加偏见
更可以影响一个结局
我知道他们（或他？）对我存有很大的偏见
这是一个全世界都知道的事实
但我却无可奈何
也让你们束手无策
那天有个就没联络的老朋友
谈起以前的事
也勾起我一些遗忘了的回忆
原来
我们大家都共同有很多很多的回忆
纵然我已经很明确地知道答案
我还是不禁地问自己
这些时光会再出现吗？
让自己变得更怀念过去
更舍不得过去
无形中施压于一些人
可能他们也都已经怕了我吧
颤抖地哭了
激动得很
感到不甘心
很受委屈
却深沉一想
我也必须付出一半的责任
出外逛一逛，玩一玩
心情也都平复了
之前的一切都不怎么在意了
算吧！
又不是第一次了
撇不掉的关系
以后的日子
肯定还会遇上
除非我放弃
late post about CNY - 1st day of CNY
1st day of CNY, should be a nice and noisy and busy day. But for my family, what we done?
In the morning:
dad : cycling...can spend whole morning for that. =.= so sporting
mum : prepare food lor..and those 拜神 thing..
my sister : zZzzzzzz
me : zZzzzz
my brother : zZzzzz
my youngest brother : join his school lion dance...leading the lion..what people call 带狮头, but for me, he is the botak fat guy with a bamboo fan d character.haha!
The lion reach my house,me n brother woke up by the the lion dance team, my brother jump down from the bed and go 'make up'(he so care his outlook d lar) and i go to my sister room, continue sleep..Haha!
i heard a boy talking to my brother after borrow our toilet:
boy : i dont know how to tide the pants with this long cloth, can u help me?
brother : ok
boy : they gone?
brother : yea
boy : har?then how?
brother : how i know u wor?
boy : will they come back?
brother : how i know wor?
boy : if they dont come back fetch me then how?
brother : how i know u wor?
boy : when they gone?
brother : the other side of the stret.
boy : then how wor?
brother : how i know u wor?
I think the boy the 1st time join lion dance lar..aiya..where u can hear the drums n cymbol sound, there where the ur team went lor..ask so many q...make ppl pening d boy..
i still last time, a boy who dance the lion head d, drop his pants! Haha! luckily he got wear short pants inside lar..else...charm lor..why this year didnt happen the same thing again d? (6)
After the luch, my sister and mum get back to sleep again, especially when i start chat with them... =.=''' so not give face 1! pressing the tv controll alone at living room, for whole afternoon. Sian leh! TV no nice programme to watch d! (bo huat..no astro mah) Suddenly somebody call my name. Gradma's sister! woke up my mum, the funniest thing was, we went ot my sister room (the hottest room in my house) and chat there! hmm..i wonder how many years i didnt see her?
无惊无险又到了晚餐时间.My dad back frm dont know jogging or hiking lar, and he go da bao 素鱼生.walau! that shop seems 持着自己是唯一一间素食店,调高价钱！他妈的！then we 打锣甘 find my 'lan街ing' d brother to have dinner together. Bik cik him! always want whole world wait him 1! >.<
At night, active time! go yam cha! woohooo!
In the morning:
dad : cycling...can spend whole morning for that. =.= so sporting
mum : prepare food lor..and those 拜神 thing..
my sister : zZzzzzzz
me : zZzzzz
my brother : zZzzzz
my youngest brother : join his school lion dance...leading the lion..what people call 带狮头, but for me, he is the botak fat guy with a bamboo fan d character.haha!
The lion reach my house,me n brother woke up by the the lion dance team, my brother jump down from the bed and go 'make up'(he so care his outlook d lar) and i go to my sister room, continue sleep..Haha!
i heard a boy talking to my brother after borrow our toilet:
boy : i dont know how to tide the pants with this long cloth, can u help me?
brother : ok
boy : they gone?
brother : yea
boy : har?then how?
brother : how i know u wor?
boy : will they come back?
brother : how i know wor?
boy : if they dont come back fetch me then how?
brother : how i know u wor?
boy : when they gone?
brother : the other side of the stret.
boy : then how wor?
brother : how i know u wor?
I think the boy the 1st time join lion dance lar..aiya..where u can hear the drums n cymbol sound, there where the ur team went lor..ask so many q...make ppl pening d boy..
i still last time, a boy who dance the lion head d, drop his pants! Haha! luckily he got wear short pants inside lar..else...charm lor..why this year didnt happen the same thing again d? (6)
After the luch, my sister and mum get back to sleep again, especially when i start chat with them... =.=''' so not give face 1! pressing the tv controll alone at living room, for whole afternoon. Sian leh! TV no nice programme to watch d! (bo huat..no astro mah) Suddenly somebody call my name. Gradma's sister! woke up my mum, the funniest thing was, we went ot my sister room (the hottest room in my house) and chat there! hmm..i wonder how many years i didnt see her?
无惊无险又到了晚餐时间.My dad back frm dont know jogging or hiking lar, and he go da bao 素鱼生.walau! that shop seems 持着自己是唯一一间素食店,调高价钱！他妈的！then we 打锣甘 find my 'lan街ing' d brother to have dinner together. Bik cik him! always want whole world wait him 1! >.<
At night, active time! go yam cha! woohooo!
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
late post about CNY - New Year's eve
No kuih today. House cleaning. But guess what i did?
1. Wake up late.
2. Choose those old cloth to throw. (but play with those clothes more than choose)
3. Having nap.
4. Sambil play and and lap almari.
5. Watch TV.
6. Having meal.
7. Kacau family mambers :p
People use to 兴致勃勃 to decorate house, cleaning house etc, but i'm in lazy mode...so...真是不孝顺呐！
At night, before 12am, dato, wai chow etc came to my house. I thought go yam cha but actually they yam liao baru come find me...and go temple. Wait outside the temple till 12am sharp, they went in. We met another kit wan, they all stand in a line 一字排开 'gup' her and nonstop discuss about her. =.= i also got a kit wan in my house lar!! cheh!
Then we went to Dato house. As usual, after some talk, start gamble...n play ps2...hehe..dato's mum saw us and shocked (too many people liao) and say will give ang pau to us at other day...Haha!
1. Wake up late.
2. Choose those old cloth to throw. (but play with those clothes more than choose)
3. Having nap.
4. Sambil play and and lap almari.
5. Watch TV.
6. Having meal.
7. Kacau family mambers :p
People use to 兴致勃勃 to decorate house, cleaning house etc, but i'm in lazy mode...so...真是不孝顺呐！
At night, before 12am, dato, wai chow etc came to my house. I thought go yam cha but actually they yam liao baru come find me...and go temple. Wait outside the temple till 12am sharp, they went in. We met another kit wan, they all stand in a line 一字排开 'gup' her and nonstop discuss about her. =.= i also got a kit wan in my house lar!! cheh!
Then we went to Dato house. As usual, after some talk, start gamble...n play ps2...hehe..dato's mum saw us and shocked (too many people liao) and say will give ang pau to us at other day...Haha!
late post about CNY - 2 days before CNY
16th February, The day i back to kampar for my longest holiday in a year. This week me, SY and JH do 2 weeks work in 1 week...This what we call 天下没有免费的午餐... T.T
Woke up 6am++ to pack my things, go back to sleep and 8am start journey. Since my housemate drive, i dare not sleep in the car (although i feel sleepy @.@) so i chat with her in the car (actually mostly is me nonstop bla bla bla :p)
10am reach home(so fast!) and on the Tv i miss so much...! Go back to sleep again...At night, my parens force me go sell kuih... oh no! my 'sei yut'!
Have to memorise price,(luckily that day just different size of 'fat gou' and 'ang gu' and few kuih) have to calculate total in short time + noisy environment + those aunty will ask u thing and disturb my calculation, have to pick the kuih nicely so that they wont kemek...2 words for me... 乱水！ This really my 1st time come out just to sell kuih leh!
Those unconsiderate uncle and aunty is more geram lar! I already counting those price, still want ask this and that, after answer, i forgot calculate till where, have to start again. =.= And ask those q like :
costomer : why habis liao?
me (smile) : yealor..now my dad go back home and take more. sambil make and sambil sell. too many people buy liao.
costomer (>.<) : why take so long to take?
me (half smile): cause need time to arrange those kuih d mah..
costomer (>.<): why not ur mum wake up earlier to make kuih?
me (act smile): my mum woke up at 4am and start make liao.
After my explanation, they still look not satisfy. Although 'costomer is always right', but really feel like wana scold them lor!
Pictures taken from The Curve...so nice!
Woke up 6am++ to pack my things, go back to sleep and 8am start journey. Since my housemate drive, i dare not sleep in the car (although i feel sleepy @.@) so i chat with her in the car (actually mostly is me nonstop bla bla bla :p)
10am reach home(so fast!) and on the Tv i miss so much...! Go back to sleep again...At night, my parens force me go sell kuih... oh no! my 'sei yut'!
Have to memorise price,(luckily that day just different size of 'fat gou' and 'ang gu' and few kuih) have to calculate total in short time + noisy environment + those aunty will ask u thing and disturb my calculation, have to pick the kuih nicely so that they wont kemek...2 words for me... 乱水！ This really my 1st time come out just to sell kuih leh!
Those unconsiderate uncle and aunty is more geram lar! I already counting those price, still want ask this and that, after answer, i forgot calculate till where, have to start again. =.= And ask those q like :
costomer : why habis liao?
me (smile) : yealor..now my dad go back home and take more. sambil make and sambil sell. too many people buy liao.
costomer (>.<) : why take so long to take?
me (half smile): cause need time to arrange those kuih d mah..
costomer (>.<): why not ur mum wake up earlier to make kuih?
me (act smile): my mum woke up at 4am and start make liao.
After my explanation, they still look not satisfy. Although 'costomer is always right', but really feel like wana scold them lor!
Pictures taken from The Curve...so nice!
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
珍惜
那一晚霆康的追思会，有很多人忍不住流下了眼泪，而我，伤感却触不到心。是我冷血吗？
在慧萍拿了纸笔叫我写一两句给霆康，是要放在《戏纪元》的。我很努力地想，想要从我的脑袋记忆簿里翻找与霆康相处的点点滴滴，却，找不到。是没有？还是少得连我都记不得了？
听见一些坊友说起霆康的为人和一些事，怎么我都不知道？才发现，在那一段《爱之路》的日子，我可有很多的相处机会啊！却没有好好地珍惜，表现得他有他忙，我有我忙的状况...现在他走了，都没机会了...
那一两句给霆康的话，对我来说，很有压力。毕竟是刊登在《戏纪元》的。担心写得太肤浅。担心词不达意。担心写得乱七八糟。担心最后一次跟霆康‘谈话’的机会就这么给我浪费掉。太多担心.....
今天，得知老板的母亲去世，让我再一次不能接受。在短期内就有三个人上车了！也许，如我朋友所说，有什么想要做的，就快快完成吧！也要好好珍惜与身边的人共度的时光....
“你并不孤单。你为社会作出很大的贡献。你会留在我人生的记忆簿里的。霆康，一路好走。”
在慧萍拿了纸笔叫我写一两句给霆康，是要放在《戏纪元》的。我很努力地想，想要从我的脑袋记忆簿里翻找与霆康相处的点点滴滴，却，找不到。是没有？还是少得连我都记不得了？
听见一些坊友说起霆康的为人和一些事，怎么我都不知道？才发现，在那一段《爱之路》的日子，我可有很多的相处机会啊！却没有好好地珍惜，表现得他有他忙，我有我忙的状况...现在他走了，都没机会了...
那一两句给霆康的话，对我来说，很有压力。毕竟是刊登在《戏纪元》的。担心写得太肤浅。担心词不达意。担心写得乱七八糟。担心最后一次跟霆康‘谈话’的机会就这么给我浪费掉。太多担心.....
今天，得知老板的母亲去世，让我再一次不能接受。在短期内就有三个人上车了！也许，如我朋友所说，有什么想要做的，就快快完成吧！也要好好珍惜与身边的人共度的时光....
“你并不孤单。你为社会作出很大的贡献。你会留在我人生的记忆簿里的。霆康，一路好走。”
Monday, March 12, 2007
麻坡的华语
富有本地色彩的'mtv'。somebody should make something like '金宝的bla bla bla'。looking forward on it. hehe...
Friday, March 09, 2007
crisis
I can feel how low my standard of language...monotone of writting...lack of vocabulary...Dull expression....
Gosh.....I still living in primary school standard!
Gosh.....I still living in primary school standard!
lap sap poh
That day, i throw the car ticket with the rubbish. =.= I just notice it after 1 hour. I went back to the bin, look at it, just ......and i thought of something:
1.U need great courage.(compulsory)
2.Ur face skin must thick enough.(compulsory)
3.AT least a people with u.
Finally, i did it...
1.U need great courage.(compulsory)
2.Ur face skin must thick enough.(compulsory)
3.AT least a people with u.
Finally, i did it...
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Drug kheong married??
During CNY, i met ying hol,and he told me drug kheong married liao.
There's how the story goes on.....
That day drug kheong suddenly find ying hol in msn, said he married. He ask drug kheong why never invite him to wedding dinner. Drug Kheong said just with both family only. Ying hol ask y so early marry ..then say they like each other so much wor..
And say what go U together ah..wat waiting for her to go U together...so why he working first..and wait for her graduate from form 6...
That time i hardly believe lar...As a great pat poh, Takkan tak ada jemput MDBC kan? Takkan i didnt get any news from it right? Now i finally got the answer. Haha! guess how real what drug kheong said?
There's how the story goes on.....
That day drug kheong suddenly find ying hol in msn, said he married. He ask drug kheong why never invite him to wedding dinner. Drug Kheong said just with both family only. Ying hol ask y so early marry ..then say they like each other so much wor..
And say what go U together ah..wat waiting for her to go U together...so why he working first..and wait for her graduate from form 6...
That time i hardly believe lar...As a great pat poh, Takkan tak ada jemput MDBC kan? Takkan i didnt get any news from it right? Now i finally got the answer. Haha! guess how real what drug kheong said?
Monday, March 05, 2007
Saturday, March 03, 2007
人生无常
在一个星期内，身边就有两个人因车祸离世。很突然，也很难接受。
星期日(25/2)，我离开金宝前，爸爸接到电话，说uncle tung去世了。那天早上，他站在Shell油站，一辆罗里向他撞过去，他被‘sip’在罗里底，被人送到怡保医院。他的朋友们去探望他，警察还说他没事，只是屁股和大腿缝几针。在场的人，都听到他‘呀呀’声喊痛。下午，另一位uncle去看他，他已经不在了...我爸接到电话，还以为开玩笑的呢！我在中学时期，都去他做工的档口喝茶...虽然70岁，但是他爬山跑步比我们年轻人还快。这么健康的人，谁不知...却无辜地成为车祸的受害者...
星期四(1/3)中午，收到剧坊那边的信息，说其中一位坊员，陆霆康去世。以她的性格，不会拿这种东西来开玩笑，但我却难以相信。但是却是事实...他的笑声，他带给剧坊的生气，还有玩得癫的热闹，都只能成为永远的回忆....
相关报道：http://chinese.cari.com.my/news/kwongwah/newsshow.php?n=76997&rlt=1&cls=101&txt=2007/3/2/gn200732_76997&rt=N
话说人生无常...但是我还难以接受....不想再有身边的人‘上车’...
星期日(25/2)，我离开金宝前，爸爸接到电话，说uncle tung去世了。那天早上，他站在Shell油站，一辆罗里向他撞过去，他被‘sip’在罗里底，被人送到怡保医院。他的朋友们去探望他，警察还说他没事，只是屁股和大腿缝几针。在场的人，都听到他‘呀呀’声喊痛。下午，另一位uncle去看他，他已经不在了...我爸接到电话，还以为开玩笑的呢！我在中学时期，都去他做工的档口喝茶...虽然70岁，但是他爬山跑步比我们年轻人还快。这么健康的人，谁不知...却无辜地成为车祸的受害者...
星期四(1/3)中午，收到剧坊那边的信息，说其中一位坊员，陆霆康去世。以她的性格，不会拿这种东西来开玩笑，但我却难以相信。但是却是事实...他的笑声，他带给剧坊的生气，还有玩得癫的热闹，都只能成为永远的回忆....
相关报道：http://chinese.cari.com.my/news/kwongwah/newsshow.php?n=76997&rlt=1&cls=101&txt=2007/3/2/gn200732_76997&rt=N
话说人生无常...但是我还难以接受....不想再有身边的人‘上车’...
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
新年流流剧坊进贼
国明：（笑到很开心）剧坊进贼了
我：（很惊讶）什么？进贼？
国明：（保持笑脸）是罗。那天新年我从家乡回来，剧坊的铁门被撬开了。偷了一架电脑。
我：（心痛地）什么！我那时用的那架！RM2000的耶！
国明：（继续保持笑脸+一点点的无奈）差不多RM4000呐！我买了capture card, hard disk leh...
我：酱你的laptop呢？
国明：（还是那个笑脸+少少的自豪）我收起来了，没有被偷。去看大红花，有报道。
以上是上个星期日看到国明时的对话。内容大概是那样。不过那时国明的嘴脸我还记忆犹新。真的要骂粗话：妈的！中偷还酱开心！而且还是酱名贵的东西！都算是剧坊的财产耶！少少我都用过几个月，我都觉得心痛罗。。。之后跑去看大红花，才发现该事件登上报纸，昨天我还看到南洋商报城市人（雪隆版）的头一页。。。国明，你都搞到很大喔！
以下是该事件的报道：
（吉隆坡訊）心向太陽劇坊的會所在農曆新年期間，遭竊匪撬開闖進，偷走約4000令吉的財物。不過，竊匪在逃走時，疑留下一本記事本，裡頭有許多名片和聯絡資料，相信警方可從中找到破案線索。這也是該會所在去年底，從UE3馬中商城搬遷至位於舊賴利雙廣場附近店屋三樓以來，第二度入賊。第一次入賊，該會所損失約3000令吉。心向太陽劇坊主席沈國明，是於2月15日返鄉過年。22日（年初五）下午從家鄉返回工作崗位時，見到門外的木門完好無缺，但是裡頭的鐵門卻被人從旁撬開。
木門完好無缺
他心覺不妙，馬上檢查辦公室和房間，發覺辦公室內的一架電腦的中央處理器不見。沈國明說：“最令我難過的是，自己辛辛苦苦儲蓄的600令吉的現金，放在一個罐子裡，也被宵小偷走。”他指出，警方到場調查後，在辦公室旁的一片玻璃窗片上套取指炆，並取走一本疑是竊匪留下的記事本，裡頭有許多名片和聯絡資料。沈國明說，由於該會所樓下的一間美容院在其樓梯間裝置了閉路電視，因此警方要求查看閉路電視記錄，可惜店主因農曆新年沒有開店，必須等到他們開店後才能有進一步的行動。 （光明日報‧2007.02.24）
南洋商报那篇我就找不到了... T.T 当新年的时候，打破东西，老人家都很神速地加上一句：“落地开花，富贵又荣华”那国明也应该要la la 声补上类似的一句来求个好意头吧！嘻嘻
我：（很惊讶）什么？进贼？
国明：（保持笑脸）是罗。那天新年我从家乡回来，剧坊的铁门被撬开了。偷了一架电脑。
我：（心痛地）什么！我那时用的那架！RM2000的耶！
国明：（继续保持笑脸+一点点的无奈）差不多RM4000呐！我买了capture card, hard disk leh...
我：酱你的laptop呢？
国明：（还是那个笑脸+少少的自豪）我收起来了，没有被偷。去看大红花，有报道。
以上是上个星期日看到国明时的对话。内容大概是那样。不过那时国明的嘴脸我还记忆犹新。真的要骂粗话：妈的！中偷还酱开心！而且还是酱名贵的东西！都算是剧坊的财产耶！少少我都用过几个月，我都觉得心痛罗。。。之后跑去看大红花，才发现该事件登上报纸，昨天我还看到南洋商报城市人（雪隆版）的头一页。。。国明，你都搞到很大喔！
以下是该事件的报道：
（吉隆坡訊）心向太陽劇坊的會所在農曆新年期間，遭竊匪撬開闖進，偷走約4000令吉的財物。不過，竊匪在逃走時，疑留下一本記事本，裡頭有許多名片和聯絡資料，相信警方可從中找到破案線索。這也是該會所在去年底，從UE3馬中商城搬遷至位於舊賴利雙廣場附近店屋三樓以來，第二度入賊。第一次入賊，該會所損失約3000令吉。心向太陽劇坊主席沈國明，是於2月15日返鄉過年。22日（年初五）下午從家鄉返回工作崗位時，見到門外的木門完好無缺，但是裡頭的鐵門卻被人從旁撬開。
木門完好無缺
他心覺不妙，馬上檢查辦公室和房間，發覺辦公室內的一架電腦的中央處理器不見。沈國明說：“最令我難過的是，自己辛辛苦苦儲蓄的600令吉的現金，放在一個罐子裡，也被宵小偷走。”他指出，警方到場調查後，在辦公室旁的一片玻璃窗片上套取指炆，並取走一本疑是竊匪留下的記事本，裡頭有許多名片和聯絡資料。沈國明說，由於該會所樓下的一間美容院在其樓梯間裝置了閉路電視，因此警方要求查看閉路電視記錄，可惜店主因農曆新年沒有開店，必須等到他們開店後才能有進一步的行動。 （光明日報‧2007.02.24）
南洋商报那篇我就找不到了... T.T 当新年的时候，打破东西，老人家都很神速地加上一句：“落地开花，富贵又荣华”那国明也应该要la la 声补上类似的一句来求个好意头吧！嘻嘻
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Valentine
Late post for the valentine...
I n my bf celebrate our valentine 2 days earlier. We just go Shogun to have japan food buffet. Since it cost RM55 per person(include tax and service charge), and i am the legend of the buffet among my friends, i promise to eat as much as i can so it valueble to pay for so much $ to the restaurant.
It just a usual weekday, but dont know why the restaurant still mountain people mountain sea. Still Have to wait for seat somemore! I wonder why huh? Is it everybody's standard of living get higher than before? hmmmm...
Once i saw sushi, i feel really happy, they r many types of sushi..and many! I choose the largest plate and pick almost all the types. After that i found out i feel full. I even go toilet 'ngem ngem' to get more place of stomach. My bf waiting me eating next round of the buffet (he choose the small plate d). THere just we found out got more nice food to eat! got crabs, prawns, shark fin soup, duck, unagi, etc...and tempayaki too! gosh...i have no space for that liao. i force myself to get some ...
Back to our seat, i saw the last few salmon in my previous big plate. eating should be happy n enjoyable n should be gratefull right? but i seems forcing myself to having my meal...my bf trying to persuading n hypnosis =.=''' me to turpan it out...but i persist to swallow. i dun wana waste food. but it really make me feel sick! feel like vommit!
finally...the result is..i nonstop repeating the same words after leaving the reastaurant...i lose to this restaurant! i lose to this buffet! rm55 fly away liao!! argh! we holding our full big stomach to walk around one utama, so that we can get into the car. gosh...i still feel like wana vommit! >.<
the actual date of valentine....i work OT, and my bf having his class, reach home about 10.30pm, bath, eat the rice that my bf da bao, watch 1 episod 'fei tin hei si' then sleep...lol..thats the day!
I n my bf celebrate our valentine 2 days earlier. We just go Shogun to have japan food buffet. Since it cost RM55 per person(include tax and service charge), and i am the legend of the buffet among my friends, i promise to eat as much as i can so it valueble to pay for so much $ to the restaurant.
It just a usual weekday, but dont know why the restaurant still mountain people mountain sea. Still Have to wait for seat somemore! I wonder why huh? Is it everybody's standard of living get higher than before? hmmmm...
Once i saw sushi, i feel really happy, they r many types of sushi..and many! I choose the largest plate and pick almost all the types. After that i found out i feel full. I even go toilet 'ngem ngem' to get more place of stomach. My bf waiting me eating next round of the buffet (he choose the small plate d). THere just we found out got more nice food to eat! got crabs, prawns, shark fin soup, duck, unagi, etc...and tempayaki too! gosh...i have no space for that liao. i force myself to get some ...
Back to our seat, i saw the last few salmon in my previous big plate. eating should be happy n enjoyable n should be gratefull right? but i seems forcing myself to having my meal...my bf trying to persuading n hypnosis =.=''' me to turpan it out...but i persist to swallow. i dun wana waste food. but it really make me feel sick! feel like vommit!
finally...the result is..i nonstop repeating the same words after leaving the reastaurant...i lose to this restaurant! i lose to this buffet! rm55 fly away liao!! argh! we holding our full big stomach to walk around one utama, so that we can get into the car. gosh...i still feel like wana vommit! >.<
the actual date of valentine....i work OT, and my bf having his class, reach home about 10.30pm, bath, eat the rice that my bf da bao, watch 1 episod 'fei tin hei si' then sleep...lol..thats the day!
Saturday, February 10, 2007
My lousy Malay langguage
That day a guy came to our office to find my colleague, but sice she shift to another building of our company, i need to tell him her actual location.
In english, should say like that:
"Do u saw a public bank when u came here? oposite the public bank got a car repair shop. beside the shop, got lift. go to 3A floor. There she is now."
Dont know why, i see he is malay guy, so i straight talk with him in malay language.
"Tadi u masuk, u tengok ada public bank kan?"
"ya."
"Sana ada itu..itu...kereta kan?"
"bengkel ke?"
"Yayaya.."
"tepi itu bengkel u tengok ada...ada..ada itu tangga, u naik pergi...(转身：“xxx在第几楼？3A? 哦。”) 3A. U tanya itu reception....."
"okok."
The malay guy giving full attention to me,to see and listen my explanation, and i try very hard to think of those malay words. I know for sure, that time i look damn funny. Just like a baby learning to speak. Its really a shame that i learn malay language since kindergarden but i cant even speak fluently in that simple conversation!
I still remember when I was standard 5 n 6, my BM teacher, Miss Teh Ai Qing force us memorise those karangan n write it out. (默写 i think) but then, i didnt work hard for that, just can wrote out a few words n count the words in the article, and let she rotan me. I get B or C in UPSR; C in PMR; and 7D in SPM for the BM. But sikit sikit, honestly, I dont like BM d. Funny huh? Malaysian dont like BM...
In english, should say like that:
"Do u saw a public bank when u came here? oposite the public bank got a car repair shop. beside the shop, got lift. go to 3A floor. There she is now."
Dont know why, i see he is malay guy, so i straight talk with him in malay language.
"Tadi u masuk, u tengok ada public bank kan?"
"ya."
"Sana ada itu..itu...kereta kan?"
"bengkel ke?"
"Yayaya.."
"tepi itu bengkel u tengok ada...ada..ada itu tangga, u naik pergi...(转身：“xxx在第几楼？3A? 哦。”) 3A. U tanya itu reception....."
"okok."
The malay guy giving full attention to me,to see and listen my explanation, and i try very hard to think of those malay words. I know for sure, that time i look damn funny. Just like a baby learning to speak. Its really a shame that i learn malay language since kindergarden but i cant even speak fluently in that simple conversation!
I still remember when I was standard 5 n 6, my BM teacher, Miss Teh Ai Qing force us memorise those karangan n write it out. (默写 i think) but then, i didnt work hard for that, just can wrote out a few words n count the words in the article, and let she rotan me. I get B or C in UPSR; C in PMR; and 7D in SPM for the BM. But sikit sikit, honestly, I dont like BM d. Funny huh? Malaysian dont like BM...
Saturday, February 03, 2007
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Friday, January 26, 2007
警告
一次不忠，百次不容！更何况你拒绝过我们很多次！这样看来你根本都不care我们！那为什么我们还要care你？你还期待些什么？回到我们这里来？想太多了！你已经跟我们不同方向，不同话题，不同理想，不同协议，不同意见，那你还期待什么？我们都不欢迎你，你来只是扫兴，多你一个不多，少你一个更开心。
sorry, you are out. you no longer with us.
sorry, you are out. you no longer with us.
Monday, January 22, 2007
Finally i pass my car driving test!!
Hahahaha! Finally I pass my driving test! THis is the 4th time i attend this stupid test, and finally i made it! wuuuhoo!
1st time test:
I have to gather with other candidates at driving school, then just go to the testing place. From 7.30am, till my turn to been test, about 10am, my heart beat fast till i cant breath well. I dont know why i so nervous and scared. maybe i not enough confidence. i scared i will fail. i afraid i crash on something. i scared....i scared everything.
In the car, i greeted the examiner with my shivering voice.
I checked all things after get into car, then i start drive, but the car 死火 pula
我以为是clucth 放得太快, 油踏的太少
考官给了四次机会，我只驾了几步路的路程，一直都死火
考官failed了我。他才告诉我
我没有free handbrake. 车才一直死火
That time, i feel like whole world is grey. Tears wana come out. Damn! so many candidates here! i force myself to hold the tears. I need to test for the parking, naik bukit, and 3 point turn part. That part i pass. i told everybody that i failed cause my stupid mistake. they all just =.= and my bf scold me seriously.. T.T
2nd time test:
as usual, i done all the thgs after get into car.
i start drive. i wont forget the handbrake.
yes! it start move! i left the place!
yes! i really on the road liao!
i saw the stupid 'berhenti' signboard, i step brake, look left n right, no car, then jalan.
the examiner : "u sudah failed. u berhenti tepi jalan."
what? failed? shit!
"u tak boleh berhenti macam ini. u mesti free gear, tarik handbrake. tadi kereta awanza di depan tu juga sudah salah. tak boleh macam ni. mesti free gear, tarik handbrake."
Jinhui : "成也handbrake,败也handbrake."
Jacky : "拖车老的救星"
many ppl : "suan lar! u go rasuah lar!"
3rd time test:
This time i have no choice. i go rasuah as what all people advise. i dont wana apply leave and rush to cheras stay overnight either at relative or fren house n the next day rush to that place. waste my energy n time n money. This time i drive further than last time, but i still so nervous. Failed AGAIN. y?
kawalan stering tak baik, makan jalan sebelah kiri apabila membelok ke kanan.
tidak memgguna brek kaki dan brek tangan dengan baik, menyebabkan kereta berundur apabila berada di jalan tak rata.
y i fail although pass? shouldnt that strict for those rasuah student right? Is stupid office people arrange problem! bodoh! babi! sikit thing pun cant gao dim! the school promise to deduct the RM50 test fee for the next time retest. but i still need to pay RM100!!
Jacky: "又failed? 咩原因吖？.....考官唔pass你系应该既。你都系唔好去考啦！"
songyeu : "melapetaka betul"
妈妈&姐姐&jinhui :"去畀钱学多几次先，练熟左再考喇"
bee: "stupid lar"
bf : "i wouldnt let u drive alone with my car even u passed."
表姐："唔好紧张。紧张只会失败."
4th time test:
Sebaik saja naik kereta, that stupid damn examnier scold me "kena show ur skill!" harlo! i just naik kereta saja k?
"cepat sikit lar!" =.='' i doin what should i do k?
"cepat start enjin lar!" stupid!i dont have car key lar!
"u pandu cepat sikit lar!" how can i fast oh? i need brake for juntion d k?
when i just step brake for the traffic light, "stand by, jangan mimpi" eh! i just step brake now u ask me stand by?
"cepat sikit lar!" eh! i need let the 'car head' up a little just can free handbrake n jalan, need time d k?
"jangan tekan clutch! kereta takkan mati!" but a few ppl advise me, when belok, step clutch is better n more safe. even i just put the leg on the clutch to stand by, he also scold. i think he 荷尔蒙失调lar! awal awal pagi asyik meraung aje！say what "kereta ni baru u tau!"
"cakap banyak kali jangan tekan clutch! u faham tak? saya fikir u kena failed sekali lagi"
"traffic light kena pandu cepat!u pandu lambat nanti kereta belakang pandu cepat u kena langgar!" eh! dump! when red light to green light who will drive so fast d? i driving a car v 'L' signbaord takkan they cant see n understand d what...
"saya fikir u kena datang kali kelima. u mau tak?"
Finally, he also pass me. Before i left the car, he told me, with a nice tone, "u mau beli kereta ke?" "u kena latih banyak sikit." thats the only words i can accept from him. i know i too nervous. Although i didnt repeat those mistake in previous test, but still not well enough, as a driver on the road. although i rasuah, but i finally pass!!! i can no need pay for test fee n take leave in coming months! yes!
for those who care about my driving lisence, thanks! I did it! I didnt disapointed u guys THIS time. I will practise more d...
for those who tease me, please keep 1km from me and drive as far as u can when u found out i driving on the road.I dont know what will happen next.
1st time test:
I have to gather with other candidates at driving school, then just go to the testing place. From 7.30am, till my turn to been test, about 10am, my heart beat fast till i cant breath well. I dont know why i so nervous and scared. maybe i not enough confidence. i scared i will fail. i afraid i crash on something. i scared....i scared everything.
In the car, i greeted the examiner with my shivering voice.
I checked all things after get into car, then i start drive, but the car 死火 pula
我以为是clucth 放得太快, 油踏的太少
考官给了四次机会，我只驾了几步路的路程，一直都死火
考官failed了我。他才告诉我
我没有free handbrake. 车才一直死火
That time, i feel like whole world is grey. Tears wana come out. Damn! so many candidates here! i force myself to hold the tears. I need to test for the parking, naik bukit, and 3 point turn part. That part i pass. i told everybody that i failed cause my stupid mistake. they all just =.= and my bf scold me seriously.. T.T
2nd time test:
as usual, i done all the thgs after get into car.
i start drive. i wont forget the handbrake.
yes! it start move! i left the place!
yes! i really on the road liao!
i saw the stupid 'berhenti' signboard, i step brake, look left n right, no car, then jalan.
the examiner : "u sudah failed. u berhenti tepi jalan."
what? failed? shit!
"u tak boleh berhenti macam ini. u mesti free gear, tarik handbrake. tadi kereta awanza di depan tu juga sudah salah. tak boleh macam ni. mesti free gear, tarik handbrake."
Jinhui : "成也handbrake,败也handbrake."
Jacky : "拖车老的救星"
many ppl : "suan lar! u go rasuah lar!"
3rd time test:
This time i have no choice. i go rasuah as what all people advise. i dont wana apply leave and rush to cheras stay overnight either at relative or fren house n the next day rush to that place. waste my energy n time n money. This time i drive further than last time, but i still so nervous. Failed AGAIN. y?
kawalan stering tak baik, makan jalan sebelah kiri apabila membelok ke kanan.
tidak memgguna brek kaki dan brek tangan dengan baik, menyebabkan kereta berundur apabila berada di jalan tak rata.
y i fail although pass? shouldnt that strict for those rasuah student right? Is stupid office people arrange problem! bodoh! babi! sikit thing pun cant gao dim! the school promise to deduct the RM50 test fee for the next time retest. but i still need to pay RM100!!
Jacky: "又failed? 咩原因吖？.....考官唔pass你系应该既。你都系唔好去考啦！"
songyeu : "melapetaka betul"
妈妈&姐姐&jinhui :"去畀钱学多几次先，练熟左再考喇"
bee: "stupid lar"
bf : "i wouldnt let u drive alone with my car even u passed."
表姐："唔好紧张。紧张只会失败."
4th time test:
Sebaik saja naik kereta, that stupid damn examnier scold me "kena show ur skill!" harlo! i just naik kereta saja k?
"cepat sikit lar!" =.='' i doin what should i do k?
"cepat start enjin lar!" stupid!i dont have car key lar!
"u pandu cepat sikit lar!" how can i fast oh? i need brake for juntion d k?
when i just step brake for the traffic light, "stand by, jangan mimpi" eh! i just step brake now u ask me stand by?
"cepat sikit lar!" eh! i need let the 'car head' up a little just can free handbrake n jalan, need time d k?
"jangan tekan clutch! kereta takkan mati!" but a few ppl advise me, when belok, step clutch is better n more safe. even i just put the leg on the clutch to stand by, he also scold. i think he 荷尔蒙失调lar! awal awal pagi asyik meraung aje！say what "kereta ni baru u tau!"
"cakap banyak kali jangan tekan clutch! u faham tak? saya fikir u kena failed sekali lagi"
"traffic light kena pandu cepat!u pandu lambat nanti kereta belakang pandu cepat u kena langgar!" eh! dump! when red light to green light who will drive so fast d? i driving a car v 'L' signbaord takkan they cant see n understand d what...
"saya fikir u kena datang kali kelima. u mau tak?"
Finally, he also pass me. Before i left the car, he told me, with a nice tone, "u mau beli kereta ke?" "u kena latih banyak sikit." thats the only words i can accept from him. i know i too nervous. Although i didnt repeat those mistake in previous test, but still not well enough, as a driver on the road. although i rasuah, but i finally pass!!! i can no need pay for test fee n take leave in coming months! yes!
for those who care about my driving lisence, thanks! I did it! I didnt disapointed u guys THIS time. I will practise more d...
for those who tease me, please keep 1km from me and drive as far as u can when u found out i driving on the road.I dont know what will happen next.
Thursday, January 18, 2007
雨季
雨天，让我很久没有看到热情太阳
昨天放工，吃了晚餐
拿着锁匙开门的时候，看到夕阳
立刻进屋子里往客厅的窗口一看
每一栋高楼的一边，都被夕阳照射着
蓝蓝的天,加一点白云
这样的景色
不懂多少个星期没有看到了
不是下雨
就是天阴阴的
再不然一到家就往房间躲
久违的夕阳,让我心情顿时好一半
今天,
天色又阴阴的
没有了太阳
也没有了夕阳....
不过也总好过饱受水灾和连续大雨的柔佛吧...
昨天放工，吃了晚餐
拿着锁匙开门的时候，看到夕阳
立刻进屋子里往客厅的窗口一看
每一栋高楼的一边，都被夕阳照射着
蓝蓝的天,加一点白云
这样的景色
不懂多少个星期没有看到了
不是下雨
就是天阴阴的
再不然一到家就往房间躲
久违的夕阳,让我心情顿时好一半
今天,
天色又阴阴的
没有了太阳
也没有了夕阳....
不过也总好过饱受水灾和连续大雨的柔佛吧...
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
咸鱼-五月天
另一首值得分享的歌...哈哈哈！又是五月天！虽然有点摇滚，但是歌词有意义。想问谁懂怎样post歌上来？我用side bar那个方法来post,但是不行耶！我就只好放url罗...
http://web.thu.edu.tw/f912729/www/image/soltfish.mp3
我是一只咸鱼不想承认也不能否认
不要同情我笨又夸我天真还梦想着翻身
咸鱼就算翻身还是只咸鱼输得也诚恳
至少到最后我还有咸鱼不腐烂的自尊
我没有任何天分我却有梦的天真
我是傻不是蠢我将会证明用我的一生
我如果有梦有没有错
错过才会更加明白明白坚持是什么
我如果有梦梦要够疯
够疯才能变成英雄总会有一篇我的传说
我不好也不坏不特别出众我只是敢不同
我的人生就是一错再错错完了再从头
也许放弃掉一些活得更轻松我却不再是我
我不愿一生晒太阳吹风咸鱼也要有梦
有一天有我的天空
作我的英雄在我的天空我知道你懂知道你会懂
http://web.thu.edu.tw/f912729/www/image/soltfish.mp3
我是一只咸鱼不想承认也不能否认
不要同情我笨又夸我天真还梦想着翻身
咸鱼就算翻身还是只咸鱼输得也诚恳
至少到最后我还有咸鱼不腐烂的自尊
我没有任何天分我却有梦的天真
我是傻不是蠢我将会证明用我的一生
我如果有梦有没有错
错过才会更加明白明白坚持是什么
我如果有梦梦要够疯
够疯才能变成英雄总会有一篇我的传说
我不好也不坏不特别出众我只是敢不同
我的人生就是一错再错错完了再从头
也许放弃掉一些活得更轻松我却不再是我
我不愿一生晒太阳吹风咸鱼也要有梦
有一天有我的天空
作我的英雄在我的天空我知道你懂知道你会懂
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
人生海海-五月天
分享以下一首有意思的歌：
http://showsong100.saywo.com/upload/2006/8/103531/17/F90F482C-44BE-4854-90EA-32C86E5A844B.mp3.mp3
有一天我在想我到底算是个什么东西
还是我会不会根本就不算东西
天天都漫无目的偏偏又想要证明真理
别人从屁股放屁我却每天每天都说要革命
就算是整个世界把我抛弃
而至少快乐伤心我自己决定
所以我说就让他去我知道潮落之后一定有潮起
有什么了不起
常常我豁出去拚了命走过却没有痕迹
可是我从不怕挖出我火热的心
手上有一个硬币反面就决定放弃嗝屁
但是啊在我心底却完完全全不想放弃
常常我闭上眼睛听到了海的呼吸是你
温柔的蓝色潮汐告诉我没有关系
就算真的整个世界把我抛弃
而至少快乐伤心我自己决定
所以我说就让他去我知道潮落之后一定有潮起
我不能忘记无论是我的明天要去哪里
而至少快乐伤心我自己决定所以我说就让他去
我知道潮落之后一定有潮起有什么了不起
啦啦啦啦啦啦
明天我在哪里～～～
http://showsong100.saywo.com/upload/2006/8/103531/17/F90F482C-44BE-4854-90EA-32C86E5A844B.mp3.mp3
有一天我在想我到底算是个什么东西
还是我会不会根本就不算东西
天天都漫无目的偏偏又想要证明真理
别人从屁股放屁我却每天每天都说要革命
就算是整个世界把我抛弃
而至少快乐伤心我自己决定
所以我说就让他去我知道潮落之后一定有潮起
有什么了不起
常常我豁出去拚了命走过却没有痕迹
可是我从不怕挖出我火热的心
手上有一个硬币反面就决定放弃嗝屁
但是啊在我心底却完完全全不想放弃
常常我闭上眼睛听到了海的呼吸是你
温柔的蓝色潮汐告诉我没有关系
就算真的整个世界把我抛弃
而至少快乐伤心我自己决定
所以我说就让他去我知道潮落之后一定有潮起
我不能忘记无论是我的明天要去哪里
而至少快乐伤心我自己决定所以我说就让他去
我知道潮落之后一定有潮起有什么了不起
啦啦啦啦啦啦
明天我在哪里～～～
gift for 4th kampar 10th aniversary
That day msn with TungTung, i just found out 4th kampar BB will having 10th anniversary this year! gosh...so fast already 10 years! Something pop out from my mind...i plan to make something to company as gift..form what i learn and know.something like "photo mtv clip"..
Idea is like that...photo that taken these 10 years...songs are company songs that we produce before..since the purpose to produce songs is to let company have its own song, but now they not sing anymore and well used, so they are suitable to be as the clip song.
1st, I'm nothing for 4th kampar but a former member,I need to get agreement from officers as a respect.(but i sure present member need to do so too..hehe) As i know, loo choong meng will be the person in charge of the anniversary day, so i need to discuss with him. 2nd, i need to get those photo n songs. So far, not much people giving support or reaspon. Cant blame them, maybe they are busy, and those songs are produced about 5 years ago and nobody remember the lyrics and songs.
2nd, I not sure whether when and how often i back to kampar. So i need to get the complete songs before CNY and compose them during CNY because that time almost everybody will at kampar and its easier for me to gather all the poeple. I hope got poeple can assist in music and the song part since i'm idiot of it.
3rd, I need to find people to sing for the song, plays guitar, piano etc to record those songs. And i need to confirm whether church can have record equipment, or i should borrow mp3 or something from friend.
4th, I need to save money to upgrade my pc. Ram, from 256Mb to 1Gb; hardisk, from 80Gb to 120Gb if can, display card need to change too.
5th, I need to find scanner for photo scanning. I dont think i have much more money for scanner and I wont use much after this 'clip'
Now i just have the idea of intro...screen all black, fade in words in white, 一张张零碎的照片, fade out, fade in another group of words in white, 一首首属于分队的歌... ten fade out again, then start the photo showing. Need the songs intro too lar of course. Imagine it, so nice right?
I need get all these done before June. So far, i chat with Choong Meng yesterday, he gratefull and agree for the 'photo mtv clip', but he prefer something multimedia bla bla bla (i forget what the thing calls) and he told me, those company photo are lost after "pastor floor"(i not sure about the word mu shi lou for english) renovation. Shit! Photos are the most important! I know can get from former member, but not all. How about the oldest photo? I dont think got anyone have them. I dont have the complete source, how i can make it? And Choong Meng told me, those songs i searching is not official 1, so he not prefer those songs. hmm...i still need discussion with him..but he quite busy, need to squeeze with other Um students for the internet in the library...Now is mid of January but i still have done nothing! hope everything run smooth...the anniversary gathering and dinner as well...
And thanks to Kean Sun that giving me great support! Touching for it dude! And Choong Meng for appreciating my idea and contribution... And other like Ng Kah Meng Ng Keng Fei etc....Thanks dude!
Idea is like that...photo that taken these 10 years...songs are company songs that we produce before..since the purpose to produce songs is to let company have its own song, but now they not sing anymore and well used, so they are suitable to be as the clip song.
1st, I'm nothing for 4th kampar but a former member,I need to get agreement from officers as a respect.(but i sure present member need to do so too..hehe) As i know, loo choong meng will be the person in charge of the anniversary day, so i need to discuss with him. 2nd, i need to get those photo n songs. So far, not much people giving support or reaspon. Cant blame them, maybe they are busy, and those songs are produced about 5 years ago and nobody remember the lyrics and songs.
2nd, I not sure whether when and how often i back to kampar. So i need to get the complete songs before CNY and compose them during CNY because that time almost everybody will at kampar and its easier for me to gather all the poeple. I hope got poeple can assist in music and the song part since i'm idiot of it.
3rd, I need to find people to sing for the song, plays guitar, piano etc to record those songs. And i need to confirm whether church can have record equipment, or i should borrow mp3 or something from friend.
4th, I need to save money to upgrade my pc. Ram, from 256Mb to 1Gb; hardisk, from 80Gb to 120Gb if can, display card need to change too.
5th, I need to find scanner for photo scanning. I dont think i have much more money for scanner and I wont use much after this 'clip'
Now i just have the idea of intro...screen all black, fade in words in white, 一张张零碎的照片, fade out, fade in another group of words in white, 一首首属于分队的歌... ten fade out again, then start the photo showing. Need the songs intro too lar of course. Imagine it, so nice right?
I need get all these done before June. So far, i chat with Choong Meng yesterday, he gratefull and agree for the 'photo mtv clip', but he prefer something multimedia bla bla bla (i forget what the thing calls) and he told me, those company photo are lost after "pastor floor"(i not sure about the word mu shi lou for english) renovation. Shit! Photos are the most important! I know can get from former member, but not all. How about the oldest photo? I dont think got anyone have them. I dont have the complete source, how i can make it? And Choong Meng told me, those songs i searching is not official 1, so he not prefer those songs. hmm...i still need discussion with him..but he quite busy, need to squeeze with other Um students for the internet in the library...Now is mid of January but i still have done nothing! hope everything run smooth...the anniversary gathering and dinner as well...
And thanks to Kean Sun that giving me great support! Touching for it dude! And Choong Meng for appreciating my idea and contribution... And other like Ng Kah Meng Ng Keng Fei etc....Thanks dude!
Monday, January 15, 2007
blogging
these days just visit friends' blog and leave comment...look around...wulau! even monkey also have his own blog liao! look at my blog...i have many thing to write..but lazy...hahaha! and i found out my english is weak! i cant even write a prober article! whenever i think to write in english, ..........just forget it. i dont know how to express what in my mind in english. my english still form 1 or 2 standard only... T.T but monkey also try write in english, i also have to try mah! hahaha! gambateh! thanks monkey!ur blog encourage me a lot!
Thursday, January 04, 2007
Haze video clips
Thank You MV (haze season)南洋大雾杀人事件MV # by SP
related reports:
http://www.kooky.com.my/content_c.phtml?sec=762&artid=200612112846
haze in malaysia 马来西亚-烟霾-2006
SG "雾锁南洋" / Hazy SE Asia MTV
related reports:
http://www.kooky.com.my/content_c.phtml?sec=762&artid=200612112846
haze in malaysia 马来西亚-烟霾-2006
SG "雾锁南洋" / Hazy SE Asia MTV
Thursday, December 28, 2006
怀念梅艳芳
我剪接的一个娱乐节目，今天里面全是梅艳芳的资料和片段。才发现，梅艳芳都离世了3年。3年前的12月30日，凌晨2点50分，就离开这个世界...
她的歌，我说不出多少首歌名，但是那些片段，我都发现，原来部分的歌我都听过。她的歌声独特，我却没有留意到小时部分听到的歌都是她唱的！可能很多年轻人听到她的经典歌，会觉得 'so lame!'，年轻人喜欢旧时歌手很老土。但是她的精神是我们只得作为榜样的。她在得到癌症后，依然开了8场演唱会，将自己的一生奉
献给舞台...到了癌症末期，痛苦，还是坚持活到最后一口气...以下是她在演唱会里说的几句话....
“我曾經好失落，亦都好憔悴，我問我自己，我係未繼續要繼續甘樣過活。我D朋友如果知道既話，他地將係未會好心痛。就算離世左既幾位，我lam他地都唔想見到我會甘樣。所以，我話俾自己聽，我，要活在當下。”
“呢8場入邊，我其實我想證明一樣野，出邊係我未做呢個演唱會之前，好多風風雨雨，話梅艷芳有咩野有咩野有咩野，究竟做唔做到呢個演唱會，我今日證明左俾自己睇，只要有信心既話，無-難-事。”
“無論聽日係惦，我會做好今日，積極地面對我以後的人生。”
“呢場係一場好長既，可能係硬戰，但係我覺得每個人都需要有呢個信心，有呢個念頭，我地唔可以lap亂話俾人地聽，我地放棄，唔要呢個人生，因為呢個係上天賜給我地，既然我地決定左我地既人生既話，我地將唔會改變，我繼續會努力，兼奮鬥。”
很多人都拿《胭脂扣》里，饰演十二少（陈振邦）的张国荣对饰演红牌妓女如花的梅艳芳说的一句话：“如夢如幻月,若即若離花”来怀念离世的梅艳芳。几年以后，还会有多少人会记得梅艳芳唱过的歌，演过的戏，做过的事呢？由或者还会记得这个艺人呢？正如该节目主持人所说的，生命依然要繼續，怀念依然要存.........
她的歌，我说不出多少首歌名，但是那些片段，我都发现，原来部分的歌我都听过。她的歌声独特，我却没有留意到小时部分听到的歌都是她唱的！可能很多年轻人听到她的经典歌，会觉得 'so lame!'，年轻人喜欢旧时歌手很老土。但是她的精神是我们只得作为榜样的。她在得到癌症后，依然开了8场演唱会，将自己的一生奉
献给舞台...到了癌症末期，痛苦，还是坚持活到最后一口气...以下是她在演唱会里说的几句话....
“我曾經好失落，亦都好憔悴，我問我自己，我係未繼續要繼續甘樣過活。我D朋友如果知道既話，他地將係未會好心痛。就算離世左既幾位，我lam他地都唔想見到我會甘樣。所以，我話俾自己聽，我，要活在當下。”
“呢8場入邊，我其實我想證明一樣野，出邊係我未做呢個演唱會之前，好多風風雨雨，話梅艷芳有咩野有咩野有咩野，究竟做唔做到呢個演唱會，我今日證明左俾自己睇，只要有信心既話，無-難-事。”
“無論聽日係惦，我會做好今日，積極地面對我以後的人生。”
“呢場係一場好長既，可能係硬戰，但係我覺得每個人都需要有呢個信心，有呢個念頭，我地唔可以lap亂話俾人地聽，我地放棄，唔要呢個人生，因為呢個係上天賜給我地，既然我地決定左我地既人生既話，我地將唔會改變，我繼續會努力，兼奮鬥。”
很多人都拿《胭脂扣》里，饰演十二少（陈振邦）的张国荣对饰演红牌妓女如花的梅艳芳说的一句话：“如夢如幻月,若即若離花”来怀念离世的梅艳芳。几年以后，还会有多少人会记得梅艳芳唱过的歌，演过的戏，做过的事呢？由或者还会记得这个艺人呢？正如该节目主持人所说的，生命依然要繼續，怀念依然要存.........
Friday, December 22, 2006
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
我与剧坊的心路历程
forwarded from 心向太阳剧坊blog
2003年，国明与天洋招募《梦天堂》舞台剧工作人员，我与舍友浩浩荡荡加入了。 过程忙但却有意义，充实。由于不熟悉剧坊运作，期间我都很直接表露不满，还向制作人大喊大叫。但是这初体验，让我对舞台剧有多一些些的认识。至少让我知道舞台剧并不是我之前所认识，那所谓的‘深奥艺术品’。
《椅子。人》我并没有太多的参与感，因为看到很多陌生的面孔，可以说是在后期进剧场的时候我才参与。当时还蛮怀念从前与舍友们每晚一起走到宿舍楼下排戏的日子，刹那间此时此刻只能变成专属《梦天堂》的回忆...
我在《梦天堂》发生电源短路意外大难不死后，我依稀记得剧坊‘老将’秋风姐说过一些话，当时的我还以为我以后就负责灯光的，但是在《爱之路》一跳就跳到去助理制作人的岗位。很多时候都要跟着制作人去面对社会人士，政府部门，赞助商媒体等。所谓人情冷暖，个中滋味只有经历过才能体会...短短的几个月，可以确确实实地感受到舞台剧的路是多么的不易走呐！
我知道最近剧坊面临逼迁的问题，也很令我痛心，毕竟要找到好像Ue3那样‘平，靓，正’的落脚地真的不容易。由于我生活加上环境的不便，几乎没有参与剧坊的活动。我终于明白为什么剧坊的大部分的会员好像掉落在流水上的叶子一样...因为我也是其中一片吧！
虽然剧坊面临重重难关，但是我深信以后的心向太阳剧坊是发光发热的！我都这么深信着... 衷心盼望剧坊可以找到更多能抵抗流水的沉石... ~洁如~
2003年，国明与天洋招募《梦天堂》舞台剧工作人员，我与舍友浩浩荡荡加入了。 过程忙但却有意义，充实。由于不熟悉剧坊运作，期间我都很直接表露不满，还向制作人大喊大叫。但是这初体验，让我对舞台剧有多一些些的认识。至少让我知道舞台剧并不是我之前所认识，那所谓的‘深奥艺术品’。
《椅子。人》我并没有太多的参与感，因为看到很多陌生的面孔，可以说是在后期进剧场的时候我才参与。当时还蛮怀念从前与舍友们每晚一起走到宿舍楼下排戏的日子，刹那间此时此刻只能变成专属《梦天堂》的回忆...
我在《梦天堂》发生电源短路意外大难不死后，我依稀记得剧坊‘老将’秋风姐说过一些话，当时的我还以为我以后就负责灯光的，但是在《爱之路》一跳就跳到去助理制作人的岗位。很多时候都要跟着制作人去面对社会人士，政府部门，赞助商媒体等。所谓人情冷暖，个中滋味只有经历过才能体会...短短的几个月，可以确确实实地感受到舞台剧的路是多么的不易走呐！
我知道最近剧坊面临逼迁的问题，也很令我痛心，毕竟要找到好像Ue3那样‘平，靓，正’的落脚地真的不容易。由于我生活加上环境的不便，几乎没有参与剧坊的活动。我终于明白为什么剧坊的大部分的会员好像掉落在流水上的叶子一样...因为我也是其中一片吧！
虽然剧坊面临重重难关，但是我深信以后的心向太阳剧坊是发光发热的！我都这么深信着... 衷心盼望剧坊可以找到更多能抵抗流水的沉石... ~洁如~
忆学院生活~~1
前几天朋友才说，她刚进学院的时候，看到我做一份group assignment, 很用心，即使其他组员没有什么参与，我都坚持熬夜把assignment做出来，但是我对这件事真的没有印象...但是我记得我被那一个subject的讲师看好...
而且我组做的两次assignment都被称赞...那时我也以为自己会做出色的记者的...但是光辉的日子不长久，我承认我刚进学院的时候我有付出努力，但是三分钟热度，才过了一个学期，就开始懒下来了。我把学院的时候考试当普通日子。考前几小时才跟同学借note来看。拿着note赖在床上睡着了。
那时我看舍友都很bik cik我吧！哈哈哈！自己又不做notes，到最后一分钟才跟他们借来看，害到他们不能读多两下。进到考场，作弊的味道超重。而我就lan清高没有同流合污，只靠自己读了一点点的东西，加上一点点的小聪明+幸运来考试。一个学期考10科左右，对我来说，管他！failed掉一些不用retest 的科。可以毕到业就好了。
我这样的读书和考试态度，在spm前就开始了吧...还记得biology什么都没有读，考的前一晚还拿着biology书睡觉...大家在紧张到谁不着的时候，我竟然可以什么都没读过，还睡得下！所以spm成绩出炉，朋友问起，都不相信我竟然只拿了一个A而已！
话说回头，虽然学院有点烂，但是有些讲师还不错的...但是得过且过的态度让自己很多东西都不懂，不知道，来到社会工作只有混饭吃罗...
还在读着书的你们，千万不要步我的后尘呐！
而且我组做的两次assignment都被称赞...那时我也以为自己会做出色的记者的...但是光辉的日子不长久，我承认我刚进学院的时候我有付出努力，但是三分钟热度，才过了一个学期，就开始懒下来了。我把学院的时候考试当普通日子。考前几小时才跟同学借note来看。拿着note赖在床上睡着了。
那时我看舍友都很bik cik我吧！哈哈哈！自己又不做notes，到最后一分钟才跟他们借来看，害到他们不能读多两下。进到考场，作弊的味道超重。而我就lan清高没有同流合污，只靠自己读了一点点的东西，加上一点点的小聪明+幸运来考试。一个学期考10科左右，对我来说，管他！failed掉一些不用retest 的科。可以毕到业就好了。
我这样的读书和考试态度，在spm前就开始了吧...还记得biology什么都没有读，考的前一晚还拿着biology书睡觉...大家在紧张到谁不着的时候，我竟然可以什么都没读过，还睡得下！所以spm成绩出炉，朋友问起，都不相信我竟然只拿了一个A而已！
话说回头，虽然学院有点烂，但是有些讲师还不错的...但是得过且过的态度让自己很多东西都不懂，不知道，来到社会工作只有混饭吃罗...
还在读着书的你们，千万不要步我的后尘呐！
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Mr. J & Miss I Wedding Day
Mr. Jacky ask Shan Yuan to shoot for his wedding. So i follow Shan Yuan and Jin Hui go to Jacky's hometown,Seremban 5 o'clock in the morning. This is the 1st time i follow almost the wedding schedule. We reach there about 7am and found out he still sleeping.... =.=''' ask us reach before 7am pula...
We saw a pretty car in the house. And SHan Yuan say that is Fair Lady. I dont much about cars, but i know it expensive and it seems dream car of many guy.
teddy bear + fair lady = bride's car
The whole morning i in blur blur status, and in the bride house, i miss the 玩新郎 part. Cause too many people inside, so i sit outside the house, just slightly know whats goin on inside. @.@
接新娘成功!
Guess where to have wedding dinner? Palace of Golden House! gosh....This is the 1st time i went to this high class place..Before the dinner start, i help to be lighting for a while. This wedding dinner a bit special, here no ‘签到表’, but use 即影即有相机 to snap every guess who attend the dinner and hang on the photo on a tree branch provided. Jacky's cousin nonstop walking around us and snap our photo. Especially mine!When i holding the light!Geramnya! Even this cousin's brother also use the 即影即有相机 to snap my stupid face! And hang on the tree! geramnya! Jin Hui not allow me to take the photo, and even put to higher branch! =.=
Me and Jacky Shan Yuan and Jin Hui
新人入席 (wedding march i think) and 第一道菜肴上菜 is the important part of the wedding dinner. That time i should help to take care of the lighting girl and the camera man, but me myself pokkai pula! =.=''' shamed of myself! Because of that, Shan Yuan cant shoot the whole part of the 第一道菜肴上菜. 真的是‘食野唔做野，做野就打烂野’，‘仆街王，越帮越忙’！
colleagues
Since i drink red wine, and since the red wine is healthy, so that night is my 2nd time to drink red wine. After 1 glass of red wine, i felt my ears and face hot. I ask chooi ping that sat beside me, she shocked when she saw my face! Really like 关公！ gosh....It happen again! Then Alice and her boyfriend came, and ask all of us drink 1 glass in 1 shot. I have no time and chance to reject. after the 2nd glass of redwine, i felt a bit dizzy. Shit! Then they all found out my chest and back also red!
looks drunk d me
Caren and me
Jin Hui and me
搞笑的Jin Hui and me
醉醉地0既花姐加入陣容
Alice and Chooi Ping with looks 醉 d me
@.@ They all said me 'u drunk!' and i nonstop deny....'我無醉!我好清醒!' Even Jacky also told people around me '睇住她' =.=''' 我真系清醒嘎!点解無人信我?So the rest of the shooting, Jin Hui the one who hold the light, and, me? just eat and and eat...and nonstop say 我沒醉...無鬼用!
一對新人with us. watch carefully! my skin with other was different from others!
After the wedding dinner end, and guests were home, and i start stop dizzy and not that hot n red. I plan to get back my stupid photo that hang on the tree, but...IT GONE!!! A few days later when Jacky back from holiday, he told me that his cousin took the photo! ARGHHH! Fen Cheong! >.< 變態佬!!!
This is the 1st time i follow almost the wedding schedule. I found out wedding is really a damn tiring 'activity'! and bride and bridegroom have to smile all the day till night! And the preparation quite tiring too...! 所以,唔乜事都唔好立亂結婚或者離婚丫!
We saw a pretty car in the house. And SHan Yuan say that is Fair Lady. I dont much about cars, but i know it expensive and it seems dream car of many guy.
teddy bear + fair lady = bride's car
The whole morning i in blur blur status, and in the bride house, i miss the 玩新郎 part. Cause too many people inside, so i sit outside the house, just slightly know whats goin on inside. @.@
接新娘成功!
Guess where to have wedding dinner? Palace of Golden House! gosh....This is the 1st time i went to this high class place..Before the dinner start, i help to be lighting for a while. This wedding dinner a bit special, here no ‘签到表’, but use 即影即有相机 to snap every guess who attend the dinner and hang on the photo on a tree branch provided. Jacky's cousin nonstop walking around us and snap our photo. Especially mine!When i holding the light!Geramnya! Even this cousin's brother also use the 即影即有相机 to snap my stupid face! And hang on the tree! geramnya! Jin Hui not allow me to take the photo, and even put to higher branch! =.=
Me and Jacky Shan Yuan and Jin Hui
新人入席 (wedding march i think) and 第一道菜肴上菜 is the important part of the wedding dinner. That time i should help to take care of the lighting girl and the camera man, but me myself pokkai pula! =.=''' shamed of myself! Because of that, Shan Yuan cant shoot the whole part of the 第一道菜肴上菜. 真的是‘食野唔做野，做野就打烂野’，‘仆街王，越帮越忙’！
colleagues
Since i drink red wine, and since the red wine is healthy, so that night is my 2nd time to drink red wine. After 1 glass of red wine, i felt my ears and face hot. I ask chooi ping that sat beside me, she shocked when she saw my face! Really like 关公！ gosh....It happen again! Then Alice and her boyfriend came, and ask all of us drink 1 glass in 1 shot. I have no time and chance to reject. after the 2nd glass of redwine, i felt a bit dizzy. Shit! Then they all found out my chest and back also red!
looks drunk d me
Caren and me
Jin Hui and me
搞笑的Jin Hui and me
醉醉地0既花姐加入陣容
Alice and Chooi Ping with looks 醉 d me
@.@ They all said me 'u drunk!' and i nonstop deny....'我無醉!我好清醒!' Even Jacky also told people around me '睇住她' =.=''' 我真系清醒嘎!点解無人信我?So the rest of the shooting, Jin Hui the one who hold the light, and, me? just eat and and eat...and nonstop say 我沒醉...無鬼用!
一對新人with us. watch carefully! my skin with other was different from others!
After the wedding dinner end, and guests were home, and i start stop dizzy and not that hot n red. I plan to get back my stupid photo that hang on the tree, but...IT GONE!!! A few days later when Jacky back from holiday, he told me that his cousin took the photo! ARGHHH! Fen Cheong! >.< 變態佬!!!
This is the 1st time i follow almost the wedding schedule. I found out wedding is really a damn tiring 'activity'! and bride and bridegroom have to smile all the day till night! And the preparation quite tiring too...! 所以,唔乜事都唔好立亂結婚或者離婚丫!
Friday, December 01, 2006
1st December -- World Aids Day
一年前的今天，我第一次被抢手机，我第一天在心向太阳剧坊上班...但是12月1号是更有的意义的日子--世界爱滋病日。
因为《爱之路》舞台剧，我了解到爱滋病。因为《爱之路》舞台剧，我接触到爱滋病带菌者。也因为《爱之路》舞台剧，我看到大马人对爱滋病知识的严重缺乏，对爱滋病的严重错误的观念，对爱滋病这三个字的排斥，还有对爱滋病带菌者和患者的歧视。
我感到很痛心。对社会人士的无知感到失望。往往就是这些无知害死人。就是这些无知让更多人感染爱滋病。在资讯网络发达的社会，年轻人也不了解爱滋病这个课题。可悲的是，去年共有280万人死于爱滋病。可能有人会想：全世界有酱多人，死酱多人不出奇呀！也就是说每分钟就有5.3个人死于爱滋病。是死于爱滋病！一个多么惊人的数字！但是又有多少人去关注这个数目？这个课题？
认识吉隆坡爱滋支援服务社现任主席，也是某收容中心的创办人。就如《爱之路》里的一句对白：‘爱滋路并不好走’。从他身上可以感受到这些年来的从事这个工作的艰辛。但是他犹如一支蜡烛，把希望，把祝福带给更多的人。他，是爱滋病带菌者。
so what?
爱滋病并不可怕，不了解才是真正的可怕。每個人都有一条人生道路，不管他走的是不幸的“愛滋路”或是幸福的愛之路，让我們一起用爱滋养每一個生命。
STOP AIDS. KEEP THE PROMISE.
related infro:
http://www.nanyang.com/index.php?ch=7&pg=10&ac=673709
http://www.unaids.org/en/
因为《爱之路》舞台剧，我了解到爱滋病。因为《爱之路》舞台剧，我接触到爱滋病带菌者。也因为《爱之路》舞台剧，我看到大马人对爱滋病知识的严重缺乏，对爱滋病的严重错误的观念，对爱滋病这三个字的排斥，还有对爱滋病带菌者和患者的歧视。
我感到很痛心。对社会人士的无知感到失望。往往就是这些无知害死人。就是这些无知让更多人感染爱滋病。在资讯网络发达的社会，年轻人也不了解爱滋病这个课题。可悲的是，去年共有280万人死于爱滋病。可能有人会想：全世界有酱多人，死酱多人不出奇呀！也就是说每分钟就有5.3个人死于爱滋病。是死于爱滋病！一个多么惊人的数字！但是又有多少人去关注这个数目？这个课题？
认识吉隆坡爱滋支援服务社现任主席，也是某收容中心的创办人。就如《爱之路》里的一句对白：‘爱滋路并不好走’。从他身上可以感受到这些年来的从事这个工作的艰辛。但是他犹如一支蜡烛，把希望，把祝福带给更多的人。他，是爱滋病带菌者。
so what?
爱滋病并不可怕，不了解才是真正的可怕。每個人都有一条人生道路，不管他走的是不幸的“愛滋路”或是幸福的愛之路，让我們一起用爱滋养每一個生命。
STOP AIDS. KEEP THE PROMISE.
related infro:
http://www.nanyang.com/index.php?ch=7&pg=10&ac=673709
http://www.unaids.org/en/
祝伟城同学早日康复
那天在中国伟城同学少有地msn我，说他车祸了，我还以为是小事，毕竟他还可以msn告诉我嘛！之后说要去医院，就这样放away了...还来不及问他详情的说...
同一天，同是到中国留学的莉洁同学就告诉我，伟成在医院要施手术，帮他祷告。详情她也不是很清楚。她也是听学姐说的。
晚上跟同学们和IF喝茶的时候，IF都很震惊。当然，没有人知道这件事。老豆家权就立刻打长途电话到伟城的宿舍...但是他不在...伟城同学的情况还是个谜.....
第二天才从莉洁同学了解到一些情况。是伟城同学脚车与车的车祸。伟城同学的左手骨折，当了手术方了铁片进去，一年还要取出来。很严重耶！ 真佩服他车祸后还可以有闲情回宿舍msn我！
本来是星期六出院，但是却伟城同学嫌闷，今天就出院了。盼望他早日康复...踏脚车要小心....
同一天，同是到中国留学的莉洁同学就告诉我，伟成在医院要施手术，帮他祷告。详情她也不是很清楚。她也是听学姐说的。
晚上跟同学们和IF喝茶的时候，IF都很震惊。当然，没有人知道这件事。老豆家权就立刻打长途电话到伟城的宿舍...但是他不在...伟城同学的情况还是个谜.....
第二天才从莉洁同学了解到一些情况。是伟城同学脚车与车的车祸。伟城同学的左手骨折，当了手术方了铁片进去，一年还要取出来。很严重耶！ 真佩服他车祸后还可以有闲情回宿舍msn我！
本来是星期六出院，但是却伟城同学嫌闷，今天就出院了。盼望他早日康复...踏脚车要小心....
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Monday, November 27, 2006
无聊
好无聊~~~~真的好无聊~~~~
虽然手头上有工作有事还未完成
但总提不起劲来
感觉人生过得没有意义
除了工作
就是漫无目的surf net
就是找一些人家觉得冷门的歌来听
就是让自己更觉得很无聊
这样的心情这样的感觉何时才消失？？
虽然手头上有工作有事还未完成
但总提不起劲来
感觉人生过得没有意义
除了工作
就是漫无目的surf net
就是找一些人家觉得冷门的歌来听
就是让自己更觉得很无聊
这样的心情这样的感觉何时才消失？？
Monday, November 20, 2006
Thursday, November 16, 2006
PD trip...October
Jacky the boss planned a trip to Port Dickson. Since I not much $$ use, I wondering should i join? After Shan Yuan gave some advice and encouragement, deal. Moreover I 2 year ++ no go seaside liao..erm..and never go trip with colleague.. I think it will be fun! Looking forward to this trip..But....But....These days so hazy... =.= helpless..
Till the next day we have to fetch a colleague 1st and gathered with other car at Nilai rest stop. Till that time i actually still not that clear who else will go for this trip.. @.@ blur me.. but seems the haze not that serious liao! hehe... ^^
me....
Till the next day we have to fetch a colleague 1st and gathered with other car at Nilai rest stop. Till that time i actually still not that clear who else will go for this trip.. @.@ blur me.. but seems the haze not that serious liao! hehe... ^^
me....
When all reach at Nilai rest stop, i found out i just know 5 out of 10! sei foh lor... more blur! @.@ Aiya...Don't care lar! "see 1 step walk 1 step lar"..After we reach Seremban, hometown of Jacky, he recommend us to us beef noodles "ngau lam min" at Pasar besar Seremban and nonstop mumbered say tasty. o.O yao mou ar? But after we eat, it really tasty! syok! The beef doesnt as smelly as we usually eat! Wow! shuang! Cause i ate junk food in the car before, i just order small bowl...arghh!!so regret!
After we reach PD, thought can terus check in and play sand castle (yup! no doubt, is sand castle), but need to see see 1 of the colleague's friend's house..Then just decide wana rent room at other resort 1st..uh...gosh...the lift soooooo slow...slower than the turtle...but then when we reach the house, my colleague cant open the door! And the condo seems so less resident.............Plus not at seaside............................ so most of us suggest rent a unit at resort lu....
Ok. Reach a resort call Angkasa Resort...erm...Damn nice! and not expensive! wuu....thought can go beach d..but they all say so hot n sunny, wait till sunset wor... T.T
one of the room....
me 'dai ji ying' on the bed! hahaha!
what u couple looking at??
nice scene huh? dont get cheat! when u reach the beach u will found out how dirty the sea!!
majung king and majung queen!
When neck become long sunset just reach...hehehe! so long not go beach...feel so excited! When reach there..... =.= gosh....damn dirty! so just plan to play sand at seaside d..but...but....Jacky, Shan Yuan, Jin Hui and Caren pakat throw sand on me....and drag me to the sea....and deep till neck! T.T scared me! Black heart d them still augh at me! haiz... Shan Yuan want to teach me not to scared water d...but at last pun failed....Cause i really to scared of deep water..maybe 'yum ying' lor...
At night, we go eat seafood..wow! so long din see sooo much seafood infront me! I eat till dirty my clothes, like little kidz eating n dirty their clothes...so embrasasing! but is cheap lor...13 people eat just cost RM270...After back to resort, they start be evil..games with alchohol! They are geng！Thats the 2nd time i see people get drunk...!
when they are playing games with alchohol and poker.....
I was watching behind them....
the next day 'mi mi mo mo' the whole morning, then terus check out. So fast... =( and go to Seremban eat Hakka Mee. Gues what? we are the 1st guess! hehe....I'm as a Hakka but thats the 1st time i ate Hakka Mee. Taste good! thumbs up! And we heard Jacky said, thats the famous Hakka Mee restaurant. 吃完就好好上路罗...
the hakka mee shop...yum yum!
On the way back, we can feel the haze back again! Whole journey the highway is so blur! Like we at genting... haze..haiz...But thanks god when we at PD air is clear d. At Least we can see the sea *wink* Thats all for the PD trip....chiaoz..
Monday, November 13, 2006
現代人與我
現代人追求現代,
好多身外物物品求新求先進求in求型,
系因為俾周圍概人,事,物,環境,社會,花花世界影響
對於比較偏向求實際概我
系某些程度上我會覺得系奢侈
系我跟唔上現代人概步伐同思想?
定系現代人過於現代?
好多身外物物品求新求先進求in求型,
系因為俾周圍概人,事,物,環境,社會,花花世界影響
對於比較偏向求實際概我
系某些程度上我會覺得系奢侈
系我跟唔上現代人概步伐同思想?
定系現代人過於現代?
吸煙
當隔離檯吸煙,可以選擇轉檯或者換地方.
當朋友吸煙,可以唔可以選擇唔同佢出黎?
講佢, 好似覺得自私,唔俾佢吸.
唔講佢,自己喉嚨又唔舒服,大家同佢概健康受影響.
最後
選擇講佢,得到概系令我自己傷心的話...
當朋友吸煙,可以唔可以選擇唔同佢出黎?
講佢, 好似覺得自私,唔俾佢吸.
唔講佢,自己喉嚨又唔舒服,大家同佢概健康受影響.
最後
選擇講佢,得到概系令我自己傷心的話...
瘋狂概virus season
我唔知近排系病毒盛旺季節, 佢地响我唔留神概時候光明正大潛入黎. 我根本唔知响邊度'傳染'返
黎.雖然有AVG, 但系於事無補. 0岩0岩就遇著剛剛, Jacky結婚,連續兩個禮拜請假. 開始就佢忙我
又趕工,之後就佢請假, 個段時期唯有麻煩Shan Yuan搵下software洗D virus囉...
起初AVG淨系detect到一只,之後好似越scan越多,佢地專門攻擊exe file,搞到我公事上概software
幾乎全部lai晒野. Shan Yuan又要搵D software出黎repair, 最離普D都仲有! 我起初lai野之後就
即刻backup D野囉external hardisk度,點知Shan Yuan攞去佢電腦scan, 入邊有101個file
infected! 梁山泊101條好汗咩!
Shan Yuan就千吩咐萬吩咐話唔好上網,一切upload同download由佢地代勞, 之後再放落share
folder, 我正開網絡攞. 就連同事們要print野都要0益一0益我開網絡....鬼叫我用緊架電腦系
share folder同連接printer咩...我一個人lai野, 全部人跟住我受罪...好彩就無傳染到俾佢
地...
坐隔離概caren亦同我同一日lai野, 但系佢就落得兩袖清風,話format就format, 不知幾瀟灑! 我
就惦都要等Jacky返黎喇...有virus就Scan, attack software就repair...
最後的最後,神通廣大概Jacky竟然無format到電腦, 就搞惦晒D virus. CTO果然系CTO!
前前後後都要三個星期囉...同時期亦有其他朋友仔响今次概virus season中招...有人話系anti
virus公司放出黎概, 等平民百姓中招, 之後賣佢地概software, 從中就轉一筆. 唉...以家D人,
為左錢, 乜都做得出.....
黎.雖然有AVG, 但系於事無補. 0岩0岩就遇著剛剛, Jacky結婚,連續兩個禮拜請假. 開始就佢忙我
又趕工,之後就佢請假, 個段時期唯有麻煩Shan Yuan搵下software洗D virus囉...
起初AVG淨系detect到一只,之後好似越scan越多,佢地專門攻擊exe file,搞到我公事上概software
幾乎全部lai晒野. Shan Yuan又要搵D software出黎repair, 最離普D都仲有! 我起初lai野之後就
即刻backup D野囉external hardisk度,點知Shan Yuan攞去佢電腦scan, 入邊有101個file
infected! 梁山泊101條好汗咩!
Shan Yuan就千吩咐萬吩咐話唔好上網,一切upload同download由佢地代勞, 之後再放落share
folder, 我正開網絡攞. 就連同事們要print野都要0益一0益我開網絡....鬼叫我用緊架電腦系
share folder同連接printer咩...我一個人lai野, 全部人跟住我受罪...好彩就無傳染到俾佢
地...
坐隔離概caren亦同我同一日lai野, 但系佢就落得兩袖清風,話format就format, 不知幾瀟灑! 我
就惦都要等Jacky返黎喇...有virus就Scan, attack software就repair...
最後的最後,神通廣大概Jacky竟然無format到電腦, 就搞惦晒D virus. CTO果然系CTO!
前前後後都要三個星期囉...同時期亦有其他朋友仔响今次概virus season中招...有人話系anti
virus公司放出黎概, 等平民百姓中招, 之後賣佢地概software, 從中就轉一筆. 唉...以家D人,
為左錢, 乜都做得出.....
Friday, November 10, 2006
死變態佬事件
個日放工,發覺掛响曬衫處少左我概bra同底褲. 望真D,見到自己概bra離門口不遠處. 再向後望,睇到兩個衫架响樓梯度. 唔洗估,一定系死變態佬偷左. 淨系想像,就覺得好核凸.好變態. 我唔明掂解D人會有D甘變態概癖好. 有點兒唔死心,叫shan yuan陪我上多一樓,睇下會唔會留响樓梯度.最上就系閣樓,我以家先知呢度有閣樓. 個度陰森得黎,系吸毒,捉人去強姦概好去處. 原來附近我屋企系有一個甘危險概地方!
閣樓概探索空手而歸. 我底褲下落不明,仲要俾shan yuan笑我 "如何面對~無底褲著的日子~~". 雖然第二日去左security pondok投訴, 但系我完全想像唔到security概condo都有死變態佬! 除左覺得齋坐概security無麼用之外, 覺得社會越來越變態! 我感覺到人身安全受威脅,個閣樓更加令我心寒.
p/s: T.T 我概底褲.....
閣樓概探索空手而歸. 我底褲下落不明,仲要俾shan yuan笑我 "如何面對~無底褲著的日子~~". 雖然第二日去左security pondok投訴, 但系我完全想像唔到security概condo都有死變態佬! 除左覺得齋坐概security無麼用之外, 覺得社會越來越變態! 我感覺到人身安全受威脅,個閣樓更加令我心寒.
p/s: T.T 我概底褲.....
A 'lun zun' thing I did
Morning i usually 賴床, 唔到最後一分鐘都唔爬起身. 終於lai野! I rush to go work and I lock my room key inside my room! damn shit! I dun even have spare key! Itz late, and my housemate waiting me, i straight go work n try think ways to slove during i work. I go ask locksmith, lowest spences need RM40! So expensive! 好賺過搶野!攞一筆錢黎開鎖,覺得点兒唔舍得羅...I remember previous colleague unlock boss's door with phone card. I msn ask him the way and decide to try unlock by myself.
From 7pm till 10pm, we use fork, many phone card (must Maxis relaod card, cause Digi's too soft), similar door key and even lisence card, real reward card. Jin Hui and Shan Yuan and me take turn to unlock whenever one of us feel tired. Dont ask me how to unlock with those thing, hardly explain...I phone my dad and he sugeest me to knock with hammer, it not really works and we afraid we disturbing other residents. 經多時概努力,D card果然有效, 開到D縫, 不過惦努力都系得個只縫.
About 9pm, Shan Yuan suggest me to find Sam to unlock, since he got experience on it. I doubt, cause he stay quite a distance from us. But we really have no choice, i have to do so. When the time Shan Yuan go fetch Sam, another housemate, Li Ying came back. She join the 'unlock team' and try to help us with similar door key. When we almost give up, Li Ying unlock successful!! Yeah! Jin Hui喇喇林打電話俾Shan Yuan同他講唔洗載Sam過來. 惦知原來佢地已經到左樓下car park左. Haiz...要Sam白走一趟真系唔好意思...我欠佢一餐...
喇喇林執兩件衫,就要落馬六甲,先落Setapak飲個茶仔, 載埋Sam同佢女友返屋企,我地差唔多半夜十二點半正啟程. 如果唔系我概唔小心, 就無洗要Sam山長水遠黎Damansara,就唔洗要Jin Hui Shan Yuan甘遲先落馬六甲...多謝大家概拔刀相助!我會記得概!尤其系Jin Hui and Shan Yuan.... 呢個教訓我會記住概,見過鬼仲唔怕黑咩? 以後房門我唔會鎖,但系床我照賴.... :p
From 7pm till 10pm, we use fork, many phone card (must Maxis relaod card, cause Digi's too soft), similar door key and even lisence card, real reward card. Jin Hui and Shan Yuan and me take turn to unlock whenever one of us feel tired. Dont ask me how to unlock with those thing, hardly explain...I phone my dad and he sugeest me to knock with hammer, it not really works and we afraid we disturbing other residents. 經多時概努力,D card果然有效, 開到D縫, 不過惦努力都系得個只縫.
About 9pm, Shan Yuan suggest me to find Sam to unlock, since he got experience on it. I doubt, cause he stay quite a distance from us. But we really have no choice, i have to do so. When the time Shan Yuan go fetch Sam, another housemate, Li Ying came back. She join the 'unlock team' and try to help us with similar door key. When we almost give up, Li Ying unlock successful!! Yeah! Jin Hui喇喇林打電話俾Shan Yuan同他講唔洗載Sam過來. 惦知原來佢地已經到左樓下car park左. Haiz...要Sam白走一趟真系唔好意思...我欠佢一餐...
喇喇林執兩件衫,就要落馬六甲,先落Setapak飲個茶仔, 載埋Sam同佢女友返屋企,我地差唔多半夜十二點半正啟程. 如果唔系我概唔小心, 就無洗要Sam山長水遠黎Damansara,就唔洗要Jin Hui Shan Yuan甘遲先落馬六甲...多謝大家概拔刀相助!我會記得概!尤其系Jin Hui and Shan Yuan.... 呢個教訓我會記住概,見過鬼仲唔怕黑咩? 以後房門我唔會鎖,但系床我照賴.... :p
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
現代人=豬??
forwarded from oscar blog.....
第一式：
人=吃飯+睡覺+工作+玩
豬=吃飯+睡覺
人=豬+工作+玩
人-玩=豬+工作
結論：不會玩的人，等於一隻會工作的豬 (咁都得?!)
xxx
第二式：
男人=吃飯+睡覺+賺錢
女人=吃飯+睡覺+花錢
男人+女人=吃飯+睡覺+賺錢+吃飯+睡覺+花錢
因為：賺錢+花錢=0
所以：男人+女人=（吃飯+睡覺）+（吃飯+睡覺）
根據上面第一式：豬=吃飯+睡覺
結論：男人+女人=兩隻豬
這樣一來,通街都是豬......
第一式：
人=吃飯+睡覺+工作+玩
豬=吃飯+睡覺
人=豬+工作+玩
人-玩=豬+工作
結論：不會玩的人，等於一隻會工作的豬 (咁都得?!)
xxx
第二式：
男人=吃飯+睡覺+賺錢
女人=吃飯+睡覺+花錢
男人+女人=吃飯+睡覺+賺錢+吃飯+睡覺+花錢
因為：賺錢+花錢=0
所以：男人+女人=（吃飯+睡覺）+（吃飯+睡覺）
根據上面第一式：豬=吃飯+睡覺
結論：男人+女人=兩隻豬
這樣一來,通街都是豬......
Monday, October 16, 2006
抵死0既"現代五指山的故事"
==
話說孫悟空因大鬧天庭
如來 佛主因不爽他的行為
而把他壓在五指山下
而現代人
看到不爽的人
也會給對方 個五指山
可是因為時間長了
人也變懶了
就伸中指而已
來呈現對他人的不滿與不爽
這副作品的創作人, in_house 要求我一定要寫 : Done by in_house
=.= 我寫了! in_house, 這下你爽了吧?
那天跟in_house在msn聊天, 突然他send了以上的作品 + 以上的一段文字...然後跟他要了他的blog...哈哈!我是唯一一個有他blog的人...哈哈! (自豪)
原來他的blog也有放以上的作品的...在他的blog看到他的心情故事...其實一直都知道他一個人在新加坡讀書很辛苦...在新加坡畢竟人才濟濟, 真的不容易吶! in_house!加油啊!
話說孫悟空因大鬧天庭
如來 佛主因不爽他的行為
而把他壓在五指山下
而現代人
看到不爽的人
也會給對方 個五指山
可是因為時間長了
人也變懶了
就伸中指而已
來呈現對他人的不滿與不爽
這副作品的創作人, in_house 要求我一定要寫 : Done by in_house
=.= 我寫了! in_house, 這下你爽了吧?
那天跟in_house在msn聊天, 突然他send了以上的作品 + 以上的一段文字...然後跟他要了他的blog...哈哈!我是唯一一個有他blog的人...哈哈! (自豪)
原來他的blog也有放以上的作品的...在他的blog看到他的心情故事...其實一直都知道他一個人在新加坡讀書很辛苦...在新加坡畢竟人才濟濟, 真的不容易吶! in_house!加油啊!
Friday, October 06, 2006
偏激?? 極端?? 還是...?
前幾天跟我的表哥談到他的朋友的女朋友不想住紅燈區, 我想可能因為不想男友接近那些地方,而真的去召妓吧...一個爭議性的話題就此產生...間中一方還沒'發表'完另一方就急著'發表'...按不住自己的觀點...是我表哥偏激?還是我極端??
Glisten Lee:咳．．．女人的脑容量就是不行，假使他的男友真的想去寻欢作乐，即使搬都天涯海角，他一样会去
Glisten Lee:像我这种用大脑思考的男人就一定不会去了
Glisten Lee:因为我有很多人生计划要去完成，万一染病，那一生就完了
Glisten Lee:还有什么雄心万志可言
Glisten Lee:雄心壮志
Glisten Lee:而且一个爱家的男人更不会去那种地方
Glisten Lee:染病了，妻小和年迈的双老 由谁去照顾呢？
謝潔如 says:感覺你在兜個大圈讚自己
Glisten Lee:怎么可以为了一时之快毁了一切
Glisten Lee:不是啦
Glisten Lee:我乃讽刺一般女人的无知，和成不了大事的特性
謝潔如 says:大男人主義
Glisten Lee:她要是管不着他的男人，即使搬到天南地北，就可以保证她的男人不去？那可是笑话中的笑话
Glisten Lee:恰当大男人主义是正面的
謝潔如 says:成龍都犯過這樣的錯啦!
Glisten Lee:不然你看以往的大男人社会，哪里有那么多的同居，婚强性行为，和离婚
Glisten Lee:成龙不是男人的典范
Glisten Lee:而且它 (他)也根本没资格
謝潔如 says:大男人主義存在並不代表能杜絕同居,婚前性行為和離婚
Glisten Lee:男女平等了之后，女人都失去了女人们原本应有的美德
謝潔如 says:是現代人對感情的看法和對待和觀點開放
謝潔如 says:大男人的男性並不代表不開放
Glisten Lee:你还是不懂，男女平等是一些问题的开端
謝潔如 says:思想開放
謝潔如 says:是問題的主要
Glisten Lee:武则天执政的时候
謝潔如 says:那舊時代的大男人主義,三妻四妾就是(能)杜絕同居,婚前性行為等問題嗎?
Glisten Lee:仕女权致上的年代
謝潔如 says:那還哪來甚麼金屋藏嬌?
謝潔如 says:是思想的問題!
Glisten Lee:那时候也是中国最淫乱的时代
謝潔如 says:是大男人主義的問題
Glisten Lee:女人可以随时休夫
謝潔如 says:大男人主義並不代表不會接受同居和婚前性行為
Glisten Lee:女人可以很随便
謝潔如 says:難道丈夫不就(好)不能休夫嗎?
Glisten Lee:３Ｐ ４Ｐ ５Ｐ 对那时候的女人来说也很正常
謝潔如 says:還要忍氣吞聲整輩子?
謝潔如 says:是男生喜歡玩3p 4p吧?
謝潔如 says:是男生喜歡看色情片居多還是女生居多?
謝潔如 says:是社會思想開放的問題
謝潔如 says:無關大男人主義
Glisten Lee:那为什么男人当皇帝的时候女人不能随便和４，５ 个男人搞在一起呢
謝潔如 says:你還是去進islam啦
謝潔如 says:你是那一夥的人
Glisten Lee:经过一项调查，游览色情网站的女人比男人高出很多
Glisten Lee:而且调查也显示平均女人一天里会用两小时想性事
謝潔如 says:女人出街只能黑布包頭包身..容忍丈夫三妻四妾
Glisten Lee:而男人平均只有一小时
Glisten Lee:不是这个意思
Glisten Lee:只是时代变迁的同时，女人应该保有她们原有的美德和价值观
Glisten Lee:男人一直都没变，只是女人的变化给社会带来了种种的问题
Glisten Lee:所以结论是适当的大男人封建主义和文化是社会建设发展所需要的
Glisten Lee:当大男人注意渐渐被抹杀的同时，也是社会问题一件接一件浮现的时候
Glisten Lee:难道你不没察觉大男人比较在乎家庭价值观吗？
謝潔如 says:是咩?
Glisten Lee:也同时会把儿女管教得比较严厉
謝潔如 says:是咩?
Glisten Lee:随兴的现代婚姻观念，教出了什么样的下一代，我想你我是有目共睹的
謝潔如 says:為甚麼那些被丈夫虐待卻為了讓孩子有個完整的家庭而忍氣吞聲繼續被虐?
謝潔如 says:如果不是在乎家庭價值觀為甚麼女生還這麼做?
Glisten Lee:那是比较极端的个案
Glisten Lee:我们必须以一个年代社会何一个年代的社会作比较
Glisten Lee:而不是拿个案来推翻事实的根据
謝潔如 says:隨兴的現代婚姻觀念不只是女生組(助)長的. 難道提出離婚的就只是女生?難道是大部分離婚個案是妻子紅杏出牆?
Glisten Lee:如果要这么比较的话，离婚，性开放，婚外情就比比皆是了
謝潔如 says:但是是由社會思想開放開始
謝潔如 says:但是全世界的思想開放並不是武則天一個人做出來的
謝潔如 says:還有現在的媒體的影響力
Glisten Lee:如果不是除去了原有的父系社会，然后引进了西方的男女平等，和随兴的价值观，就不会造就了悲剧不断的社会
謝潔如 says:但是從前西方也是沒有男女平等的
Glisten Lee:那从前西方也没有那么多的社会问题啊
Glisten Lee:是他们排除了父系社会
謝潔如 says:以前哪有多少人拿著旗子高喊男女平等?
Glisten Lee:创造了新的价值观
謝潔如 says:是淫亂的思想開放造就了這樣的社會
Glisten Lee:他们的社会问题也就开始了
謝潔如 says:這麼說你是不贊成男女平等啦?
Glisten Lee:平等要有个限度
Glisten Lee:平等到女人失去原有的含蓄，原有的美德那就太不应该了
謝潔如 says:那總結應該是說
Glisten Lee:适当的保有大男人主义，和适而可止地推动男女平等
謝潔如 says:大男人主義過多就會形成女生成為弱勢..妻子遭虐待..丈夫三妻四妾..男女平等過多形成女生失去原有的含蓄..造就感情觀念開放
引至離婚/同居/婚前性行為案件日益增加
謝潔如 says:講來講去到最後都是說社會平衡不到
Glisten Lee:一个由男人来统治和保护的社会不是以向来都很完美吗？而且女人最幸福的事情就是由(有)男人可依靠
Glisten Lee:我们需要成立协会保护弱质的女人和小孩
Glisten Lee:与此同时，我们不能抛开父系社会的原有价值观
謝潔如 says:你是婦女組主席?
Glisten Lee:并且加重刑罚对付那些虐待孩童和妇女的男人
Glisten Lee:保护孩童，女人和老人是男人与生俱来的责任
話題就在我要去吃午餐結束了...你的觀點又在哪裡?
呵呵...感覺最近很喜歡把自己跟親朋戚友msn的東西搬上來post...下一個'主角'會是誰呢...?
Glisten Lee:咳．．．女人的脑容量就是不行，假使他的男友真的想去寻欢作乐，即使搬都天涯海角，他一样会去
Glisten Lee:像我这种用大脑思考的男人就一定不会去了
Glisten Lee:因为我有很多人生计划要去完成，万一染病，那一生就完了
Glisten Lee:还有什么雄心万志可言
Glisten Lee:雄心壮志
Glisten Lee:而且一个爱家的男人更不会去那种地方
Glisten Lee:染病了，妻小和年迈的双老 由谁去照顾呢？
謝潔如 says:感覺你在兜個大圈讚自己
Glisten Lee:怎么可以为了一时之快毁了一切
Glisten Lee:不是啦
Glisten Lee:我乃讽刺一般女人的无知，和成不了大事的特性
謝潔如 says:大男人主義
Glisten Lee:她要是管不着他的男人，即使搬到天南地北，就可以保证她的男人不去？那可是笑话中的笑话
Glisten Lee:恰当大男人主义是正面的
謝潔如 says:成龍都犯過這樣的錯啦!
Glisten Lee:不然你看以往的大男人社会，哪里有那么多的同居，婚强性行为，和离婚
Glisten Lee:成龙不是男人的典范
Glisten Lee:而且它 (他)也根本没资格
謝潔如 says:大男人主義存在並不代表能杜絕同居,婚前性行為和離婚
Glisten Lee:男女平等了之后，女人都失去了女人们原本应有的美德
謝潔如 says:是現代人對感情的看法和對待和觀點開放
謝潔如 says:大男人的男性並不代表不開放
Glisten Lee:你还是不懂，男女平等是一些问题的开端
謝潔如 says:思想開放
謝潔如 says:是問題的主要
Glisten Lee:武则天执政的时候
謝潔如 says:那舊時代的大男人主義,三妻四妾就是(能)杜絕同居,婚前性行為等問題嗎?
Glisten Lee:仕女权致上的年代
謝潔如 says:那還哪來甚麼金屋藏嬌?
謝潔如 says:是思想的問題!
Glisten Lee:那时候也是中国最淫乱的时代
謝潔如 says:是大男人主義的問題
Glisten Lee:女人可以随时休夫
謝潔如 says:大男人主義並不代表不會接受同居和婚前性行為
Glisten Lee:女人可以很随便
謝潔如 says:難道丈夫不就(好)不能休夫嗎?
Glisten Lee:３Ｐ ４Ｐ ５Ｐ 对那时候的女人来说也很正常
謝潔如 says:還要忍氣吞聲整輩子?
謝潔如 says:是男生喜歡玩3p 4p吧?
謝潔如 says:是男生喜歡看色情片居多還是女生居多?
謝潔如 says:是社會思想開放的問題
謝潔如 says:無關大男人主義
Glisten Lee:那为什么男人当皇帝的时候女人不能随便和４，５ 个男人搞在一起呢
謝潔如 says:你還是去進islam啦
謝潔如 says:你是那一夥的人
Glisten Lee:经过一项调查，游览色情网站的女人比男人高出很多
Glisten Lee:而且调查也显示平均女人一天里会用两小时想性事
謝潔如 says:女人出街只能黑布包頭包身..容忍丈夫三妻四妾
Glisten Lee:而男人平均只有一小时
Glisten Lee:不是这个意思
Glisten Lee:只是时代变迁的同时，女人应该保有她们原有的美德和价值观
Glisten Lee:男人一直都没变，只是女人的变化给社会带来了种种的问题
Glisten Lee:所以结论是适当的大男人封建主义和文化是社会建设发展所需要的
Glisten Lee:当大男人注意渐渐被抹杀的同时，也是社会问题一件接一件浮现的时候
Glisten Lee:难道你不没察觉大男人比较在乎家庭价值观吗？
謝潔如 says:是咩?
Glisten Lee:也同时会把儿女管教得比较严厉
謝潔如 says:是咩?
Glisten Lee:随兴的现代婚姻观念，教出了什么样的下一代，我想你我是有目共睹的
謝潔如 says:為甚麼那些被丈夫虐待卻為了讓孩子有個完整的家庭而忍氣吞聲繼續被虐?
謝潔如 says:如果不是在乎家庭價值觀為甚麼女生還這麼做?
Glisten Lee:那是比较极端的个案
Glisten Lee:我们必须以一个年代社会何一个年代的社会作比较
Glisten Lee:而不是拿个案来推翻事实的根据
謝潔如 says:隨兴的現代婚姻觀念不只是女生組(助)長的. 難道提出離婚的就只是女生?難道是大部分離婚個案是妻子紅杏出牆?
Glisten Lee:如果要这么比较的话，离婚，性开放，婚外情就比比皆是了
謝潔如 says:但是是由社會思想開放開始
謝潔如 says:但是全世界的思想開放並不是武則天一個人做出來的
謝潔如 says:還有現在的媒體的影響力
Glisten Lee:如果不是除去了原有的父系社会，然后引进了西方的男女平等，和随兴的价值观，就不会造就了悲剧不断的社会
謝潔如 says:但是從前西方也是沒有男女平等的
Glisten Lee:那从前西方也没有那么多的社会问题啊
Glisten Lee:是他们排除了父系社会
謝潔如 says:以前哪有多少人拿著旗子高喊男女平等?
Glisten Lee:创造了新的价值观
謝潔如 says:是淫亂的思想開放造就了這樣的社會
Glisten Lee:他们的社会问题也就开始了
謝潔如 says:這麼說你是不贊成男女平等啦?
Glisten Lee:平等要有个限度
Glisten Lee:平等到女人失去原有的含蓄，原有的美德那就太不应该了
謝潔如 says:那總結應該是說
Glisten Lee:适当的保有大男人主义，和适而可止地推动男女平等
謝潔如 says:大男人主義過多就會形成女生成為弱勢..妻子遭虐待..丈夫三妻四妾..男女平等過多形成女生失去原有的含蓄..造就感情觀念開放
引至離婚/同居/婚前性行為案件日益增加
謝潔如 says:講來講去到最後都是說社會平衡不到
Glisten Lee:一个由男人来统治和保护的社会不是以向来都很完美吗？而且女人最幸福的事情就是由(有)男人可依靠
Glisten Lee:我们需要成立协会保护弱质的女人和小孩
Glisten Lee:与此同时，我们不能抛开父系社会的原有价值观
謝潔如 says:你是婦女組主席?
Glisten Lee:并且加重刑罚对付那些虐待孩童和妇女的男人
Glisten Lee:保护孩童，女人和老人是男人与生俱来的责任
話題就在我要去吃午餐結束了...你的觀點又在哪裡?
呵呵...感覺最近很喜歡把自己跟親朋戚友msn的東西搬上來post...下一個'主角'會是誰呢...?
Friday, September 29, 2006
欣宜
某一天,我和oscar在msn聊天,我看到他的blog提到欣宜,提到看不起欣宜,我和他就開始了以下的談話.....
ckyue: ur blog...y u look down on 欣宜?
oscar: 不欣賞她啦
ckyue: y leh?
ckyue: u not her...
ckyue: u wun understand her feeling..
oscar: yes, i can't unerstant her feeling...
ckyue: been a luaghter, a fatty since young...
ckyue: maybe thats y she want to be a star
ckyue: to prove
ckyue: and a bit or more she already half leg in that field
ckyue: to continue to get in the half the other leg?
ckyue: or turn out?
ckyue: is a hard decision to her
oscar: 那可要看她的本事有多少...
oscar: 如果她真的認為那是正確的決擇
oscar: 她不用理會其他人的看法繼續努力
oscar: 有實力的人總會有人認同的
oscar: 沒有實力, 即使是twins都不會有人認同
oscar: 你知道欣宜在香港為什麼那麼不受歡迎嗎~?
ckyue: coz she fat?
oscar: 除了先入為主的主觀感...
oscar: 她減肥成功是有人認同的
oscar: 但她以為自己係外表很吸引的人...有好多負面新聞
oscar: 例如佢起外國"勾仔"...食煙...整容...
oscar: 她給香港人的印象是過份自信的人
ckyue: haiz
oscar: ?
ckyue: 一個 在社會 浮浮沉沉的 可憐女子
ckyue: 我覺得 她 從小 大眾怎樣看她造就 她現在這樣子
oscar: 我不能說社會沒有錯
因為大家都不喜歡很肥的人
oscar: 但她自己食到那麼肥
她自己也有責任吧?
oscar: 我不能相信可以食到那麼肥
除非只吃而不做運動
oscar: 自己一個極不健康的飲食習慣造成這樣的後果
ckyue: 你有想過自卑概心態係掂嘎 ?
oscar: 有
oscar: 我以前都曾經被人睇小我很細粒
oscar: 那時個個同學都比我高的
我中一到中三都是全級最細粒的
oscar: 也有給比自己高的同學取笑過
oscar: 那時怎麼會不覺得自卑?
ckyue: 當時欣宜係選擇自暴自棄概路
ckyue: 所以暴飲暴食
ckyue: 父母概觀念亦 有影響
ckyue: 這些是我角度看到的東西
oscar: 唔~~~~你說的也對
oscar: 所以我才說了"先入為主"的看法
如果沒有那些影響了大家的話
可能不會像現在普遍香港人對她的看法
oscar: 現在她要成功只能給成績人看
還有改變她過份自信的態度
oscar: 才能改變大部份香港人對她的印象
oscar: 我要出門先
oscar: 下次見 再傾過
ckyue: ur blog...y u look down on 欣宜?
oscar: 不欣賞她啦
ckyue: y leh?
ckyue: u not her...
ckyue: u wun understand her feeling..
oscar: yes, i can't unerstant her feeling...
ckyue: been a luaghter, a fatty since young...
ckyue: maybe thats y she want to be a star
ckyue: to prove
ckyue: and a bit or more she already half leg in that field
ckyue: to continue to get in the half the other leg?
ckyue: or turn out?
ckyue: is a hard decision to her
oscar: 那可要看她的本事有多少...
oscar: 如果她真的認為那是正確的決擇
oscar: 她不用理會其他人的看法繼續努力
oscar: 有實力的人總會有人認同的
oscar: 沒有實力, 即使是twins都不會有人認同
oscar: 你知道欣宜在香港為什麼那麼不受歡迎嗎~?
ckyue: coz she fat?
oscar: 除了先入為主的主觀感...
oscar: 她減肥成功是有人認同的
oscar: 但她以為自己係外表很吸引的人...有好多負面新聞
oscar: 例如佢起外國"勾仔"...食煙...整容...
oscar: 她給香港人的印象是過份自信的人
ckyue: haiz
oscar: ?
ckyue: 一個 在社會 浮浮沉沉的 可憐女子
ckyue: 我覺得 她 從小 大眾怎樣看她造就 她現在這樣子
oscar: 我不能說社會沒有錯
因為大家都不喜歡很肥的人
oscar: 但她自己食到那麼肥
她自己也有責任吧?
oscar: 我不能相信可以食到那麼肥
除非只吃而不做運動
oscar: 自己一個極不健康的飲食習慣造成這樣的後果
ckyue: 你有想過自卑概心態係掂嘎 ?
oscar: 有
oscar: 我以前都曾經被人睇小我很細粒
oscar: 那時個個同學都比我高的
我中一到中三都是全級最細粒的
oscar: 也有給比自己高的同學取笑過
oscar: 那時怎麼會不覺得自卑?
ckyue: 當時欣宜係選擇自暴自棄概路
ckyue: 所以暴飲暴食
ckyue: 父母概觀念亦 有影響
ckyue: 這些是我角度看到的東西
oscar: 唔~~~~你說的也對
oscar: 所以我才說了"先入為主"的看法
如果沒有那些影響了大家的話
可能不會像現在普遍香港人對她的看法
oscar: 現在她要成功只能給成績人看
還有改變她過份自信的態度
oscar: 才能改變大部份香港人對她的印象
oscar: 我要出門先
oscar: 下次見 再傾過
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
wait me.....
i will be off from this blog this few days...to gambateh in my work...so...those who support my blog d friends...wait me! I'll be back....!
Sunday, September 17, 2006
活在自我世界的小女人
四某一天某一日得知一個相識一段時間的所謂朋友在我背後說了一些壞話...可能刀插到來才真正知痛...她無人不說,無人不講, 我應該知道我也免不了被講...但是當真正確實我中了招後,我真的無法接受!
我的穿著品味有改變都被你講?到處宣傳耶!難道我的穿著品味有阻礙你?傷害到你? 回想起來,你真的無人不講...我早該對你有防備心...
甚麼活動甚麼聚會甚麼人都不參,只活在自己的世界, 躲在自己的世界猜測別人的行動,別人的用意,別人的一切, 在背後指指點點, 有甚麼意見有甚麼不爽大可大大方方向有關人士提出, 為甚麼非要在別人背後批評?插刀? 可能你真的是活在自己世界的小女人..這名字真的很貼切耶!
人際並不十分醜陋,但因為有你,人際關係更顯醜陋...也因為有你,我又得知世界上有你這麼一種人...
我的穿著品味有改變都被你講?到處宣傳耶!難道我的穿著品味有阻礙你?傷害到你? 回想起來,你真的無人不講...我早該對你有防備心...
甚麼活動甚麼聚會甚麼人都不參,只活在自己的世界, 躲在自己的世界猜測別人的行動,別人的用意,別人的一切, 在背後指指點點, 有甚麼意見有甚麼不爽大可大大方方向有關人士提出, 為甚麼非要在別人背後批評?插刀? 可能你真的是活在自己世界的小女人..這名字真的很貼切耶!
人際並不十分醜陋,但因為有你,人際關係更顯醜陋...也因為有你,我又得知世界上有你這麼一種人...
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
Changed job again...
So long not update my blog liao! hahahaha! Till a friend email to remind me! pai seh....Changed job liao mah... need time to 'uphad der....
Yes, I changed job....AGAIN! This is the 4th job since i gratuate.
Hahahaha....Everytime i do different thing.. This time i doing editor, but is video editor, to editor news and programme to a 3G channel. Till now uphand half but still doing slow....See my friends got time to online and chat somemore....i know i really slow....Haiz! learning to be faster! Gambateh!
I always complain lou dao not bother me, not choi me, but i found out yuan lai he really care d.. my real parents got phone me to ask about my recent d thing lar...But lou dao not... thought he not bother me agian..Yuan lai he does! hahahaha! Shan Yuan told me lou dao ask him a few times about how is me with the new job.... Lou dao! me misunderstand u liao!! Thanks for caring!! I will gambateh d!
Lastly, Thanks to whom help me shift house, those who concern me, special thanks to lou dao who concern me so much, and to Shan yuan and Jin hui who help me sooooo much and sooooo patient to teach me about the new job....
Thanks for not kill me...
Yes, I changed job....AGAIN! This is the 4th job since i gratuate.
Hahahaha....Everytime i do different thing.. This time i doing editor, but is video editor, to editor news and programme to a 3G channel. Till now uphand half but still doing slow....See my friends got time to online and chat somemore....i know i really slow....Haiz! learning to be faster! Gambateh!
I always complain lou dao not bother me, not choi me, but i found out yuan lai he really care d.. my real parents got phone me to ask about my recent d thing lar...But lou dao not... thought he not bother me agian..Yuan lai he does! hahahaha! Shan Yuan told me lou dao ask him a few times about how is me with the new job.... Lou dao! me misunderstand u liao!! Thanks for caring!! I will gambateh d!
Lastly, Thanks to whom help me shift house, those who concern me, special thanks to lou dao who concern me so much, and to Shan yuan and Jin hui who help me sooooo much and sooooo patient to teach me about the new job....
Thanks for not kill me...
Thursday, August 17, 2006
為五斗米折腰
勒脖賣藝廣告
中國一名年僅12歲的中國河南男童，與弟弟在武漢街頭賣藝。他強忍痛苦，用細鋼筋緊緊勒住脖子表演，賺取微薄生活費。
看著這一張照片，可想而知一定是很通的了。世界每個角落的人都在為五斗米折腰…有者用血汗、有者用默默耕耘、有者用敲詐、有者攤開手……你又是用哪種呢？
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Animal
Look at the elephant in Thailand! So clever that can draw! Better than many people! Some paiting even can sell high price! I wonder elephant will be teacher to teach human to draw...Will it be?
Look at the pig! It so cute! Many people think pig is dirty and stupid and ugly and noisy. But this picture you found out can be cute too. It depends how you see and see from which site....
Monday, August 14, 2006
自我安慰
無論是住在/美麗的高山/或是躺臥在/陰暗的幽谷/當你抬起頭/你將會發現/主已為你我而預備///云上太陽/他總不看見/雖然小雨灑在臉上/云上太陽/他總不看見/阿哈/他不看見
Everything will be alright/tomorrow will be fine/天空依然燦爛/hey地球繼續轉
如果我/再也不/不能再更多的承受/痛苦之後/就要咬緊牙關/繼續漂流…
就算真的/整個世界/把我拋棄/而至少快樂傷心我自己決定/所以我說/就讓他去/我知道潮落之後一定有潮起/我不能忘記
衛冕者接受挑戰/難免也會失敗/人生雖然像一場比賽/還是要保持樂觀
下一站是不是天堂/就算失望不能絕望
Everything will be alright/tomorrow will be fine/天空依然燦爛/hey地球繼續轉
如果我/再也不/不能再更多的承受/痛苦之後/就要咬緊牙關/繼續漂流…
就算真的/整個世界/把我拋棄/而至少快樂傷心我自己決定/所以我說/就讓他去/我知道潮落之後一定有潮起/我不能忘記
衛冕者接受挑戰/難免也會失敗/人生雖然像一場比賽/還是要保持樂觀
下一站是不是天堂/就算失望不能絕望
Friday, August 11, 2006
旅遊書教溝女10對白 ten opening sentences to tackle girls
想去歐洲獵艷，卻未精通多國語言？蘇格蘭（Scotland）早前新出版一本旅遊會話書，教你十大「溝女必殺開場白」，用六種歐洲語言應該怎樣說，包括德文、法文、意大利文、葡萄牙文、西班牙語和捷克語，讓你「一書在手，勻歐s洲」！會話書每本只售3.5英鎊！美聯社
Recently Scotland publish a tour conversation book 'ten opening sentences to tackle girls', it have different lauguages, include German, French, Italian, Portuguese, Spanish and Czech and it just sold 3.50 pounds.
1.妳爸爸是不是神偷？看來他偷了天上的星星，放到妳雙眼。
Was your father a thief? Because he stole the stars from the sky and put them in your eyes.
2.妳從天堂掉到凡間時，是否很痛？
Didn't it hurt when you fell from heaven?
3.你一定累壞了，因為妳整天都在我腦海中跑來跑去。
You must betired, because you've been running through my mind all day.
4.不好意思，我好像遺失了我的電話號碼，我可以借用妳的嗎？
Excuse me, I seem to have lost my phone number. Could I borrow yours?
5.妳相信一見鍾情嗎？還是我要在妳身邊走多一次？
Do you believe in love at first sight,or shall I walk by again?
6.請問妳會親吻陌生人嗎？不會？那麼讓我自我介紹。
Excuse me, do you kiss strangers? No? Well let me introduce myself.
7.妳整晚跑入我的夢，妳的腿累了嗎？
Do your legs hurt from running through my dreams all night?
8.我初到貴境，請問妳可否我怎樣去妳家？
I'm new in town.Could you give me directions to your apartment?
9.妳有地圖嗎？我不斷迷失在妳的雙眸。
Do you have a map? I keep getting lost in your eyes.
10.妳雙眸唯一沒告訴我的，是妳的芳名。
The only thing your eyes haven't told me is your name.
Recently Scotland publish a tour conversation book 'ten opening sentences to tackle girls', it have different lauguages, include German, French, Italian, Portuguese, Spanish and Czech and it just sold 3.50 pounds.
1.妳爸爸是不是神偷？看來他偷了天上的星星，放到妳雙眼。
Was your father a thief? Because he stole the stars from the sky and put them in your eyes.
2.妳從天堂掉到凡間時，是否很痛？
Didn't it hurt when you fell from heaven?
3.你一定累壞了，因為妳整天都在我腦海中跑來跑去。
You must betired, because you've been running through my mind all day.
4.不好意思，我好像遺失了我的電話號碼，我可以借用妳的嗎？
Excuse me, I seem to have lost my phone number. Could I borrow yours?
5.妳相信一見鍾情嗎？還是我要在妳身邊走多一次？
Do you believe in love at first sight,or shall I walk by again?
6.請問妳會親吻陌生人嗎？不會？那麼讓我自我介紹。
Excuse me, do you kiss strangers? No? Well let me introduce myself.
7.妳整晚跑入我的夢，妳的腿累了嗎？
Do your legs hurt from running through my dreams all night?
8.我初到貴境，請問妳可否我怎樣去妳家？
I'm new in town.Could you give me directions to your apartment?
9.妳有地圖嗎？我不斷迷失在妳的雙眸。
Do you have a map? I keep getting lost in your eyes.
10.妳雙眸唯一沒告訴我的，是妳的芳名。
The only thing your eyes haven't told me is your name.
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
LUCKY day at kampar
phiew! soooo long that i not go back tomy hometown liao! As what i will do, i go church at sunday morning. I miss the bed sooo much but it seems i already late to church, i have to rush to take bus. bla bla bla, finally i reach church. Luckily it just start worship. since i saw xuan xuan, i sat beside her.
Sudenly she told me :"i smell some shit"
"ya meh?"
I look to my shoe, yes! Its me! i step on a dog shit! Yellow and fresh somemore! Arghhhhh! What a lucky day! Lama-lama saja balik kampung sekali, pun so lucky step on dog shit! And i dont know where and when and how i step on it! And even my boyfriend pun laugh at me! "give me 4 number, i want to buy 4D" =.='''
When i go clean it up, i found out my jeans kena too! =.= GOOD! I dont have tissue somemore! I saw kar nyean pass by, yes! 'save star' come! i ask from him, after then i found out it was a stupid idea... After the sunday service, he told everybody people that i step on dog shit... NG KAR NYEAN!! WATER AND MOUNTAIN WILL MEET ONE DAY DER!HENG!
P/S : I promise myself from now on i must take tissue beside me!
Sudenly she told me :"i smell some shit"
"ya meh?"
I look to my shoe, yes! Its me! i step on a dog shit! Yellow and fresh somemore! Arghhhhh! What a lucky day! Lama-lama saja balik kampung sekali, pun so lucky step on dog shit! And i dont know where and when and how i step on it! And even my boyfriend pun laugh at me! "give me 4 number, i want to buy 4D" =.='''
When i go clean it up, i found out my jeans kena too! =.= GOOD! I dont have tissue somemore! I saw kar nyean pass by, yes! 'save star' come! i ask from him, after then i found out it was a stupid idea... After the sunday service, he told everybody people that i step on dog shit... NG KAR NYEAN!! WATER AND MOUNTAIN WILL MEET ONE DAY DER!HENG!
P/S : I promise myself from now on i must take tissue beside me!
給你的一封信
致你：
那天從金寶帶來我‘家族生意’的‘鎮山之寶’‘糯米池’回來，你不方便來拿，可能覺得老遠來拿糯米池覺得累吧…第二天就拿給同事吃，期待著像你的表情和反應會一樣出現在他們臉上…我失望了…發現有些是應酬我才吃，有些吃了就這樣而已…想念你一邊吃一邊露出誇張的表情…想念你激動兼滔滔不絕地贊我媽的糯米池…想念…
那天從金寶帶來我‘家族生意’的‘鎮山之寶’‘糯米池’回來，你不方便來拿，可能覺得老遠來拿糯米池覺得累吧…第二天就拿給同事吃，期待著像你的表情和反應會一樣出現在他們臉上…我失望了…發現有些是應酬我才吃，有些吃了就這樣而已…想念你一邊吃一邊露出誇張的表情…想念你激動兼滔滔不絕地贊我媽的糯米池…想念…
潔如筆
Monday, July 31, 2006
媽的謝潔如
故事要從我當年做心向太陽劇坊製作人‘媽的死人沈國明’的工作伙伴說起…
話說當時我常沒把工作做好，國明就會大聲叫“媽的謝潔如！死人謝潔如！你……”來做開頭。過後省略到“媽的死人謝潔如”，舞台監督詩茹等人都覺得很順口，偶爾也一齊‘叫’我媽的死人謝潔如’，我也活該地到處說，到最後連金慧都用‘媽的謝潔如’罵我了…… T.T 說這樣會比較爽wor…
到最後的最後，媽的謝潔如，你還是接受事實吧！誰叫我你的名字跟‘媽的’醬相襯…
話說當時我常沒把工作做好，國明就會大聲叫“媽的謝潔如！死人謝潔如！你……”來做開頭。過後省略到“媽的死人謝潔如”，舞台監督詩茹等人都覺得很順口，偶爾也一齊‘叫’我媽的死人謝潔如’，我也活該地到處說，到最後連金慧都用‘媽的謝潔如’罵我了…… T.T 說這樣會比較爽wor…
到最後的最後，媽的謝潔如，你還是接受事實吧！誰叫我你的名字跟‘媽的’醬相襯…
Thursday, July 27, 2006
失敗者
摘自吳淡如《不急 我很趕》
每個人心裡都有一個虛擬的時鐘，每個人的時鐘分針秒針快慢都走得不一樣，也許「時間用詞」相同，「時間概念」可能大不相同。
一位某大公司的高階主管把她有趣的經驗告訴我。她剛升上主管時，負責帶領一群剛出校門不久的屬下，有天她跟一名下屬說：「這份企劃書很趕，請趕快完成。」
那人滿口答應。沒想到，催催促促，暗示加明示，過了3天，才把企劃書交上來。
「不是說很趕嗎？為什麼現在才交？」
「是啊，很趕哪，所以我3天就交出來了。」搞了半天，她懂了，原來那人來自純樸的鄉下，「很趕」對他來說就是3天。
「我本來以為自己的性子已經夠急了，沒想到在時間觀念上，和我的老闆也出現過溝通的誤差。」她說：「有一天早上，老闆把我叫到辦公室，拿了一疊報告給我，對我說，這不趕，請妳處理一下。沒想到，下午不到兩點，他就很著急的打電話來問我：『請問妳處理好了沒有？』」
她這才曉得，原來老闆口中的「不趕」，就是3個小時內要做好。不用說，如果老闆吩咐這件事「很趕」，半個小時內非報告進度不可。
同樣的名詞，在每個人腦海裡出現的定義不同。這讓我想到，有次要出差旅行時，我那好心的爸爸幫我買皮箱，問我：「女兒，要小皮箱、中皮箱和大皮箱？」我說，要中型的。沒想到我爸買回來的中皮箱，比我想像中大上兩倍，簡直是移民時才用得到的。對他來說，「中型的就是這麼大呀。」
後來，我那主管朋友每次交代事情，或從老闆或客戶手中承接案例，都會要求明確的時間指令：「幾小時還是幾天，要把這件事完成？」不再按照自己的時鐘評量「不急」和「很趕」。感情和友誼總要經過磨合期，才會了解彼此習慣，時間是很難磨合的因素之一。
很多人都有這樣的朋友：有些人總說他「快要到了」，結果，一等等了一個小時，甚至還等不到。有些人只要遲到5分鐘，一定打電話來報備和道歉，如果他遲到超過30分鐘，手機又打不通的話，朋友們一定歇斯底里的懷疑，他是出了車禍，還是被謀殺了？前者總是求原諒，後者才能得信任。
我總得不到任何人的信任。如金慧所說，強心針。不止對男朋友，而是對家人、朋友、好朋友、任何人。任何事情也是。很多時候兩頭不到岸，有時甚至三頭、四頭。不能怨誰，是自己的問題。
每個人心裡都有一個虛擬的時鐘，每個人的時鐘分針秒針快慢都走得不一樣，也許「時間用詞」相同，「時間概念」可能大不相同。
一位某大公司的高階主管把她有趣的經驗告訴我。她剛升上主管時，負責帶領一群剛出校門不久的屬下，有天她跟一名下屬說：「這份企劃書很趕，請趕快完成。」
那人滿口答應。沒想到，催催促促，暗示加明示，過了3天，才把企劃書交上來。
「不是說很趕嗎？為什麼現在才交？」
「是啊，很趕哪，所以我3天就交出來了。」搞了半天，她懂了，原來那人來自純樸的鄉下，「很趕」對他來說就是3天。
「我本來以為自己的性子已經夠急了，沒想到在時間觀念上，和我的老闆也出現過溝通的誤差。」她說：「有一天早上，老闆把我叫到辦公室，拿了一疊報告給我，對我說，這不趕，請妳處理一下。沒想到，下午不到兩點，他就很著急的打電話來問我：『請問妳處理好了沒有？』」
她這才曉得，原來老闆口中的「不趕」，就是3個小時內要做好。不用說，如果老闆吩咐這件事「很趕」，半個小時內非報告進度不可。
同樣的名詞，在每個人腦海裡出現的定義不同。這讓我想到，有次要出差旅行時，我那好心的爸爸幫我買皮箱，問我：「女兒，要小皮箱、中皮箱和大皮箱？」我說，要中型的。沒想到我爸買回來的中皮箱，比我想像中大上兩倍，簡直是移民時才用得到的。對他來說，「中型的就是這麼大呀。」
後來，我那主管朋友每次交代事情，或從老闆或客戶手中承接案例，都會要求明確的時間指令：「幾小時還是幾天，要把這件事完成？」不再按照自己的時鐘評量「不急」和「很趕」。感情和友誼總要經過磨合期，才會了解彼此習慣，時間是很難磨合的因素之一。
很多人都有這樣的朋友：有些人總說他「快要到了」，結果，一等等了一個小時，甚至還等不到。有些人只要遲到5分鐘，一定打電話來報備和道歉，如果他遲到超過30分鐘，手機又打不通的話，朋友們一定歇斯底里的懷疑，他是出了車禍，還是被謀殺了？前者總是求原諒，後者才能得信任。
我總得不到任何人的信任。如金慧所說，強心針。不止對男朋友，而是對家人、朋友、好朋友、任何人。任何事情也是。很多時候兩頭不到岸，有時甚至三頭、四頭。不能怨誰，是自己的問題。
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
文字，又可以傳達多少感情？
文字可以傳達你想要表達的東西，卻充滿想像空間。
寫漏一個字，或感覺對不上，就會產生誤會。
你很多時候從文字感受不到對方當時的心情
還是那句，文字充滿想像空間。
所以我喜歡面對面。
寫漏一個字，或感覺對不上，就會產生誤會。
你很多時候從文字感受不到對方當時的心情
還是那句，文字充滿想像空間。
所以我喜歡面對面。
Saturday, July 22, 2006
sweat pasar malam walk
That day i goThat day i go pasar malam buy some vege. When i on the way walking home, i bought newspaper. When i took $ from my jeans pocket, i found out my ATM card not in it! 1st thing pop out from my mind is......I DROP MY ATM CARD AT PASAR MALAM!!! (I have drop things record) No doubt, i rush back pasar malam to find my ATM card. Like a dog searching its food. Sambil find and sambil plan, I have to tell my mum n bf, then i have to tell Jin Hui n Shan Yuan,(so that i can brrow $ from them : p ) then search the contact number to phone Maybank, blah blah blah.... Walk till the end f pasar malam. Found nothing! GOOD! People sure took it already!
Sudenly 2nd thing pop out from my mind.......will it in the bag? No doubt (again) i search my bag.... Finally i found it =.='''
I think i too stress liao!!!!!!
Sudenly 2nd thing pop out from my mind.......will it in the bag? No doubt (again) i search my bag.... Finally i found it =.='''
I think i too stress liao!!!!!!
Thursday, July 13, 2006
what is FRIEND?
One night i call to an old fren that lost contact for a long long long time. From his reaspon in the conversation, i found out i seems 'wan kat'. I doubt : what is friend? we played together, hanging out together,go school together, break time pun together, devolop 4th kampar Boys' Brigade senior section together, see this gang friends' face more than my family (1 week 7 days man!) and this happens for the secondary school life.
After the call i felt we no longer friends.. I look like idiot! 'wan kat'.... We as friends for so long n pass many things together, grown up together but in the end feel I far in this so call many years d friendship...then how about my other friendshio with other friends? Will get the same ending?
Something pop out in my mind : people say I have many friends, but maybe I JUST know many people, but dun have many friends...
I doubt : Do friends forever d friendship will happen to me?
After the call i felt we no longer friends.. I look like idiot! 'wan kat'.... We as friends for so long n pass many things together, grown up together but in the end feel I far in this so call many years d friendship...then how about my other friendshio with other friends? Will get the same ending?
Something pop out in my mind : people say I have many friends, but maybe I JUST know many people, but dun have many friends...
I doubt : Do friends forever d friendship will happen to me?
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
是青春還是幼稚??
這篇文章是摘自臺灣的蘋果日報，吳淡如的小品
瑞美是小櫻的高中同學，兩人一直很要好。兩人的性格大相逕庭，瑞美很浪漫，而小櫻很務實。在小櫻的長子還念大學時，瑞美還在和一個念大學的男朋友交往。
小櫻常開玩笑說，老天爺不公平，她和瑞美一起出去逛街時，曾有人以為瑞美是她的女兒。在得天獨厚的環境中成長，生活優渥的瑞美，總是一副長不大的樣子，不只外表比同年齡的人年輕，心態也一直很青春。瑞美的男朋友阿信小她22歲。細看來，外貌上雖然還是有些差距，但她表示，溝通上沒什麼問題。她跟著小男友穿嘻哈裝，跟著小男友打電玩。比她小很多的男友，很多時候反而像哥哥一樣照顧著瑞美。小櫻本來很羨慕瑞美。
某天晚上，卻接到瑞美的告急電話，說小男友在她家揚言要自殺。
「因為他爸媽反對我們在一起！他看起來快瘋了。我陪著他，已經3天3夜沒吃飯、不睡覺了，他剛剛又打手機跟他爸媽咆哮，他說如果爸媽不答應，他們最好等著收屍！」
「妳怎麼不勸勸他！」
「我沒辦法呀。」瑞美無助的說。
小櫻第二天一早還得上班，但心想人命關天，大半夜從永和趕到陽明山小櫻家裡，沒想到門鈴按了老半天，瑞美開門時，卻是一副睡眼惺忪的樣子。
「他鬧累了，就睡了。」
瑞美說：「妳一向比我成熟，可不可以幫我一個忙？替我跟他爸媽說說，請他們接受我們的戀情？否則，我會陪他一起死……。」
小櫻又好氣又好笑。心中自忖：「我兒子也念大學了，如果有一天他愛上跟我年紀一樣大的女人，我也一定不可能不反對吧；如果他們因為我的反對，還幼稚的以死威脅，證明了那個女人年紀雖然大了，心理年齡還很幼稚，兒子跟她在一起，只會陷於險境，怎麼能讓我放心？」於是，她決心不插手。在外表上和體力、心情上，現代人都想要「青春不老」，這是好事，但表面可以青春，心態上卻不能維持幼稚，人生活了一半，如果還用18歲的智慧在處理感情挫敗，這就是越活越回去了。
瑞美是小櫻的高中同學，兩人一直很要好。兩人的性格大相逕庭，瑞美很浪漫，而小櫻很務實。在小櫻的長子還念大學時，瑞美還在和一個念大學的男朋友交往。
小櫻常開玩笑說，老天爺不公平，她和瑞美一起出去逛街時，曾有人以為瑞美是她的女兒。在得天獨厚的環境中成長，生活優渥的瑞美，總是一副長不大的樣子，不只外表比同年齡的人年輕，心態也一直很青春。瑞美的男朋友阿信小她22歲。細看來，外貌上雖然還是有些差距，但她表示，溝通上沒什麼問題。她跟著小男友穿嘻哈裝，跟著小男友打電玩。比她小很多的男友，很多時候反而像哥哥一樣照顧著瑞美。小櫻本來很羨慕瑞美。
某天晚上，卻接到瑞美的告急電話，說小男友在她家揚言要自殺。
「因為他爸媽反對我們在一起！他看起來快瘋了。我陪著他，已經3天3夜沒吃飯、不睡覺了，他剛剛又打手機跟他爸媽咆哮，他說如果爸媽不答應，他們最好等著收屍！」
「妳怎麼不勸勸他！」
「我沒辦法呀。」瑞美無助的說。
小櫻第二天一早還得上班，但心想人命關天，大半夜從永和趕到陽明山小櫻家裡，沒想到門鈴按了老半天，瑞美開門時，卻是一副睡眼惺忪的樣子。
「他鬧累了，就睡了。」
瑞美說：「妳一向比我成熟，可不可以幫我一個忙？替我跟他爸媽說說，請他們接受我們的戀情？否則，我會陪他一起死……。」
小櫻又好氣又好笑。心中自忖：「我兒子也念大學了，如果有一天他愛上跟我年紀一樣大的女人，我也一定不可能不反對吧；如果他們因為我的反對，還幼稚的以死威脅，證明了那個女人年紀雖然大了，心理年齡還很幼稚，兒子跟她在一起，只會陷於險境，怎麼能讓我放心？」於是，她決心不插手。在外表上和體力、心情上，現代人都想要「青春不老」，這是好事，但表面可以青春，心態上卻不能維持幼稚，人生活了一半，如果還用18歲的智慧在處理感情挫敗，這就是越活越回去了。
good friends and friends
>>>Good Friends are hard to find.
>>>Good Friends are presents that last forever and that feel like gifts from above.
>>>Good friends are one in a million.
>>>Good friends are stories to share.
>>>Good friends know the path to your happiness, and they walk with you all the way there.
>>>Good friends are lives overlapping.
>>>Good Friends are presents that last forever and that feel like gifts from above.
>>>Good friends are one in a million.
>>>Good friends are stories to share.
>>>Good friends know the path to your happiness, and they walk with you all the way there.
>>>Good friends are lives overlapping.
>>Good friends are laughter and joys.
>>>Good friends are emotions so deep that the trust keeps growing over the years.
>>>Good friends are hard to find.
>>>Good friends are easy to adore.
>>>Friends for today Friends for tomorrow.
>>>Friends through the good days, Friends through the sorrow. For the memories we make, The things we give, lend, And borrow...
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
i found my blog!! long time no see blog! haha!
walau! now juz i know i have a blog more thousand years ago....since ice age! hmm....i forgot abt it n even 4got the username n password! hahaha! at last i get in liao!
hahaha....the 1st blog i wrote said i kena write many thgs....but juz wrote 2 blog after that ord no write liao...throw here for ages! i ord dispromise!
ok, since i have a blog, so i gonna use it now( again? watever lah...) i will try to get sometime to write somethg d....although my english is very poor...but it is a way to improve my language wat.....once again.....hi blog! i'm back！
hahaha....the 1st blog i wrote said i kena write many thgs....but juz wrote 2 blog after that ord no write liao...throw here for ages! i ord dispromise!
ok, since i have a blog, so i gonna use it now( again? watever lah...) i will try to get sometime to write somethg d....although my english is very poor...but it is a way to improve my language wat.....once again.....hi blog! i'm back！
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